The Heartthrob Effect

I don't know which time I brushed it. After watching Wild Dog in Tieba, I was so shocked that I chased him from Tieba to Jinjiang. After reading these stories bit by bit, two lonely souls redeemed each other. The little mole met the cat and found the hope of living. The same goes for Mr. Cat. Two very good people. I still remember when I was on the forum, you once said that you had Mercury going retrograde recently. There was a comment below that said, you are kicking cats and beating dogs at the same time. How could you not have Mercury retrograde? I don't know why. I have remembered this little clip for so many years. The effect of "Kicking the Cat" can be said to be "White Moonlight" in my mind. It was the first major novel I came into contact with. It made me feel amazing. I have never encountered another story that can compete with "Kicking the Cat" and I can't forget it. Two people who both sound like miserable people are invincible when they meet together. It seems like a depressing story, but there is tenderness between the lines. For me, Kick the Cat is not a sadistic novel, and it is probably not a sweet novel. This is not a world that can be summed up by labels. Sometimes I cannot even regard it as a novel. This is a real world, with struggles, helplessness, turning points, and hope. There is dusk and dawn, the sun rises and the moon sets. Thank you, Captain, for bringing an unforgettable color to my junior high school years. I am already in my senior year of high school this year, and I haven't used Tieba for a long time. Tieba should be considered an indispensable part of my junior high school life, but it can no longer participate in my high school years. Although I have returned to the forum a few times, everything I clicked on is unfamiliar. Some of the articles I have followed have been completed, some have been abandoned, and some are still being updated. However, I cannot remember the previous plots or my mood at that time. Time cannot be restored and will not stop for anyone. Maybe I will pick up my pen in the future and create my own world, maybe not. Who knows what will happen in the future. I don't know if you are still writing or if you can still see these new comments. However, I really miss that colorful era. Although it didn't last long and I haven't grown up much. A child's random thoughts.

Dear Chai Jiu, does it make you feel happy to escape from everyone? After reading it, I don't know why I feel sad. It's really sad that it's over. Afterwards, I don't even know why I wrote this article. I always think of it. The way he looked before being burned by fire before he was 8 years old reminds me of the way he looked when he was 13 years old, carrying an iron rod on his back. I will remember you on the court. But I think that's how it became like that. I still feel that Gong still hasn't regained his strength in the end. Even in the last game, he played for the sake of suffering. Maybe he has lost it a long time ago. I was very confused when I saw the final ending. I was thinking, is it over like this? So many years of suffering, so many years of burned faces and bodies, so many years of ridicule. Broken fingers, betrayed friends, I always felt that Gong actually had no friends around him until the end. I'm really sad, really sad. Dear Chai Jiu, do you have to give up to get something? I don't understand. Even after reading the article, I felt that even Shou was a figment of imagination. It was so perfect. I always felt that it was impossible to step into the world of attack. Do you understand? That's the feeling There is also this ridiculous society. It seems that I have read too many Shuangzhuan articles. I always thought that the protagonist would do some earth-shaking things and reverse those unreasonable systems, such as District 1 and District 14, haha. It's a pity that life is not a happy story Dear Chai Jiu, among the people who have passed away, do you miss yourself the most? Maybe you have never thought about this problem

At first I thought it was high abuse, but it's actually high sweetness.

Woo woo woo, this is an article full of chuunibakukan, and the ending makes people feel sweet and satisfied.

Tears Harvester made me cry several times while watching it intermittently, and I was exhausted from crying at the end... Ah, I must show my heart to the author, thank you.

In fact, when I first read this book, I liked the perverted genre. I came in just for the meat [laughs], but after reading it a few times, I stopped reading. Mainly because the protagonist was so miserable. As he said, he lost an eye, half a face, two fingers, lost so many things, and was homeless and tortured. This is too unfriendly to a lover of sweet novels like me, who is obsessed with protagonists, but I was really moved when I read the full text today. Their pain was due to inner torture. Chai Jiu's youth was a rough boy, and his life was turned upside down overnight. His dreams and hobbies were not crushed by life, but eventually fell under the iron heel of power and never stood up again. The male god was always swallowed by the guilt in his heart and never stopped for a moment. Both of them have very serious self-destructive tendencies, which is really normal compared to their encounters. If it hadn't been for the encounter between the two of them, they would have exiled themselves to the abyss. The article once mentioned that they met when they were at their worst, but it was precisely because of this that they had the opportunity to reveal their worst selves to each other, and they had the opportunity to intertwine similar souls. Mr. Cat and the Little Mole, Chai Jiu and Ji Mi, after all, are two beams of light entangled in the darkness, saving each other the once trembling person, and from now on, there is no need to walk alone in the long night.

I have been reading this until I suddenly couldn't give up and continued reading. Although the story always has an ending, it always makes people reluctant to let go. As a result, I am still stuck here and haven't finished reading. Emmm

From the place where Chai Jiu was kidnapped, I felt that the ugliness of people's hearts was infinitely more terrifying than the darkness of the world. Chai Jiu was an innocent man, and he was implicated because of Ji. Vivienne's death caused Ji's current situation. He believed that everything was his problem and that he should bear all the burdens. Only then did Ji appear to be perfect in the eyes of outsiders. However, his psychology was distorted and he was relieved by the pain. It's amazing, Vivienne's death made me cry for a long time. I hope you can publish a book

Although the two grew up together, it feels a bit cruel T^T I believe this is a real drama T_T

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