Chang'an Without a Fixed Course

Love and responsibility The first time I read it seemed to be a year or two years ago, and now I am rewatching it while being locked up at home. Sitting by the window, turning the pages with my fingers, I feel like I am in another world under the sun. It seems that my heart has returned to the past, and I see them relying on each other through ups and downs, and entangled with each other in love and hatred. My mood has changed and my perspective has changed. About Changan Chang'an, Chang'an, the name carries beautiful sustenance and vision, but the facts do not seem to be as expected. The frame-up and breakdown made this little girl despair. I wonder if the flowers in the capital that day withered overnight and stained the city soil with blood? Chang'an is still too weak, and the beautiful vision will not work without the support of strength. The helpless family, the powerless two little girls, the road ahead is uncertain, and they are destined to be separated. Chang'an's "death" is replaced by an uncertain new life, which is expected but also unexpected. In short, the innocent girl who loved the little princess can be regarded as having died in beauty. Chang'an can be regarded as a past and a good wish. About Wuding Nothing is fixed, nothing is fixed, nothing is fixed. With all the past reborn, he returned on the sea of ​​blood. Maybe if she didn't love the princess, everything would go well for her. After taking revenge, she would die with the guilt towards her father. There wouldn't be so much entanglement of love and hate, and of course there wouldn't be such a happy ending. Her wavering and hesitation were actually within reason. In fact, love was brought to him. She and the princess seemed to achieve each other and redeem each other. Those days of silently licking wounds in the dark were over. The princess was the light. In fact, she is fragile and strong, cold and gentle, simple and complicated, just like each of us. She is also an ordinary person with a fragile side. She can also cry, laugh, shed tears, be happy, feel sad for others, and you will have beautiful visions. It's just that the past helped him cast a hard armor, and the hurt cast her in it. She was stubborn and strong, unwilling to show her vulnerability, so she was invincible, so she fell in love with the princess, so she would be angry with her mother, so there was a gap between them, so they were close, so she was Chang'an, but also Wuding. Wuding is the new life of Chang'an. About Wuding Changan Wu Ding and Chang An are the same person, but they don't seem to be the same person. They still have the same body, the same soul, and they love Yong Ning equally, but they have different experiences and different responsibilities. Chang'an, I prefer to think of her as Yong Ning's selfishness. She wants to protect Chang'an for the first time and shelter her under her wings. I also prefer to regard her as Yong Ning's original intention. She not only wants Chang'an to be safe, but also Chang'an to the world, and Chang'an to her country. If Wu Ding is a comrade-in-arms and a wife, then the accident in Chang'an seems to be an inevitable event. Yong Ning, who has never suffered a serious blow, seems to be unable to see the road ahead. Chang'an will not thrive without being reborn from the ashes. Returning from the bloodshed is as accidental as fate, but also seems inevitable. Without Chang'an, there would be no Wuding, and after Wuding passes, it will definitely return to Chang'an. Maybe Chang'an can stimulate Yong Ning to seize power, but it will never be so decisive and decisive. She could have grown up under the protection of Yong Ning, but I think this is definitely not what the reader, the author, and Chang'an expected. Although delicate flowers are beautiful, they are most susceptible to withering. Chang'an has no fixed Chang'an and is inseparable. About her and her At that time, when I saw Changan and the princess separated, I was so distressed, and I vaguely wanted to blame the author (No, now it seems that the conflict is inevitable. They are not only allies, but also wives. It is not just one person who can sustain the relationship by bearing or paying. Changan's concealment, Changan's Bearing it alone not only makes the princess feel guilty, but also the anger of being deceived. The more she endures, the more distressed the princess becomes. In fact, these two people have strong characters who hope that they can be alone, and they are also a bit strong. If both parties do not give in, speak clearly, and communicate, they will not be able to see themselves clearly. What do you want, what is the most precious and important thing in this relationship, and how should they get along correctly? Some people say that the general is selfish, but the general also has his own pride. This is not easy if the hatred between the two does not involve others. She has used a lot of thought and methods to convince herself. , Don't take your anger out on the princess, love is great, and the general has done enough. The incident happened suddenly, no one expected that he would fall off the horse so quickly, she had not made a plan or prepared yet, you can see that the princess also had a lot of worries in her heart, and she did not tell her, nor did she tell her that she felt that she had been let down. The princess's expectations are due to Jin He, and Jin He also feels that he is indebted to Chang'an. The conflicts and involvements between the two cannot be resolved overnight. People will make irrational judgments when emergencies occur and are sad. This is actually normal. Moreover, Chang'an has no sense of security. She has too much burden on her. There are too many things that disturb her mood. In fact, if you are Chang'an, can you really believe it unconditionally? Can you really make a rational judgment on the rumors flying around in the cold war? If you are a princess, can they handle this matter better? They both have such personalities, so it was a rational decision to separate and calm down first. What I saw in Changan was that she was not a flirt. After all, she was a very free and easy woman. You know what kind of person the Emperor of Wei was, so I felt that it was reasonable and satisfying at the end. I should be more satisfied. After all, Chang'an is still Yong Ning's subordinate relationship, and there is a slight imbalance. If Chang'an is also the king, it can be called a true equal match. After all, both of them have independent blood in their bones. You have promised me Chang'an for the rest of my life, and I also have the ability to give myself Chang'an for the rest of my life. About Yongning The role of Zhou Jinhe is quite complex. From a weak little princess to a stand-alone queen, she has experienced many things and passed many difficulties. Chang'an didn't "die" because of her, but it couldn't stop her feeling guilty about Chang'an. Maybe she couldn't accept it for a while and drove Chang'an away, but later she suddenly realized that this was also hurting Chang'an. She has ambitions and strength, and is not willing to rely on others, nor is she willing to be manipulated by others, nor is she willing to succumb to the so-called fate. This is a must for anyone who achieves great things, and it is vividly reflected in her. We are fighting every step of the way not to seize power, nor to seize power for the sake of seizing power, but to fight for freedom. She has a beautiful and strong character, and her success is natural and expected. Don't think it's easy for her. In the feudal era, the pressure of being a female emperor can be imagined. It's not that she doesn't want to, but she's just not ready enough. Chang'an and Wuding gave her reason and courage, and the oppression given to her by the emperor (hot chicken) also gave her enough reason. He did love her, but it was just a human's love for a beautiful bird in a golden cage. To rush out, you need to have enough courage, be prepared to be bruised and bruised, and have the courage to move forward. Luckily, she had, so she succeeded. Maybe I have temporarily lost myself in this matter of Chang'an. But the warning from others quickly made her realize that this was the same as getting the throne. To be a human being, you must have fire, and to love someone, you must have fire. Her Chang'an finally turned out as they wished. It was no longer a wandering life but a permanent one. About others The character Su Yuan is actually very real. Anyone who has never been ignored will not understand this feeling. Like the pompous song sung by Fei Chen, like the Joker in Batman, he may be hateful, but he has to admit that he is pitiful. They are not taken seriously, ignored, and abandoned. It is indeed their fault that they seek death in the eyes of the world, but they may just want to get a sincerity, nothing more. Lu Weizhen is like his counterpart. The two are actually in the same situation, Lu is more pitiful, but the two have embarked on completely different paths. Lu Weizhen is like an object that can come and go at a moment's notice, and can be discarded at will. These two people are so much like two choices, revenge against society or self-reliance. It's just that many of us do the former. Resentment affects our reason, the conflicts become more and more intense, and we feel heavier and heavier, making it difficult to breathe. Can we really be happy? Maybe. It's more of a reluctance, with a little expectation, and then falling into the abyss. It is impossible to evaluate this character indifferently or impartially. He is too similar to the people around me and too real. Why do others inflict pain on me, and why should I inflict suffering on others? There is no way to explain clearly. This world is inherently unreasonable. All living beings suffer. As for the senior sister, I think the three-dimensional character is slightly lacking. So I have no impression of her so far, except for one word: gentle and strong. Like Lord Wei, he is more of a person who promotes the protagonist's emotions, and also wants to be a guide and introduction, so I won't comment too much. Generally speaking, the article is very delicate and layered. It follows the mood of the character and the changes in mentality. It also successfully attracted my heart to these "you and me", and I couldn't stop (by mistake) savoring it. It has a sweet taste, but it doesn't feel thin. If you are patient, you can read it carefully. About… It has a very classic Pan-style beginning (actually, it's you and the boss) and the plot is also full of twists and turns. In terms of atmosphere or artistic conception, I obviously prefer the latter. The rhythm is very good, and the plot is compact and coherent. Even an impatient reader like me can enjoy it. There is no accumulation of gorgeous rhetoric, which makes people feel like a spring breeze, and they will not feel: ah, it is exaggerated or flashy. I guess the author must have had someone he liked at that time. Between the lines, I can feel the warm interaction between the protagonists, and every little heart-warming thing is delicate, and I don't feel that there is no big picture and main line. Therefore, the turning points of the relationship are natural and smooth. Sometimes I think: Well, it should have been like this, yes, that's right, that's it. There seems to be less focus on the protagonist's mental journey and psychology, and it is relatively difficult to clearly and intuitively see their psychological changes. However, it is difficult to cover everything. The plot and other descriptions are still excellent, and you will feel that there is still more to explore, and that is also the original intention. Chang'an may have fallen, been confused, lost, and hesitated on the road, and the princess may have flinched and thought about giving up, but fortunately, fate allowed them to meet, and suffering strengthened their hearts, and they never thought about letting go, which is why this wonderful story came about. Postscript to the visit It was indeed a long time ago that I read this article. My memory is a bit distant and vague. There may be something wrong with what I said. I didn't read it very carefully when I reread it. The feeling it gave me was the same as before, thrilling, invigorating, warm and beautiful. Looking back, thinking back, it was actually because I lacked the courage to pursue and obtain what I wanted. After encountering so many things, should I choose to languish after a complete defeat, or should I choose to catch up like Chang'an and strengthen my heart? When you are oppressed, will you choose to resist like the princess and regain your freedom? Do you hesitate to do what you want to do, do you choose to obey because of rumors, or do you have a firm heart and start over again, moving forward? Only by being determined and prepared can you truly be sure of anything. If you think about it carefully, our nation is also like this, full of legends, mixed with the melody of resistance, unyielding and pride, step by step we have reached where we are today. Love and responsibility can actually coexist. No one stipulates that you have to surrender to love. Passionate love and responsibility have never been tit for tat, and they are incompatible with each other. Fraternity and tolerance, maybe we just need to do these and then be a little firmer. Thank you Panpanjun for your gentle and powerful article.

One person wrote in blood to beg Chang Ning and Sister Wen! ! ! ! ! It's better to open a new article!

After reading it, I'm still not satisfied

I actually underestimated the side stories or stories between Queen Wei and Wen Yuan.

Very, very, very beautiful.

This article is really good. I don't like empress-type articles very much, but I didn't feel disgusted after reading this article. I like it.

Waiting for the text from Senior Sister and Sister Wei! !

It's great. I like senior sister Changning×! My natal CP.

It's beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, although everything is very pure~the princess is still uncertain, she is very affectionate and dedicated! ! ! !

It's poisonous. When I was reading this article, I kept repeating the song "Blowing Dreams to Xizhou" from the first chapter until the end. It repeated endlessly, and now I am reading other novels and listening to this song, and my mind will automatically think of Wuding and Taying? Benyo Liujie