Better to Let It Go

Watched it again! There is a lot I want to say but I don't know where to start, so I wish you dear Yanxiu and may you and Peishen be happy forever! I've been reading Bai Yueguang's novel since 19 years old and I can't bear to finish it. I can't get enough of the sweet scenes between Yan Xiu and Pei Shen in the later stages. Yan Xiu is a charming, cute and infuriating guy! I wish you good health and Peishen happiness. I love you.

After watching it, it's still a bit hard to accept. I feel like I can't stand it.

Bai Yueguangwen I still like it after reading it again and again

First of all, I want to say sorry to Maomao. I originally planned to deliver it on Wednesday, but it has been postponed until now. There are too many things recently. Graduation season is approaching and various handover matters have been delayed for a while. Let's get to the point, I am actually very patient. When I first started to get involved in this circle, I saw this article and couldn't get out after I clicked on it. Maybe I was younger at that time and just wanted to watch the torture, and all those who were treated badly were classified as bad people. But looking back now, the attitudes and opinions are completely different. First, let me praise Maomao's writing skills. It is delicate and natural, and does not make the characters abrupt. The transitions are very smooth. It can be said to be a "great master". It is worthy of being the great master I have been chasing for eight years. There are a lot of articles in the circle, and there are articles about people who are infatuated and attacked by scumbags. "Why don't you just quit" really stood out to me and stood out in a class of its own. The characters have distinct personalities, and each character who appears has his own characteristics. When reading the article, I will be easily drawn into it. Although there is no real empathy in the world, it does not mean that I cannot understand the mood and thoughts of the people in the article. Many times it will make me feel sad unconsciously, and the sweet and joyful emotions of getting back together are really amazing, because at this time, the reader is completely immersed in the story and has a strong desire to follow it. It can completely reflect that Maomao, you are really good. Next, I want to talk about the character Xiang Yanxiu. I personally understand that he is a growth-oriented character. From the beginning of being carefree and self-centered in everything to the later regret and caring for others, it really shocked me. From the early stage, he has been living in his own world. No matter how good Peishen is to him and how much he loves him, he will not have any reaction even if Peishen is sick and hospitalized. If you don't love him, you can't see Peishen in your eyes. Life or death has nothing to do with him, let alone what Peishen does. Many people say that it is not true. He is always immersed in his own emotions and will ignore the people and things around him. He just can't see the unexpected and the deep affection of Peishen. He only has the one-third of his own feelings in his heart. Therefore, if he is not allowed to have some sudden changes, is not allowed to be ignored and stimulated, and is temporarily separated from his emotions and the world, even if he dies for him, Yanxiu will not look at Peishen. When Peishen decided to break up, Yan Xiu's reaction was to be stunned for a moment, obviously surprised, and then smiled contemptuously, because he thought that Peishen's breakup was just to be apart for a few days and then come back. However, when he heard the words "goodbye", Yan Xiu's mood began to change. Peishen was very obedient to him, but saying goodbye like this seriously made his anger rise. In his opinion, there was absolutely no possibility that Peishen would reject him. This was something that would never happen before, and this was also the beginning of the pursuit. I want to give you a small episode, that is, although Yan Xiu has a joking attitude towards relationships, as a doctor, he is qualified. For the sake of work and patients, he stayed up all night and was very serious about his work. When the little nurse couldn't make the injection, he did it right away, which shows his skilled professional ability. Let's talk about Pei Shen, I really think he is a great man. He didn't pay much attention to his previous girlfriends, but the moment he met Xiang Yanxiu, he fell. He would take people to Mount Tai to watch the sunrise on Yan Xiu's birthday. He would take good care of Yan Xiu when he was sick and study recipes. Even though he knew that Yan Xiu was fooling around with others, he still tolerated everything about Yan Xiu. He was really considerate. No one is born loving others, which shows how much Peishen loves and cares about ending. But for him, a love that lasted for seven years and a wishful comeback was actually a torture. It was reasonable for him to break up. He didn't owe Xiang Yanxiu. He felt sad for him. He flew to the flame for love but got nothing in the end. Yan Xiu didn't see how much family pressure Peishen was under and wanted to be with him regardless of anyone's objections. Therefore, breaking up was a relief for him, but he didn't let go. Otherwise, how could he put something in the bowl when Yanxiu made unreasonable demands for noodles? He always remembers Yan Xiu's preferences while watching Xiao Baicai; when he quarreled with Yan Xiu and saw that Yan Xiu was not feeling well, he did not forget to call Ye Cheng and sent Yan Xiu home later. The two of them fought, but they still refused to hit Yan Xiu hard and just restrained Yan Xiu and took care of him; It wasn't until I saw the words "I only want you! I love you" that my intuition told me that the change in Yan Xiu had really begun! Yan Xiu's changes were really big later, but this is what he should do. He didn't cherish Peishen in the early days, and when Peishen left, he abused himself. Peishen didn't do anything to him except not accepting him. Peishen kept telling him to take good care of himself, but he didn't listen and was always so willful. When he learns to take care of himself, will he truly know how to care for others. While waiting for Peishen in the restaurant, Yan Xiu ordered red wine for Peishen, but ordered a glass of warm water for himself; he also took the initiative to ask Ye Cheng to take care of his body. They are giving each other, Yan Xiu is changing for Pei Shen, and Pei Shen has never given up. He quarreled with his mother because of Yan Xiu. Let me ask, if you really don't care, why do you do this? What impressed me deeply was that Shao Yan made a bet with Peishen. Although Peishen's "What if I win" was just a question, it was already confirmed in his heart and he was sure of it. He believed in Yan Xiu and their love went in both directions from the beginning. The back part is so sweet to me! "I can run downstairs for 800 meters without any problem." "Well, you are so capable." "Let's call her Peipei, or Lingling, or Shen Shen." "I think it's good to call her Xiuxiu. It sounds like she's jumping very fast." I can watch these conversations for a long time, like an old married couple, so sweet that they are toothless. Ling's mother's attitude later surprised me. After all, she was very tough before, so I was a little surprised. It's understandable that Ling's mother didn't want Peishen to suffer. After all, he was her biological son. If Peishen was forced to arrange a marriage, he would never be happy. A mother absolutely didn't want to see her son live an unhappy life, so she chose to accept the divorce. I still don't remember how many times I read it, but every time I read it, I was filled with emotion. I coded this review in bits and pieces with obviously clumsy words. It may not be in-depth or comprehensive, but I want to use it as a souvenir to commemorate my eight years of perseverance. When I open it many years later, I can still vaguely recall the touching love for Peishen and their difficult journey. May the years be peaceful, one will live to be ninety-nine, the other will live to be ninety-nine, and they will never grow old, with the familiar rhubarb still sitting next to them.

I really like this story, this heavy love

Looks good. I wish them happiness forever.

From Tieba to here, I have been following this article for a long time. I have written articles before, but then I gave them up. I know how difficult it is to persevere. I really want to thank Maomao for giving Peishen and Yanxiu such a great ending, and thank Maomao for bringing us this article. I still remember the days when I was waiting for updates on the Tieba. I was always greedy to see more, and I still want to see Maomao write new works, but I hope you are happy~ Thank you for meeting me~ I wish Maomao three dimensions all the best!

Thank you!!! After so many years, I have finally reached the ending. Why don't I just quit and return home early? Thank you so much. Really 555, I love Xiang Yanxiu so much!!! Throw flowers!!!

Thank you very much Maomao, my life is finally over. When I saw the ending, I realized that so many years had passed. When did I start paying attention? I can't help but ask myself this, thinking about turning on my phone every day to see if there are any updates. This novel is really a bit haunting for me. When I saw the ending, I still felt a little unfinished. But when I saw the happy ending of Yan Xiu and Peishen, I really felt that the time was quiet in that moment, and I instantly felt at ease. Finally, I still have to thank Mrs. Cat!

I almost forgot what year I discovered this treasure. I saw it on a Tieba forum and lost it again. I found it later. It was not easy to keep Xiao Xiu Xiu. Yan Xiu is probably the longest-running novel I have followed. Every time I tell my roommates that the novel I have been pursuing for eight years is coming to an end, they all marvel at the magic power of this novel to attract eight years of attention. Haha, this is not a compliment. In my case, cats are one of the ceilings in the circle. I am very grateful to Maomao for showing us such a good Peishen and Yanxiu. They were abused for the sake of abuse at first, but after chasing them all the way, it seems that Yanxiu has become a son, and even the scumbag has a heart. Yanxiu's road to chasing her husband can be said to be as bumpy as tears, so that in the end, Peishen hugged Yanxiu and Yanxiu burst into tears. At that moment, Peishen's heart trembled again. Peishen's repeated escapes really gave Yanxiu a deep sense of powerlessness and helplessness, a feeling almost desperate, no Someone believes in him. How can he make Peishen believe in him? Peishen is impeccable. Sure enough, such a good man would not even belong to a woman in a novel. His character is impeccable. He really loves Yan Xiu to the core, so he goes back to the beginning, facing a Yan Xiu who he is not sure whether he has changed. Facing Yan Xiu, he doesn't know if it is another three minutes of heat. He confesses his sincerity to him again and again. Fortunately, there is finally a result. Looking at it from the beginning to the end, I really feel that it has changed a lot, like boiling a frog in warm water, turning his coldness and arrogance into a puddle of water. No one will always stand there waiting for you. The person you like is for love, not for squandering. Yan Xiu understands this truth, and he has experienced too much. It's really not easy for cats to persevere! What's more embarrassing is that after so many years of following, I rarely leave long comments. I only leave comments on Tieba, and there are almost none since Jinjiang. So I really appreciate Maomao's persistence, thank you for giving us such good words, Xiu and Peishen, and thank you for being tolerant of us fans who rarely leave comments! It's finally over, I don't have to worry about updating it every day, and suddenly I feel so reluctant to let it go, it's really my grandma!!! Finally, Maomao, yyds, will always support you