Back at Eighteen, I Finally See Clearly

I am the youngest born in the 1990s. I am 23 years old this year. I have a mother who loves me very much. My mother has a very stable job. When my grandparents were here, they also loved me very much. When I bought a house at home and even deposited money, my name was written on it. I am not as good as Jiahe. I went to the second class in a province and did not fall in love in college. I had an ambiguous partner in my senior year of high school. He was from the countryside and was not as good as the male protagonist, but he was really good to me. Very good. I used to suspect that he was interested in me. I have acne-prone skin and a lot of acne on my face. I gained unhealthy weight in high school and weighed over 110 pounds. I am also highly myopic and wear thick black-rimmed glasses. I have always known that I am not the pretty one in terms of appearance, but I have a characteristic of Jiahe. I am very confident, have a strong personality, and am straightforward. I think this is because I have been cared for by my mother since I was a child, and taught by my grandpa, who is a very good person. Upright people, you may not believe it when I tell you. I have been watching Phoenix TV news with my grandpa every day since I was in the first grade of elementary school, paying attention to China, Sino-US relations... Before I entered college, or even before I graduated from college, I didn't feel there was anything wrong with my character, and I was proud of it. But when the boy confessed to me that the university was in a different place, and now I have no contact, and there is no reason to go on, I was given the opportunity to go to a different place. , My future pursuits were different. He went to Shanghai to work hard, and I chose to go home to be with my mother and take the public examination. It has been more than a year since I graduated. I have had ICL, took off my glasses, exercised in the gym, lost weight, and received treatment with traditional Chinese medicine. The acne is better, but I still don't want to fall in love. In other words, I am also willing to fall in love, but I am afraid of marriage and having children, but my personality tells me that this is very selfish and unfair to others. So I chose to be myself. I told my mother that it was good to be alone. I didn't dare to tell her because my family was not healthy. My only uncle's family was not healthy. I didn't believe in marriage and was afraid of marriage. I was afraid that she would blame herself. Before the founding of the People's Republic of China, my grandfather went to a private school and received new ideas and education. He never favored boys over girls. He even felt sorry for my mother. Although my mother was unhappy in her marriage, she was well protected by my grandfather. Now that I have grown up, I subconsciously tell myself to be strong, strong, support the family, and protect my mother. Maybe my tough character, the courage to show my sword and charge, come from this. The author wrote a lot, which resonated with me very much. There are three words: sensitivity, toughness and weakness. I hope I can analyze myself more in the future, let myself go more, and meet my Mr. Shao. As a girl who is partially similar to Jiahe, this is not only a salvation in love, but also a salvation in life.

I cried and laughed after reading it. I feel the same way. I wish I can always be myself.

Finished spreading flowers! ! ! Big, well written, super great! ! ! There are many points written by the heroine that can make people sympathize, which makes people feel deeply involved. They will unconsciously be involved in the book and experience it from the perspective of the heroine. So, keep up your hard work! And even if you are awkward and stubborn, you can still find someone in this world who can understand and tolerate you. It may be a little late, but you will find it in the end. I have always believed this! In the end, I was really happy for the heroine! Don't miss out on your own happiness!

So pretty! ! ! If I were like the heroine, I would be the same emotionally as her. Love yourself without compromising. The author wrote so deeply that it touched my heart.

In fact, I don't like the heroine's character, I think it's too explosive, but I really want to continue reading this story. Maybe even if Jiahe has a bad character, but is very real, I want to see her happy ending. Anyway, thank you to the author for writing this story. I really like it. It seems a bit bland but it feels quite real. I like it very much.

There is very little interaction between the protagonists. Although two years have passed in the story, it feels like they have only been dating for a month. The relationship seems to have just begun and has not yet unfolded.

After reading it, I feel like I am another person in the world, sensitive, stubborn, and pessimistic, but I still want to bless Jiahe when I see her happiness. Thank you to the author for creating such a character. I am very happy.

I feel that the heroine with capital letters is totally different from me! My parents are different. My mother is a traditional housewife. My father has cheated on me countless times. From before I was born to three years of working now, we have been divorced. We have been separated for 10 years but have never divorced. My mother has devoted her whole life to the family and children, including my brother who got married and raised two grandchildren while doing housework. She was not so tired as a nanny and did not get a penny of salary! When I came home from college, I saw my mother shaking her grandson in the cradle while cooking. She also looked at her granddaughter in the walker in the living room from time to time. When my sister-in-law and her brother were playing on their mobile phones and computers in the master bedroom that she had given away as their wedding room, I really couldn't stand for her. Especially when my sister-in-law was asked to wash the dishes, my brother said, "My wife doesn't do it." Until later, when my mother told me that although she was very tired, her two grandchildren had brought her a lot of happiness and that her life was very happy now, I said nothing more. And after my brother renovated the wedding house that his father bought for him, there was no room for my mother among the four rooms. She has been living in one room with her granddaughter. From that year on, she said that the old house was hers and she would give it to me when she died. When my brother got married three years ago, my father had promised that this house would be for me. Compared with the heroine, my mother does not have the courage to divorce. She even said that she would only have this house with him for the rest of her life. What can I say? Maybe it's because I've seen so many marriages like this and watched my mother suffer all her life and not even have a room of her own when she got old, I suddenly understood that children in a marriage are a burden. My current financial ability can neither support me nor my mother nor buy a house. There is no such thing as a handsome, capable boy in the world who treats me well and would never cheat on me! Raising children for old age is bullshit! Only money will never betray you. Like the heroine, I am a person who is very pessimistic about relationships. I have been working every day since the summer vacation of my freshman year. My emotional intelligence was very low at the beginning. After working for a few years, I have learned a lot of workplace rules. I feel that I am a fake post-00s generation. I have no confidence to resign or confront my boss. In my first year after graduation, my monthly salary was 20,000 yuan for the first time in my life. My mother asked me for several thousand yuan, and I transferred it without hesitation. Only after the Chinese New Year did I find out that she said that my brother didn't make much money and that the money was used to subsidize their living expenses. I didn't sleep all night. I couldn't figure it out. I couldn't figure out why I would ask a sister who just graduated for money to subsidize a brother who is ten years older than me and has a house and a car! I suddenly had no motivation to make money. After I was laid off, I spent four months in a rented house and spent all my savings before looking for a job. I owe 5,000 yuan during the Chinese New Year this year. I'm very selfish. The most important thing in my heart is myself, and the second most important thing is my mother. Now it suddenly doesn't matter. In my mother's mind, I am not in the top three

I think the heroine is very good, I like it very much

I am also a very naughty person, but I am destined not to meet my Shao Yuxun