Dreaming Aloud

How many people in the world, like Rhett Butler and Scarlett O'Hara in Gone with the Wind, can't distinguish between love and attachment?

Did the male lead in the first story also like the female lead? It made me so sad.

I'm a little chubby too, only slightly overweight, but most of the girls in my class are thinner, so I'm the chubby one. But I don't have someone like Chu Yi in my life. You have to seize opportunities when they're in your hands. How lucky the female lead is to be liked by a boy like Chu Yi, but she lost him because of her low self-esteem. It's just that they were destined to be apart.

The dead can never truly win against the living. Sometimes when I see the trope of a stand-in, I think I'd rather be a stand-in, receiving someone's affection. If that person doesn't want me, I'll leave gracefully, rather than suffer as someone's unattainable ideal and have to endure all the unkindness.

It's a very real story, yet it's also heartbreaking. In elementary school, because I transferred to a school in another city, and because I gained weight in fifth and sixth grade due to overeating, I was bullied and isolated. This made me very insecure and ashamed, and I even had suicidal thoughts (I don't think like that now). My entire sixth grade was like a nightmare.

Why don't you write a longer version of this story about the knife?

It's so touching, so many regrets.

Looking at this date, I guess I won't be able to wait for an update.

The first story is so similar to mine, almost identical, except the boy wasn't married yet... It's really so similar.

My feelings are so up and down...