Xiao Nai, I, Meng Yiran, Still Love You

I'm really sorry. When I reread my novel later, I found it so awkward that after thinking it over, I decided to stop updating. I'll roughly explain the idea instead. The basic idea is that after being reborn, she overcomes her feelings for Xiao Nai and no longer becomes infatuated with him. With the help and companionship of her friends, she works hard to become a better version of herself. There will also be a strange turn of events where Xiao Nai pursues her, only for her to discover that it was a dream. She decides to work hard, stop drifting through life, and make good friends of her own. Xiao Nai, you are clever, handsome, and charming. It is only natural that I was drawn to you. But I am no longer that naive, childish, arrogant Meng Yiran. After living through a lifetime, I have matured. Meng Yiran still loves you deeply. You are the light of my wild youth, but I am no longer obsessed or crazed. You have your Bei Weiwei, and I have my pride. I pursued you with everything I had. Just once was enough. I still love you, and I have never regretted it. I read the novel six years ago, and now I'm watching the TV series. I've read lots of fan fiction, and one night, lying in bed at some ungodly hour, I decided to write a fanfic without even outlining it. It's my take on the characters. Most of my memories have faded, and what I remember best is the TV series. If you're worried this will be abandoned, don't get your hopes up: I've never been confident about finishing it, but I'll do my best to see it through. I like Erxi, and Weiwei will give her a happy ending ╭(╯ε╰)╮. I don't dislike Meng Yiran; actually, I prefer the idea of two top students ending up together. Weiwei is a top student too, of course, but this is to satisfy my own wish for a Xiao Nai that college owes me. I couldn't help imagining myself in her place, even though I'm a terrible student, hehe...