Black Hole Fall

I was actually attracted by the title very early on. So I want to start with the title of black hole falling. First, what is a black hole. Your own weakness is a black hole, your own fear is a black hole, excessive self-reflection turns into self-torture, it is a black hole. Ethan felt that he found light in Tanisel. I think this is because there are still seeds of light in him. Their attraction to each other through loneliness is only superficial. It is difficult to meet people with similar life experiences, but it cannot be considered rare. It's just that ordinary people's life circles are very limited. But now that everything is connected to the Internet, I can often find my alter ego at a certain moment on the Internet. Time can be reorganized and merged in extreme chaos, and they can be regarded as partners who have multiple lonely resonance moments, each independent and seamlessly fitting together. Because Ethan still has the seeds of light in his body, he has the conditions to discover and cherish the light in Tanisel. Only a pure and pure soul like Tanisel can touch Ethan's hurt heart. Tanisel's tenderness formed a layer of warmth that slowly enveloped Ethan. In the end, the two of them were in the stratosphere having the same sweet dream. Tanisel's motive for contacting Ethan was not sincere (Lian Xi's bad taste, a common problem among the Lian family). I also regretted that I didn't quite see the turning point when Tanisel fell in love with Ethan. Did Tanisel find the feeling of being needed in Ethan's dependence on him? Ethan's feelings for Tanisel developed from pure genetic or sexual attraction to trust and dependence on Tanisel. There is not much blood in the relationship between these two people. Most of the mental pain that Ethan bears comes from the career line, which is tied to the core idea of ​​this article: "karma is tried and tested, black and white are not the norm, good and evil are difficult to distinguish, and human nature is conserved." Ethan is a non-human with huge internal friction. Non-humans have more conscience than humans. Look at this setting, how ironic it is. Speaking of internal friction, I was surprised by the setting of Tanisel and Ethan establishing soul binding in the article. Because in real life, I dare not imagine the sacrifice of daring to bear the mental internal friction of others other than myself. Doing it knowing you can't do it is not Tanisel's silent confession and promise. Most of the dogmas in the world teach people to follow the light and wear the cloak of morality. The article depicts a lot of people who wear skin and are insensitive. Many authors will write about this kind of portrayal, but not necessarily every author will be responsible for commenting on it after describing it. Lian Xi writes very well, "Perhaps everyone who is thrown into the same situation will do the same stupid behavior." I can feel the author's honesty. This kind of humbly asking questions without giving readers a conclusion is more thought-provoking than staying at the shallow end of satire. Whenever this kind of situation occurs, I will think of this sentence, "It's just a bug? Maybe people themselves are also bugs." Everyone has a black hole in their heart, and the black hole is the dark side. The truly terrifying black hole is not in the outside world, but often within itself. If you always have light in your heart, then even if you sleep forever, you will still have no regrets in your heart. If your conscience is annihilated, then no matter how bright you wear it, no matter how beautiful you say it, it will not stop your own emptiness from biting back at you, and you will eventually become a man in a leather bag. Roland is an example. I had always guessed that this character would be cleared up, but I didn't expect Lian Xi to let him stay in the dark until the end! As expected, Lian Xi always surprises me. That's right, why does the villain have to be clean? If he is clean, he will die (oh no) and he has an anxiety disorder (life is worse than death) Second, what is falling. I think this is the opposite of living toward death. Just like the ending cannot be completely defined as be or he. They failed in the worldly sense, but succeeded in the spiritual sense. In the eyes of others, they have fallen, are no longer correctly explained, and cannot be truly understood in the past or in the future. But in the dream, they lived a happy life, and gained tranquility after falling (perhaps temporarily). I always found the last sentence of the ending a bit scary. If they wake up, the tranquility will be broken again. However, for these two masters of adventurer spirit, the calm days are not a waste (what am I talking about). In the end, the Earth Alliance or the Eve people may give up researching Ethan and Tanisel. Maybe Ethan and Tanisel will find a way to escape from their control after waking up. Maybe at midnight, the inspiration for the second part will quietly come to Lianda in her sleep... There are many cute and cute plots in the novel "Confession Lotus", which add a lot of lively color to the dark-keyed novel. I'm really unhappy with Schneider, but I didn't expect little Rafael really seems to have inherited his spirit (?) Could it be that Schneider's obsession has affected little Rafael, hahahaha, this setting is a bit like the hell next door... Lianxi Lianxi, I miss you, come back and write! Now every time there is a new discovery in the world of physics, I imagine that a woman named Lian Xi Lian Xi might be able to write an article about it if she knows about it!

... This article gives me the feeling of "Chapter 1: Helping Neighbors Find Dogs" and "Final Chapter: Challenging the Demon King". The ups and downs. The ending of the deputy CP is both expected and shocking. I don't know what to say anymore.

Today I came across my thoughts after reading a few thousand words which I wrote quite shockingly the year before last. Because I had some random thoughts about writing what I wanted to write, it has been dusty in the computer. Now I put my thoughts here as a record to express my luck in being able to read this article. [The following is full of spoilers, new readers please be aware! ! Reasons to read: I saw this article in a 2020 master's thesis. Friends who are interested can read it. You can find it on CNKI: "Research on the Narrative Turn of Original Danmei Novels on the Internet—Focusing on the "Jinjiang Literature City" from 2008 to 2018" author Wang Yanping. Perhaps unlike many readers who are attracted by genre themes, I had no idea about this article or its author before. I read the introduction of this book and the analysis of the gender situation of the deputy CP in the paper. I was very curious about how this article told the story from the perspective of a beta protagonist and the deputy CP's OO love. After reading it in one go, I felt so lucky to have met the treasure author Bao Wen. There are many elements and a lot of imagination, interstellar soft science fiction + abo + Cthulhu, and a social setting that is said to be utopian but no matter how you look at it, it is dystopian. In the early stage, the characters are doing tasks in the background of a prison, which feels like an infinite flow of dungeons. In the later stage, the rules collapse and the protagonist goes black and kills randomly. Let me share my personal thoughts. There are a lot of spoilers. Plot introduction: Everyone in this society has a moral value. If they deduct it to a certain level, they will be thrown into a prison called the Forbidden City, which is actually equivalent to a life sentence + the death penalty that may come at any time. The prisoners in the Forbidden City are called "inhumans" and need to work all day long and perform extremely dangerous tasks regularly in exchange for moral points. It is said that if you accumulate 100 points, you can be released from prison and gain freedom. However, it is said that no one has ever been able to escape from the Forbidden City. The story begins with the protagonist being imprisoned for treason and turning into an "inhuman". Main cp: Tanisel Alpha X Ethan Beta The article is from the perspective of the main subject. The protagonist Ethan hides a dark side and angry heart under his gentle and cowardly appearance, but he is a kind-hearted person. He longed for an alpha as powerful as his father. When he was a child, he worked hard to please his powerful father. When he was young, he had a crush on the outstanding alpha in the class, but he was just an ordinary beta. He tried dating O and B, but what he really longed for in his heart was In fact, it was a. This was why he was so thoroughly bewitched when Roland, who seemed to be customized for his preferences, appeared. As a result, he who had always followed the rules intentionally or unintentionally ignored some obvious strange feelings. In the end, he was convicted of treason and thrown into the forbidden city because of this agent. Speaking of Tanisel, forgive me for not remembering Gong's full name after reading it, so I'll just call it Tower. Ta is a high-status priest, a beautiful alien who can open the third eye. At first, based on the description of his appearance, he thought he was a gracefully aged flower, similar to Ma Zhiwei's godlike character + lack of emotion. Later, it was discovered that this was not the case. There was a bit of evil in his words, like a black lotus, and I always felt that he was holding something back. But later on, he is actually quite a normal person of flesh and blood. For example, he chose to be a priest in the past not because of his faith, but because he wanted to save his seriously ill father. For example, when he was in pain, he was willing to bear the other half for him even if he screamed in pain. For example, he was possessive and wanted to bite the other person even though he knew he could not mark beta. For example, he was narcissistic and knew that he was charming. He also had a bad taste of joking and deliberately scaring Ethan. There is a huge gap in status between Ethan and Ta, and coupled with the emotional deception and exploitation he experienced in the past, Ethan believes that Ta has a purpose for approaching and protecting him. However, because he has nothing to lose as a non-human being, the face-controlled Ethan is still very honest physically, haha. Taya and Ethan are said to be in a relationship of mutual use. Their initial relationship was by no means pure and mixed with purpose and selfishness. But in the final analysis, Taya is still a gentle and good person, not a love liar. In general, the emotional drama is quite idealistic, romantic and pure love. The two are very similar in some aspects. They both had similar childhoods and complicated feelings for their fathers. Coincidentally, beta Ethan's father is A, and alpha Tanisel's father is B. One of them is not biological and was unilaterally severed by his father, while the other is an illegitimate son who tried his best to save his father. In Ethan's eyes, an Alpha lover who is as strong as his father but can give him the tenderness that he has never given him is his dream lover, and Ta is exactly like this, powerful and gentle, like a god, appearing next to Ethan again and again to help him , saved him, embraced him, and soul-bound him, which made him uncontrollably and deeply dependent on the tower, but he knew in his heart that such a person would not belong to his inhuman beta. He could not control himself in such a contradictory feeling and gradually fell. As for Ta, I actually didn't understand what Ta was thinking after reading it. To be honest, his image was separated by a layer of fog to me. It was not particularly vivid, and there was little psychological description. As for their final ending, well... As a Danmei online novel, it would definitely be cruel, but as a science fiction story, it is so beautiful and dreamy that it is almost unreal. But to be honest, this kind of cp is not really my type, I haven't quite hit it yet. I always feel like they are aliens from each other, and they both feel like they have reproductive isolation. I can understand Ta's sympathy and possessiveness towards Ethan, and even his love for him, and Ethan's morbid obsession with God after his mutation. But I don't quite understand why I fell in love with him, the subject of my experiment and use, so much that I could drop everything and run away with him. Maybe this person's thoughts and behaviors are not so regular, and the emergence of love is uncontrollable. The emotion itself is quite beautiful. I can't bear to re-read this article in a short time. Discussions and additions are welcome. Deputy cp Samuel Omega X Schneider half-O and half-B intersex person This pair is the prisoner leader I prefer the secondary CP in this article. Among them, Samuel plays a very important role in the plot. He is considered the third protagonist. In fact, I think he can even be regarded as the second male lead, haha. This is probably because it is closer to reality than the alien clergyman Ta. In my eyes, his image is more vivid and real than the main protagonist. Samuel appears to be a cool guy who is a muscular boxing champion, but he is actually an omega who is always pretending to be a. From the moment he appeared on the scene, I called him a good guy. He is hot and cute. Isn't this a standard forced setting? He is simply too delicate during the estrus period. It was a pity to see that he was set to be an attacker until his identity was revealed later. , Wuwuwuwu, tough and powerful, he managed not to surrender to any Alpha, he has never been marked by anyone, and even the final death was his own choice. I declare that you and the guard chief are a match made in heaven, and the only way to suppress you is you and Schneider. One thing I'm curious about is that this has to do with gender issues, that is, Samuel believes that he should be an alpha, which is only briefly mentioned in the article. Is his idea because he really just has a gender cognitive disorder, so he was born the wrong gender? Or is it because he saw the bullying of his omega father in order to survive, and thought that if he raised him as an alpha, he would not be bullied, and that omegas are destined not to enter the boxing ring like alphas. This really reminds me of the situation of women in reality. Many girls may have thought that if they were a man, they would have a freer and broader world... However, there is nothing wrong with gender itself. Women can also have hard-core hobbies and love another woman. Wrong It is a world that treats gender unfairly. When men question women who read science fiction novels, they forget the mother of science fiction. Similarly, the abo world is a more extreme heterosexual world. Is it possible that this society forces him to produce an "omega-hating plot" similar to misogyny? However, why can't omegas like boxing? Why can't omegas enter the boxing ring legitimately? Why when a person's identity as an omega is exposed, all his efforts as a human being will be in vain. Why can't omegas fall in love, kiss and hug another omega in the sun? Until the end, this social system has not been overthrown, and the world still has not given them a better answer... Schneider, wow, he is the best person in the whole novel. He is so gentle and righteous in his heart. As the "king" of the entire prison, he can speak for non-people. And who would have known that the captain of the guard, who looked serious and cold, was thinking about his husband and his muscles all day long in private. He secretly called up other people's surveillance videos to watch her husband, and there was also the contrast between secretly having an affair and pretending that nothing happened. However, just because of his gender, just because he is in love with another omega, and he has not done anything to harm other people, should he be treated so cruelly and humiliated? What about his past merits and achievements? What kind of planet is this seriously sexist? From a modern perspective, it is normal for murderers to enter the forbidden city, and traitors can understand it, but I really can't understand how it is such a heinous crime for intersex people to join the army and engage in lesbianism (?)... Emotionally, he loves me very humbly, oh oh oh oh Samuel is unfortunate, but he is also lucky. He has a father who truly loves him, Ethan who helps him until the end, and Schneider who truly loves him. In the whole world, Schneider is the only one who can understand him best and understand each other with him. However, Schneider probably didn't know how important he was in the other person's heart until his death. In the description, it often appears that Schneider's eyes "gloomed". Even when he was invited to the office, I saw a trace of self-destruction like a moth to a flame. I saw the "I love you" hidden under the "Fake me" because he thought that his love would never be fruitful. You, the author, are so cruel. In the first chapter, I was still immersed in the aftertaste of being so good and so good, but in the next chapter, the big knife fell, woo woo woo. Friends in need are a friend indeed, they deserve each other's sincerity, it was the words I love you before the hanging, and the words you are worth it before Samuel cried loudly on him. However, what made me most sad was that they reunited in prison. Even though Schneider was half-clothed because he was almost forcibly marked, his expression was still the same as before, and the first thing he said was, are you okay? There is no blame, no self-pity, just caring about your lover. It's a pity that the specific process of the court decision was not written. Schneider clearly wanted to protect himself at first, but he never denied his feelings for Samuel from the sky to the ground. It was wrong for him and Samuel to fall in love. Samuel was also implicated and exposed, and he only tried to hug him when he came. The two still clung to each other to avenge their lover. I really thought that Samuel and Ethan were his bestie and his gay bestie. When I saw Samuel and Tanisel together, I was angry that my best friend (?) Was abducted by a bad man. I didn't expect that he really had feelings for Ethan after being stamped later, which was so sad. Ethan is like Samuel's predecessor, Samuel is like Schneider's predecessor... I saw Schneider and recognized Schneider. Quote from the paper's analysis of them from a gender perspective: In a technologically advanced future, Omega, which is a metaphor for the real situation of women, is restricted in their actions. The author brings the world outside the prison into the readers' eyes through the characters' dialogues. He has mentioned the issue of equal rights in Omega many times, but due to the conservativeness and closedness of the Earth Alliance, the equal rights movement is just a spark. In places where the flames have not yet spread, such as prisons and remote and backward places, Omegas are still struggling to survive. Disguising one's identity or falling in love with an Omega is an unforgivable felony. The more difficult the situation becomes, the more Omegas are determined to rise up and resist. In order to enter the power system controlled by Alpha, they inject camouflage agents and "dress up" as Alpha or Beta. There is an important supporting couple in the novel, the powerful prison leader Samuel and the respected guard chief Schneider, both of whom are Omega (I will correct myself here, Schneider is a hermaphrodite). They each disguise themselves as Alpha and Beta, and gain authority in different fields and the awe of others by virtue of their extraordinary strength. However, once the "veil" of gender was lifted, the two suffered a disaster - Samuel's prestige in prison was completely lost, Schneider was reduced from the holder of power to a low-level criminal, and both became objects of collective humiliation in the forbidden city. Even if these people at the bottom of the gender order have fought hard enough and proved that they are no weaker than Alpha after "changing clothes", the origin of Omega has become the original sin that they do not deserve justice and equality, and it is also the source of the tragic fate of the characters. This hints at the "Mulan-like dilemma" in ancient history, where the disadvantaged gender cannot gain admission to history if they cannot "change their clothes." When "Mulan" takes off her military uniform, she loses her power and value, and can only go back to "looking at the mirror as a yellow flower". What this novel presents is a crueler fate and a more desperate sense of powerlessness. Overall rating Some people say that the whole story is very depressing. In fact, I personally think it's okay. The protagonist is a complete rant at the beginning. The first half, especially the relationship with Samuel, is a bit inexplicably funny. The rhythm is also good. In the second half, from the death of Schneider, Ethan's blackening and the outbreak of the plague, the entire tone was completely suppressed. His life was only born for a certain purpose, and what is he as a human being? Compared with deletion, overwriting is the most terrifying forgetfulness. However, there is indeed a sense of fragmentation. I still prefer the feeling of the first half, which is very similar to Infinite Flow. There is still hope, but the second half seems to have no hope. In the second half, the point setting is of no use at all. According to the routine of Infinite Flow novels, the truth about the world will be discovered in the final mission when the full score is almost reached. As a result, whether it is Jarvan or Samuel who are approaching the full score, everything they do seems to be in vain as they work hard for the only hope of getting out. In the end, when their life is over, will they wake up? Or live your life again? Until the body and will completely die. The author said that everyone is not a good person, but I think it's okay. They are not the type where everyone is evil. It is quite complex and real. The protagonist Shou will also have dark thoughts, and Samuel will betray him. Jarvan, who has always been hostile to Samuel, protected him after his identity was exposed. The endings of several people have not been explained. Maybe this is life. A seemingly ordinary separation means goodbye forever... Where's Derek, where's Jarvan, how are Samuel's ex and his family doing during the disaster? The gray-haired villain is probably not dead yet, and Roland is alive and well. This article also made me deeply realize that the slowness of the article has no direct relationship with its quality. I didn't expect that the discussion on the Internet was so low, and there were very few comments on each chapter. From a personal perspective as a reader, I feel that this kind of quality could be more popular. If I hadn't read a paper, I would probably never know about this article in my life. No one recommends the old article, and the author has withdrawn from the Internet without new works. It is difficult for new readers to see it. This book has no ambition, what a pity... 1. Readers have thresholds, and the audience for the subject matter is narrow. There seem to be fewer readers with overlapping interests in female porn and pornographic films. I looked at the ratings and readers recommended on the Internet. Many readers are familiar with the genre and came here for this setting. There are also a few who read it for the first time but were infected by the atmosphere created by the author. I have only watched Zamix 1 before. Some works with grammy elements, for example, a certain copy has a grammy atmosphere, but this is the first time I have come into contact with the real grammy-themed works. As a reader who is relatively unfamiliar with the grammy setting and has no special feelings about it, let me talk about my personal reading experience. Interstellar abo is one of my favorite and familiar themes. Outside of online writing, I usually I also like to read soft science fiction, and I am still confident in my ability to understand. The God of Entropy seems to be the author's original setting, which is understandable, but when it comes to non-original settings, the ancient god part is still a bit incomprehensible, but I don't know how to understand it, but I read it in a day and a half. Some parts passed very quickly, maybe I understand The explanation is not that in-depth. Some of the more serious scenes and monster details are basically described in one glance. Maybe you will get new experiences if you read it carefully again. However, if you are like me and like to read the plot in one go, but are not familiar with and like the setting of the genre, and do not want to check it while reading, you may feel a little tired. 2. A sadistic novel with a depressing atmosphere and a tight plot that makes you breathless. The plot is quite heavy, and it really makes my heart choke when I watch it. Some minor flaws The writing is smooth, but the author wrote it under great academic pressure, which is understandable. Did the author study abroad? For various finals and so on, the default language in the text is actually English? I often catch bugs, simple typos are easy to deal with, but for example, some people's names are written incorrectly, some sentences are missing a subject, etc., Which somewhat affects the reading experience. Being squeezed into the same track as the popular market-oriented cool and sweet articles that attract readers, they are destined not to become the biggest hits, and it will be difficult for more people to see them. This is not entirely a bad thing. What is left are readers who truly appreciate the works. Just to mention two points, the main and deputy CPs are all unclean + non-he, at least non-traditional he, which has already discouraged many readers. The main subject is a beta, and there is an abo and an ex. I think this setting is really magical and rare haha. The other one is an open-ended ending, which I think is okay, a little bit sad. But it still feels a bit pity to see such a low level of discussion, and it is still worth reading. I also appreciate that the author sticks to his own style and does not follow the trend to write about his own unique ideas and less popular themes. This is actually what I personally long for and want to do. The society has not become peaceful, or the system has been overthrown and rebuilt like many interstellar novels. Will the future become better? What is better? In short, I hope the author will come back. He is a rare treasure author and I look forward to more works!

It's cool, I haven't seen such a text full of grammatical elements in a long time.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh At At at the-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-finished-read. The writing is really good. The ending is more like an open-ended ending. But I think I still prefer HE. As long as these two people can still be together, nothing can stop them.

The masterpiece in my mind has been played for countless times, and I no longer have any fear or sadness at all! How come everything in the dream is not real! They are HE, hahahahahahahaha

I've read two books. My wife's heart is made of stone (cover your heart)

A big dream, not be is better than be

Texts of entities such as those during one's lifetime

I've finished reading it... It's actually a pity that I didn't come back as an evil/god. I really like the tentacles at the end.

My wife's crotch is really beautiful

Teacher, when will you come back and continue writing! ! !

It's okay, I can accept this ending, as long as the two of them can be together, it doesn't matter where they are. Okay, okay, I can accept it... I can accept it... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ryhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Goodbye Ethan and Tanisel [crying]

Woo hoo, pain. Jpg Did you guys make an agreement to agree on it in June?

Looks good! ! ! It should be four brushes! [Come on]

I like it very much😍[red heart][red heart]

The arrogant villain, but he succeeded 50 times. This time it should be over.

Hahahahaha, this adjective is really unexpected

Lian Gugu's inner fire can be described so well. I really like my wife. I really like the teacher's story. I hope there will be a second part!

The finished flower [Prick-Eared Rabbit Head] [Prick-Eared Rabbit Head] is still an OE, which is really good

Refreshing is over! Finished spreading flowers!

? ? ? ? ? I actually bought this article? I have no impression at all.

It was good luck for Song Qing to catch up with Sister Xue as an escort!

I think what Mother Zhou said is very strange. First of all, the male and female protagonists have not been in love for long, even though the heroine's father is not often in the country. But within a few months of dating, they want to ask someone to get the certificate. In reality, there are such in-laws, and they will definitely be kicked out by the woman's parents. It is a normal step to fall in love and get married. How can you get a certificate first and then fall in love? The male and female protagonists both like each other even though they have a high school relationship, but they have changed a lot over the years when they meet again after a long separation. They want to get married without knowing these things. Such haste will only lead to big thunder in real life, and it does not respect the woman at all.

Sprinkle flowers~The cute little couple should always be happy [kiss][three-flowered cat head]

I originally wanted to say that meeting Ye Yunyang and Chen Rui would bring bad luck for eight lifetimes, but well... Chen Rui also spoiled Ye Caicheng like this, right? All I can say is don't lower yourself infinitely, or you will become unfortunate. The beautiful scene between Ruirui and Little Sun is so beautiful that it seems to be separated from the whole story.

? What to write I'm suddenly so scared, boss

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