[Crossover] I Could Have Had a Happy Ending!

I finished reading it in one go and cried so hard that I used up a whole pack of napkins. The photos of my wife are so powerful. The proud and sensitive hearts of adolescent boys and girls really feel the pain as delicate as the humidity of the rainy season from the article. It hurt so much that I ate a big bag of sweet chocolate chips to suppress the sadness (bushi)

When I see Ninzu here, I can't help but think about myself. Although I'm not as popular as him, and I'm not as talented, in other respects, I have many, many similarities with Ninzu, who was written by Da Da. When you like someone, give all your sincerity, and at the same time be careful not to be discovered, and have a good sense of scale. It feels a bit ambiguous and a bit scummy, but when that person started to show a little bit of his feelings, I did not hesitate to stop him from saying it and refused in a subtle way. Thinking about it now, no matter when and under what circumstances this happened, I would do that. If you want to give yourself, you don't allow others to respond. You are content and only comfortable in the "very good friend" stage, and convince yourself with "this way it can last for a long time without being embarrassed." I obviously like her very much but deliberately keep my distance. Many times I even despise myself for being so self-motivated.

[Crying] Oh my god, you are going too far. It breaks my heart. You can't just fuck. No matter how sad you are, you are still young after all. As long as you have time and fate and don't die early, we will see you again. People whose heart is moved will still have their hearts beat again and again. As long as the feelings are still there [Crying] [Crying]

Tezuka didn't look at it, because in my heart, he should be holding a tennis ball for the rest of his life, and it would be miserable to be his girlfriend. I bought Renzu's be simply because I wanted to see how he would kill himself. This is the first time I sympathize with the heroine so much, why did I fall in love with such a scheming boy! The love of young people is relatively pure, and they have a attitude of risking everything for love, which is scary to watch, but that kind of youthful attitude is very fascinating. It's a pity that there is no such thing as a boy who can endure enough. Obviously Tezuka can express his feelings even once, but he can't. He still looks like he is lying down and mocking in mourning. I really want to beat this guy, ah, why do I always like Dazai Osamu's kind of semen! Adult love is like tango. You advance and I retreat, for fear of getting hurt. Love is hard and pitiful. The love of a tolerant boy is like a cherry blossom that deserves to die young. It withers at its most beautiful moment. This young man is good-looking and smart, and he can flirt with girls. He is all good but has one bad thing - he is hopelessly smart. It was the first time I discovered my feelings, but I kept it a secret because the girl was still in the love department at that time, and oh, she also had an iceberg boyfriend. He wasn't angry or jealous, he simply sentenced himself to death. Anyway, if she didn't love me, I would pull her down. Love cannot be calculated or predicted. Even if he is a genius, even if he has insight into people's hearts, even if he has already foreseen the outcome, love is unpredictable. How can he be so sure that that person will not have him in his heart? I can't figure it out. I just think he is too cold and aloof, judging all living beings and even sentencing himself - be. By retreating in order to advance, the opponent is invisibly forced to force him into his heart. This sincerity is so damn toxic! If I were the heroine, I would definitely throw this poisonous heart into the river, wash it well, and then throw it back to him. Love is given to whomever. All in all, the line "Nenzu Boy" gave me a feeling - like a stuck in my throat. It's not sweet and contains glass shards. It hurts to swallow it, and I can't spit it out. So it gets stuck in the throat and slowly rots, just like the cherry blossoms that wither after they bloom.

The Troubles of Genius 55555

After watching it again, even if I regret it, I have to admit that this is the best ending for them. One cannot stay trapped in that summer forever.

Renzu is really consistent (I'm so pissed off)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, you deserve to be [crying]

Broken, I want to fantasize about Atobe's he... This Atobe really pokes me...

After reading it in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt so heartbroken and helpless that I cried and wet two pieces of paper. I was really going crazy.