"You can hit me or curse me, but no amount of hurt can harm me in the slightest.
It's just that if someone suddenly treats me well,
then I'll be afraid. I won't be able to hate or hurt them as recklessly as before.
When I'm abandoned again someday, I might remember how good they were to me.
You know, if even the tiniest bit of another feeling gets mixed in with hate,
then it becomes pain.
Neither of us will be brave or pure anymore."
