Death is a blessing, but I cannot die. Life is a blessing too, because you are here with me, but Heaven cannot even grant me this small wish. Heaven brought us together with them, and that is our fate. Heaven has never favored us. I refuse to believe in fate. I make my own destiny, not Heaven. But fate is already set. If only one person can be happy, then, Long'er, I hope you can be happy. If only one person can survive, then let me die, because that is my happiness, my final resting place.
