(Starting from Level One in Another World) The Male Lead Dies, and I Get Dumped, Damn It

Subaru is willing to accept the reality that he'll keep dying, then reloading and starting over, all for the smile of his lovely half-elf, Emilia.

So it's not like he's losing out. He's dead anyway.

But what am I supposed to do? Every time my boyfriend is finally mine, he slips away.

First loop: "I love you, Otsuki."

Second loop: "Sorry, have we met before?"

Third loop: "Um, haven't things between us moved a little too fast..?"

It's been two hundred days since I met my boyfriend, and thirty days since we started dating.

Everyone thinks I'm still pining for him alone.

So...

Please, hero, whatever you do, don't die!