Letting Go, Never Letting Go

She should have lived a carefree life as an emperor, but an unforeseen calamity destroyed her country and family. Bearing hatred, she endured hardship and bided her time for more than a decade, only to hesitate when she met the most important person in her life just as victory was within reach. I can betray the world, my family, and those from my past, but I cannot betray you. Even if I spend the rest of my life in sorrow and remorse, as long as you are by my side, I can bear all this pain alone, and it will be worth it.