I admit it.
I'm pretty narcissistic.
Before I met her,
I would sigh.
I wonder: if I had never met her, how would I have understood what it means to feel utterly inferior? How would I have shattered all my own convictions that I was just fine?
Meeting someone and learning to dislike yourself is definitely not a good thing.
But
if anyone dared to erase meeting her from my memories, to cut her out of my life,
I would
grab hold of them and never let them go. I'd make their life hell.