A Gentle Love That's Hard to Find

I built you a castle with all my love, scattering seeds of happiness in every corner so flowers would bloom. Every day, I'll gather a handful and bring them to you. My wish for the future is to spend my whole life making amends for the wrong I once did, and lighting up your days in this life... [My new novel, Qingmei Diary]: [A summary at eighteen]: Yanyan confessed to me today. I'm embarrassed. I think I like him. N+1 days later... I'm feeling so dejected. Qianqian's boyfriend laid roses across the sports field. So romantic. When someone confessed to me, I didn't even get a flower, not so much as a blade of grass. I'm upset. I want flowers, but he actually gave me cauliflower, and it was cooked in a dry pot... [A summary at twenty-one]: I slept with him today. I was the one who hurt, and now I regret it. What was I thinking? Oh well, at least I took his first time. I'll gross him out. A few days later... That jerk actually proposed to me... [A summary at twenty-five]: The young guys these days are all so fresh and handsome. I feel like my life has entered an eternal spring. I'm thinking of collecting a few to keep around. N days later... The young guys these days are so infuriating. After meeting me once, he blocked me. Should I switch to handsome older men? What a dilemma... Ye Yan flipped through the diary and made a call: She says she's switching to handsome older men. Keep an eye on her. Let's see which fool dares touch my woman! [My upcoming novel, Tian Nian Wood]: In ancient times, there was a wondrous tree called Tian Nian. Its crown reached endlessly into the Nine Heavens, while its roots stretched without end into the Yellow Springs. It carved the gods of heaven and earth and recorded the wonders of all things. Ancient records say that climbing Tian Nian leads straight up to the gods and Buddhas, granting eternal life, while descending along it leads straight to hell and endless calamity. But one day, Tian Nian broke. Heaven and earth fell into chaos, the living and the dead shared the world, and gods and demons vanished... Theme: