There will always be many unsatisfactory things in life, and occasionally I think about leaving, but I always dream of lying alone in a coffin, listening to the noise outside, crying and laughing, and I can only lie there and do nothing, and forget it when I wake up.
When I was just writing a comment, I suddenly thought of a passage written by Shi Tiesheng:
Who says I haven't died?
Before birth, the sun
Has risen and fallen countless times,
The long time is swallowed up by the long nothingness,
And in the name of my birthday
Comeback.
Afternoon
If the sun is silent,
can you hear
Where have the past gone?
At the front end of light
Or at the extreme point of thinking,
In an existence where time is ignored,
Life and death are the same.
When I was ten years old, I suddenly questioned the meaning of my existence. We only live in this moment, whether it is happiness or sadness, it will eventually pass. This moment, like countless moments in the past, will fade away and become the next moment. We are dying all the time, so what is the meaning of living? Even if I really die and make the people who love me sad, the sadness in their emotions will die in time and become "plain" and be reborn in the next moment.
Ten years have passed and I still haven't figured out this question. But I have stopped having dangerous thoughts and just know that I can just keep living and live in a daze. Boring and boring.
Suddenly I remembered that I had seen a foreigner talk about China's suicide rate on site B before, and then he said that most people commit suicide with early warning, more or less.
Later, it was said that there would be fewer in the future, and some people refuted it, but some people scolded me that other people's experts' surveys are not as reliable as yours?
I would like to summarize a few points. It is too easy for modern people to feel empty inside and too stressed. For example, if many people encounter something, the person they complain to is usually not their family members, but strangers who have nothing to do with life, or trustworthy friends. If they think too much, they will suddenly become impulsive.
I hope you won't. Don't think about tiring things and let yourself rest for a while.
Human beings are born in vain, just like dust. Come gently, leaving no trace. I envy Gu Xuan's freedom and ease. But people still have responsibilities. It would be irresponsible to simply leave. She did what I wanted to do but couldn't do. Thank you.
There will always be many unsatisfactory things in life, and occasionally I think about leaving, but I always dream of lying alone in a coffin, listening to the noise outside, crying and laughing, and I can only lie there and do nothing, and forget it when I wake up.
When I was just writing a comment, I suddenly thought of a passage written by Shi Tiesheng: Who says I haven't died? Before birth, the sun Has risen and fallen countless times, The long time is swallowed up by the long nothingness, And in the name of my birthday Comeback. Afternoon If the sun is silent, can you hear Where have the past gone? At the front end of light Or at the extreme point of thinking, In an existence where time is ignored, Life and death are the same.
When I was ten years old, I suddenly questioned the meaning of my existence. We only live in this moment, whether it is happiness or sadness, it will eventually pass. This moment, like countless moments in the past, will fade away and become the next moment. We are dying all the time, so what is the meaning of living? Even if I really die and make the people who love me sad, the sadness in their emotions will die in time and become "plain" and be reborn in the next moment. Ten years have passed and I still haven't figured out this question. But I have stopped having dangerous thoughts and just know that I can just keep living and live in a daze. Boring and boring.
Suddenly I remembered that I had seen a foreigner talk about China's suicide rate on site B before, and then he said that most people commit suicide with early warning, more or less. Later, it was said that there would be fewer in the future, and some people refuted it, but some people scolded me that other people's experts' surveys are not as reliable as yours? I would like to summarize a few points. It is too easy for modern people to feel empty inside and too stressed. For example, if many people encounter something, the person they complain to is usually not their family members, but strangers who have nothing to do with life, or trustworthy friends. If they think too much, they will suddenly become impulsive. I hope you won't. Don't think about tiring things and let yourself rest for a while.
Human beings are born in vain, just like dust. Come gently, leaving no trace. I envy Gu Xuan's freedom and ease. But people still have responsibilities. It would be irresponsible to simply leave. She did what I wanted to do but couldn't do. Thank you.