If You Can, Please Be with Me

Nannan's Confession, Someone once said, “Some people are only suited to being lovers, while others are only suited to being friends.” I never believed that, until I met Cheng Yu. After that, I met Xiao Wu, no, I mean Wei Xiao and Jia Le, and I became even more certain. But there are also people who are suited to neither being lovers nor friends, but to being spouses. For example: Youzi.

Ming Yu often says, “Being friends with Nannan is the happiest thing, but being her lover is the most tragic.” Ming Yu sees right through me. I can't deny it, so I can only run away.

Perhaps I have to wait until we're both too old to run before I can tell Youzi, “I like you.”

If he's still single then. If I'm still single then.

If he's still by my side then. If I'm still by his side then.

If he still likes me then. If I still like him then.

If he's still as stubborn and unwilling to give up then. If I'm brave enough to stop running away then.

Even if he rejects me, I won't let him run away.

Even if he rejects me, I won't leave anything unsaid again.

Even if he rejects me, I won't lose faith in love again.

Even if he rejects me, I hope I can tell him how I truly feel, loud and clear, then tell him: Actually, that chaotic weekend, that morning, when his hand held mine tightly, I loved it.