[Rebirth] What You Love Is Me but Not Me
[重生]你爱的是我却不是我
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Why is it impossible for Da Chixi to fall in love with Bian Rang? Bian Rang is a very good person, a little angel who accompanies the heroine in difficult times and loves her silently without asking for anything in return. But even Bian Rang like this is impatient and unbearable when he meets the former Chi Xi, just like the passage in the book: In the second half of the year after losing Yi Zhen, Da Chixi seriously considered why she couldn't start over with someone else. Until she saw the sentence "There will never be anyone like this again." Yes, there is no such person anymore, who loves Chi Xi no matter whether it is good or bad, and loves Chi Xi even if they are separated. So many people love her for being tolerant and sensible, but only one person will accept everything about her, including her ugliness. There is no second Yi Zhen in this world. It's easy to fall in love with Da Chixi, but what about Xiao Chixi? Just like many people in the comments hate Koikenishi, but without Koikenishi, how would Daichinishi come to be? Xiao Chixi and Da Chixi have never been two people, but one person. Bianrang is very beautiful, even perfect to a certain extent, but it is a pity that he is destined not to love. Yi Zhen is not perfect, and even his love is pathological, but Chixi only loves him, no matter how big or small. No matter how beautiful Bianrang is, he is not Yi Zhen. Yi Zhen has flaws and is not perfect. It's easy. Everything comes first. Chi Xi fell in love with Yi Zhen first and fell in love with him forever. Chi Xi is a stubborn person. Even if he changes his personality, he has to die once before he can change into Da Chi Xi. As for Yi Zhen, I think there is no way to quit. The love and family affection of more than 20 years have already made them flesh and blood, inseparable, so I still hope that Bian Rang can truly find the one he loves. Girl, his true love, don't fall in love anymore. It's hard and uncomfortable to love without love. I've experienced it too, and I hope that Xiao Chixi and Xiao Yi Zhen can be happy forever. As for Da Chixi and Dayi Zhen, they may have missed each other after all. Da Chixi will disappear forever due to changes in the future, and Da Yi Zhen may end up alone because he has lost his true love. This pair can only be missed. I think this is the meaning of the work. What the author said is the real regret, the real miss, the lack of true love, and the right people being together at the wrong time can only be a tragedy. If Xiao Yi Zhen and Da Chi Xi were together, they would be very happy. It is a pity, this couple, but love is like this.
I really like every character in Da Da's works, good or bad, I like them all. Some of them may not be likable, but they stick with me every time. They are the most real, endearing and touching. This is true for everyone and every aspect. I don't know what happened to you later. It seems that writing articles can no longer bring you happiness. I hope you can do things that make you happy. It's a shame to slander. It's over.
Even double death will do. If Yi Shen gets happily married or lives a good life, I might be pissed to death. He should be driven crazy so that he can give himself a knife too
As soon as the workers hear that their wages are unpaid, they become murderous! Great, thank you for your hard work!
Let me talk about whether Yi Zhen likes Chi west or not? First of all, there is no doubt that Yi Zhen must like Chi Xi, mainly because of Chi Xi. No matter what he is, he likes him. So for him, whether big Chi Xi or small Chi Xi, they are both essentially Chi west. The difference is that Yi Zhen's feelings for them are different. Regarding Da Chixi, I think Yi Zhen feels more sorry for him and feels more guilty. Da Chixi is so sensible, so sensible that it makes people feel distressed, especially knowing that Da Chixi's sensibleness is caused by another self, so a layer of guilt will be added to the distressed level, and she will feel that she owes her. What's more, Yi Zhen doesn't know what really happened in another time and space. He can only rely on known clues to speculate, and then he can't help but imagine how painful she must have been. Let me give you an example. Your family has a golden retriever. Because you have to go to work, you don't have much time to spend with it. It spends most of its day waiting for you, so its world is divided into two parts, with you and without you. You can see it through the camera at home. It is often lying on the ground and looking at the door. I don't know how you feel about it, but I feel very indebted and guilty. Maybe the dog thinks that he can go out to play every day, be well-fed, and be happy with snacks and toys. But I still feel like I don't have time to spend with it and I owe it. (Ps. I don't know if sisters who don't have pets at home understand the mentality I'm talking about) Even though the dog was not wronged, I still felt guilty, not to mention that Da Chixi was really wronged a lot? Therefore, Yi Zhen only felt more guilty, distressed, and indebted. So after knowing the truth of the matter, facing the two Chi Xi, he would involuntarily take more care of Da Chi Xi. Because he felt that he was indebted, he would try every means to make up for the harm she had suffered. But he has no way to give himself to Da Chixi, because he still has Xiao Chixi, he loves Xiao Chixi, and he also has responsibility for Xiao Chixi. He cannot feel sorry for Xiao Chixi because he wants to compensate Da Chixi. So he can only do something within his own capabilities. But having said that, which Chi Xi does Yi Zhen love more? First of all, I think love is difficult to be pure. Sometimes it is mixed with other things, such as dependence, habits, control, guilt, debt, responsibility... These things can easily be mixed into love. But can you say that this is not love? It seems that it can't either. Yi Zhen's guilt and distress for Da Chixi may or may not turn into love. Yi Zhen's responsibility for Xiao Chixi may or may not turn into love. But if you regard guilt and distress as a kind of love, you cannot ignore that responsibility is also an expression of love. In the end, Da Chixi disappeared. Before he could make up for his guilt and pay off his debt, she disappeared. Guilt and debt became an eternal existence. So she became a special existence in Yi Zhen's heart. To sum it up in one word, she is Bai Yueguang. But to be honest, I felt embarrassed for Yi Zhen, because this situation was so difficult to make a decision and I didn't know what to do. One more thing, I think Oikenishi and Koikenishi are quite divided, they are completely like two people (except for Koikenishi in the later period). I believe that no matter how a person changes, no matter how he suffers major trauma, at least one of his most essential things will not change. However, this essential thing is not shown in Diao Chixi. Apart from the same love for Yi Zhen and the same taste, there is really nothing else in common between the two of them??^?? Finally, I was very surprised to come across such a good article, but what shocked me even more was that this novel was already written 7 or 8 years ago! Oh my gosh, I didn't expect that a novel written 7 or 8 years ago could be so good (=?Д?=)! After reading it, I couldn't help but write a book review. Originally, I wanted to discuss the abnormal love relationship between Chi Xi and Yi Zhen, but I saw that there were already sisters in the comment area, so I wrote this. Big confession! Super super invincible and beautiful! (?? O??∩)[Love Eyes][Love Eyes]
Ouch, I don't care! Bian Rang just met Chi west again!
This is all the hero's fault. Men are not good. Scumbags are bad, and so are affectionate men. I really hate the male protagonist from the bottom of my heart.
It looks good, but I can't understand the ending
If Chi west had not traveled to the past and matured, she might have followed Wang Ge or met Bian Rang and started a new story, or Yi Zhen had chased her back. She would not have ended up disappearing, but she was too attached to the lost Yi Zhen. She thought her world was doomed. This story tells us that girls should look forward and not be obsessed with what they have lost. There will be a road ahead and you will encounter another kind of scenery. Don't despair.
Yeah, I want to have a good relationship with Da Xixi in the end.
It looks great. Can I understand the open ending as being with Bian Rang? Woohoo
After reading it in one go, I had a lot of thoughts. The big and small Chixi reminds me of Huang and Chen in "Want to See You". The difference is that the big and small Chixi are the same person, but the same is that the big Chixi is an adult, while the small Chixi is mentally immature under Yi Zhen's love. It can be said that he is a minor. Growing up is a painful process. Let's empathize with the past self. Yi Zhen and Chi west, I think their relationship is like a parent-child relationship. Yi's bottomless doting on Chi has spoiled Chi. He has single-handedly caused Chi's present situation. He cannot stick to the bottom line for Chi, so he can only choose to separate and let Chi leave the harmful environment. I only said what I wanted to say most. The novel is logically self-consistent. If I think about it carefully, I can understand these characters and can only sigh.
I have watched it n times. I believe that as long as I live long enough, I will be able to wait for the ending.
Okay, okay, let's pamper Qinghe [dog head] together
If you wear No. 9 Lewandowski during the game, I don't dare to think about the popularity of Instagram in the parallel world. The real son of tofu silk is coming [Sunglasses]
The big and small Xichi will always be the same person, and they will always be Xichi. They just don't remember it. One day, Xichi will remember everything that happened to her.
I would like to ask the author, is the last girl in the side story Ochi Nishi? Is she back? I really hope she has a good ending
The label of this book in my bookshelf collection is "I love it so much". It's a pity that I can't see Dayi pursuing his wife Da Chixi, because Da Chixi is really worth it (to be loved and cherished), and Dayi is wrong and guilty and it's not like that (losing his lover or even disappearing). I don't deny that Bian Rang is good, but first come, first served, his girl is destined to be someone else.
The ending is good, Xiaochixi changed himself. Da Chixi disappeared in Yi's world and started again in Bian Jiang's world! ! Finally, I would like to say to all the girls who are surrounded by love, never rely on others. He can give you the whole world or make you have nothing. Just like Yi on Chi west, he was the one who created the bad Chi west, and it was also he who became disgusted with his own Chi west. So, love can never compete with time.
Help, it's so cruel, woo woo
So does Xiao Yi still love Xiao west or Daxi? Is he just responsible for Xiao west? (?
No matter, Xiaoyi loves Chixi
Rereading this article, it's been many years
I recommended the book to Jinjiang, which I haven't logged into for several years, and finished it three times. This time, I knew the ending in advance, so I wanted to cry in the first few chapters. The chapters about Hokkaido became a god in my heart, and I couldn't help but feel a sore nose and shed endless tears. When I saw the ending this time, I was wondering if I could let Da Yi Zhen and Da Ni dream together about what happened this year. They woke up to find a complete breakup, committed suicide in despair, mustered up the courage to start a new life, received an invitation and collapsed and reborn, traveled to Hokkaido and finally let go. It was just a long dream. Then the story line returned to a year ago. Both of them learned how to love, how to rely on each other while taking their own responsibilities. There was no warning, no breakup, no harm, and finally the two were happily together. And Bian Rang's little angel also has a new beginning. He has never met Daxi, he just met his true destiny.
I burst into tears every time I watch it, this setting is simply unexplainable
My eyes are swollen from crying, and it's 1:37 in the morning!
I still cry when watching nBrush, Chixi, you have to be good
I feel depressed every time I brush it.
This episode of Bian Rang tortured me to the point... I tend to think that the girl he met later was not Da Chixi. Da Chixi had completely disappeared, and Bian Rang, when he met a new girl, would have his own story whether it was because of leftover feelings or something.
No, why did Bian Rang see the male protagonist and think it was love at first sight? ? ?