Three Years After the Death of My Ex-Girlfriend

When I love her, my bow and knife are covered with heavy snow; when I hate her, my bones are sharpened and my flesh and blood are blurred. "Xia Tingchan, it would be great if you died." One day, she really died. * "She just died, she didn't break up with me." "She slapped me on the day we had a fight. It was the first time she slapped me. It hurt me, so I knew she loved me." "Those who hate me can't hurt me if they beat me." ——The Diary of a Widower Reading tips: 1. The heroine died in the line of duty and has been dead since the first chapter. In the ending, the male protagonist dies for love, and the extra if line is he. 2. An overdose of atropine will cause hallucinations and delirium. The article does not contain any science fiction elements. The male protagonist suffered from major mental problems after the death of the female protagonist. 3. Dual perspectives. In the early stage, there are a large number of male protagonists' perspectives. As the illness worsens, the female protagonist in the hallucination becomes more and more real, and the proportion of the female protagonist's perspective increases. 4. Women are not men, and their love is nothing but love. 5. "... Those who hate me cannot hurt me." From Alai's "The Dust Has Settled" 6. Imaginary background, please do not bring it into reality. If you want to refer to it, the male protagonist in the current timeline has been living in European and American countries. The "domestic" of the male and female protagonist in the memory line refers to Japan and South Korea. ————————————If you like a taste of pseudo-brothers and sisters, you can give "Accomplices" a try, boo-boo~ After being rescued from a cruise ship accident, Long Shu woke up with no memory and nothing left in her body. When she was helpless, there was only one man who took good care of her every day and paid all her expenses. The man was handsome, talkative, indifferent, with a slight limp in his left leg. All Long Shu's attempts to take the initiative were met with extremely cold reactions from him. He doesn't seem to like her. If he didn't store a selfie in her thin pajamas before she lost her memory in his phone. * In order to temporarily settle down, Long Shu tried her best to enter the man's home. As expected, the house was filled with photos of the two of them, but he remained silent about their past. After all, it was because she could send photos privately. Long Shu's wine strengthened her courage and she poured something into the man's cup. When I woke up, I was woken up by the ringing of my cell phone next to my pillow. Long Shu closed her eyes and answered the call. A young male voice came from the other side: "Shen Zuiqing, are you up?" It turned out that she had picked up the wrong phone. Long Shu replied casually: "He is still sleeping." The voice on the other side suddenly disappeared. After a while, he asked in disbelief: "Long Shu, you and your brother are still sleeping in the same bed when you are so old??" * When you realize your mistakes, you correct them, and when you turn around, Long Shu runs away without stopping. When Shen Zuiqing found him again, he looked in very bad condition. "This is the second time you ran away," he said calmly. "Last time, after you drugged me, you revealed everything about us. You said you wanted to be with me forever, and I believed you." "My father hurt my leg because of this." He smiled: "And now you tell me that you have forgotten everything?" Reading tips: 1. The self-centered girl 2. Double c Purpose: Love makes people live forever