One Piece: For Whom

His beloved younger sister died while he knew nothing about it. He also failed to find her child in time, leaving the child to drift outside and suffer for more than ten years. He could only watch as his lover was schemed against and killed by a colleague. What have I been living for all this time? I'm furious! I finally got the urge to update, only to discover that the settings, outline, and unpublished drafts saved on my computer had all vanished!! Now I have to piece the timeline together all over again. I feel like there's nothing left to live for.