At the training grounds, after defeating his opponent, he comforted him: "It's only natural that you couldn't beat me. I haven't lost once since I was thirteen."
When he was ambushed, he said, "How strange. Why would you think I'd be unable to beat you just because I'm injured?"
When his subordinates worried about him, he said, "Do you really think I can't handle both sides, given my abilities?"
Because he was so powerful, he wasn't very good at beating around the bush. When the truth came to light, all those seemingly defiant words left behind only a faint trace of heartache:
"I'm staying here. If you still refuse after seven days, I'll find another way." He threatened him, then resolutely knelt in the rain.
"One day I'll die, but not today, so you don't need to worry." He made a domineering promise, his blood-soaked clothes shining painfully bright.
"I did what I wanted to do, and you did what you had to do. Master, you owe Yin Yan nothing." After all the hurt, when asked, "Do you hate me?" he gave a quiet answer.
When Mouzi makes his move, you know what that means!
Theme:
That's it! I don't understand the ins and outs of the deputy cp, Dumb, but it's quite right! There are so few articles of this type!
I can't resist the enthusiasm of my friends, so I wrote a side story to express my gratitude and wish you a happy birthday~
Ignorant years
In this life, Yin Yan rarely did anything willful and reckless, but he did have innocent fantasies when he was a child. He never mentioned it to anyone, and she didn't know if Ying Luo remembered the truth about the only time the child who had always been well-behaved and sensible escaped from home...
At the age of nine, at an age when all children are still the treasures of the family and are protected and cared for, Yin Yan has made it through daily Vatican heavy lessons and training, as well as constant pain. He didn't quite know what a child of this age should look like. He had never been down the mountain, and there were no children of his size in Tianyuan City. Exhausted in training every day, sweating all out in practice, and falling asleep in punishment. He was not allowed to shout, beg for mercy, or complain. These were the daily routines he was familiar with. Is it bitter? It is indeed quite hard, but it is not without some good things.
Yinyan remembers that when he was younger, his mother would occasionally come to play the piano for him, say words of encouragement, and sometimes even show love in her eyes. However, he has not encountered these again for a long time. He is not sure whether the scenes in his memory really happened or were just his dreams or fantasies. He didn't dare to ask because it was too difficult to ask, and also because he was afraid of hearing a certain answer.
The daily morning training started with Zama. There was no specific time. He just put several layers of rice paper under his legs. When the paper got soaked, he could get up. Five in the summer and three in the winter. Originally, his size gradually increased as he grew older. However, unlike the previous supervisory training, the new Luohua seemed to like to cause trouble for him. Without counting, he took out a thick dozen from the rice paper. Yin Yan lowered his eyes, quietly took the papers that were obviously excessive, and began to arrange them on the ground.
This was not the first time something like this had happened. Yinyan had raised a question before, but actually it wasn't even a question. He just asked in confusion whether the amount of training had increased again. Unexpectedly, Luohua reported it to his mother, which turned into evidence that he avoided training, refused to obey discipline, and did not understand respect. After being severely punished, he was told to obey the supervisor's instructions in everything and not to violate them. So Luo Hua became more and more serious, so the homework became more difficult, the unbearable training became more and more, and the punishments he received became more and more severe, but the hidden words were never spoken again.
Sweat soaked through his clothes, Yinyan had been standing for two full hours, and the rice paper under his feet was only half wet. He couldn't hold on anymore, his legs were shaking, and his body was sinking uncontrollably. Luo Hua hit him on the chest with a stick and shouted, "What's the rule! If I don't stand up well, I'll restart the timer!"
Yin Yan raised his head in horror and restarted the timer. The same amount of rice paper was used again. The result was absolutely terrible and something he couldn't bear. Gritting his teeth and swallowing the sweet taste in his mouth, he mobilized his internal energy to forcefully open those heavy and sour acupuncture points. With the help of the severe pain and the internal energy running, he finally managed to stabilize himself.
The next hour was not easy to endure. Yin Yan spent all his energy to maintain his current posture and wakefulness. When the bottom layer of rice paper was wet on the ground, the torture-like training finally ended, and he finally ushered in darkness.
Luo Hua was even stingy about using water on Yin Yan. Yin Yan was awakened by the feeling of suffocation. Luo Hua's feet pressed tightly against his chest and abdomen. The severe pain combined with suffocation caused blood to flow from the corners of his mouth and his eyes gradually opened wide. Just when he thought he was about to die, Luohua finally moved his feet away, Yinyan fell to the side, covered his chest with his hands and coughed violently.
"Don't pretend to be dead." Luo Hua kicked his back, "Take a rest for an hour and continue in the afternoon."
Yinyan let himself fall under the bright sun, feeling unspeakable grievance in his heart, and the bitter taste spread throughout his body. After a while, he still supported himself and moved back to the wing step by step.
The overloaded training of the past few days finally overwhelmed Yin Yan. Yingluo rarely came to see him, but he passed out when he least wanted to lose his composure. The darkness came without warning, and he didn't even have time to bite his tongue to wake himself up. When he opened his eyes again, he was already locked up in the woodshed. The door was not locked, because Yin Yan would never escape.
Even though there was no additional request, Yinyan still struggled and knelt down in the middle of the woodshed. He blamed himself with some despair. He must have let his mother down. How could he be so useless? It was rare for my mother to come here in person, but she saw herself like this... He clenched his fists tightly and bit his lip in frustration, not knowing what to do. At that time, he couldn't understand Yingluo's arrangement. He just thought that he failed to meet the requirements and let his mother down. Little did he know that Yingluo just couldn't bear to see him fainting under the scorching sun again and again, struggling to get up again and again, and found a lame excuse to let him take a rest.
The door of the woodshed was suddenly pushed open. Yinyan straightened his back nervously and straightened his body, which had been kneeling straight. To his surprise, a child who was younger than him came in. When the child saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then put a finger in front of his mouth, made a "shh" sound, and quietly closed the door.
The child first hid himself in the haystack, and after making sure it was safe, he said to him, "Are you punished?"
Yinyan nodded in confusion.
The child wrinkled his nose and said, "Your mother-in-law is so kind. My mother-in-law spanks Little Squeak all the time." In his opinion, kneeling still seemed to be much easier than spanking.
The child's innocent words made Yinyan's heart tremble suddenly. Ignoring these strange and strange feelings, he lowered his eyes and asked, "How did you find this place?"
"My grandma spanked her, and it hurt, so Xiao Zhi ran out." After saying that, he continued with some pride: "Xiao Zhi is gone, and grandma is worried about Xiao Zhi, so she won't spank her."
The child's logic was a little unclear, and he seemed to understand something implicitly, "Then do you know how to go back?"
"I know! Xiaozhi remembers the way!" After saying that, he felt a little sad again, "But it's dark, and Xiaozhi is scared."
Yinyan looked at the sky. He was afraid that no one would come. He bit his lip and thought for a long time, and finally sighed softly, "I'll take you back."
"Really!" Xiaozhi's eyes lit up, "Thank you, big brother! Big brother, what is your name?"
"Yinyan." Yinyan wanted to get up, but his body swayed and fell forward. He had been kneeling for a long time, and his legs were numb and tingling, which immediately made him break into a cold sweat.
"Brother Yinyan, what's wrong with you?" Xiaozhi asked, pulling on his sleeve.
Yin Yan shook his head, calmed down a little, and took Xiao Zhi out of the woodshed.
After being taken a long way by Xiao Zhi, Yin Yan felt that something was wrong. Xiao Zhi's home seemed not to be at the foot of the mountain, but to a big family in the town. Yin Yan had never gone down the mountain, let alone walked this far. He was not sure whether he could rush back in time, but since he had promised someone, he must at least keep his promise.
"You damn boy, where have you gone!" When Chen Sanniang saw Xiao Zhi, she scolded her while holding him tightly in her arms.
Xiao Zhi chuckled and winked at Yin Yan, but Yin Yan didn't understand. He was standing aside silently, but Xiao Zhi's move also attracted Chen Sanniang's attention. He stood up straight and was extremely well-educated. Chen Sanniang couldn't help but be surprised and secretly praised his mundane temperament.
Chen Sanniang traveled around the world in the early days, and now she is with Mr. Chen. Although she has gradually faded out, she is still considered a half-world person, and she is free and generous. She guessed that Yin Yan must have some identity and background, but she didn't like to ask too much. She only reserved Yin Yan for food and accommodation. After being rejected by Yin Yan, she stopped insisting. Instead, Xiao Zhi pulled Yin Yan aside and bit her ear mysteriously.
Seeing that Yinyan didn't seem to understand his eye contact, he came here specifically to teach his experience, "Brother Yinyan, please go back a few days later. Your mother-in-law won't punish you, and will prepare a table of your favorite meals."
Yin Yan was stunned for a moment. Although Xiao Zhi's words were nothing more than childlike playfulness, when he saw Chen Sanniang's reaction, he unconsciously brought in his mother's figure. He remembered what Xiao Zhi said in the woodshed. If he just disappeared, would his mother be worried about him? Would you worry about his safety and come out to look for him? He doesn't want a table full of favorite food, and he's not afraid of the possible punishment for being willful this time. He's just a little greedy for that hug, even if it's a look of worry.
He was tempted by Xiao Zhi's proposal, so he disappeared for ten days, which made him extremely looking forward to but also extremely desperate. Until he was about to starve to death in Goulan Courtyard, he was captured and brought back to Tianyuan. Yes, not looking for it, but catching it. His mother never sent anyone to look for him, never worried about his safety, never had a table of his favorite meals, no hugs, and no anxious looks. What greeted him was a rain of sticks, beating him without even the strength to regret. In ten days, he went from anxiety and expectation to fear and despair. He no longer dared to ask for his mother's love, but was afraid of being abandoned.
From then on, he never did anything out of the ordinary. He was calm, wise, decisive, decisive, and extremely harsh on himself. He is so strong that he holds up the entire sky of Tianyuan, so strong that no one dares to doubt his word; he is used to building a wall of iron and steel, used to giving everything he has and bearing everything. It was not until many years later that he realized that it was not that his mother had not been looking for him. She had also been worried all night long, and had secretly sent people to look for him. She had also wanted to give him a hug and scold him for his wanton behavior, but she could only watch him being punished and beaten with blood dripping from her eyelids. The self-blame, worry, and fear of the past, it turns out that their mother and son are connected and have experienced it together.
In the end, he just smiled faintly, maybe he had already given up.
I can't resist the enthusiasm of my friends, so I wrote a side story to express my gratitude and wish you a happy birthday~
Ignorant years
In this life, Yin Yan rarely did anything willful and reckless, but he did have innocent fantasies when he was a child. He never mentioned it to anyone, and she didn't know if Ying Luo remembered the truth about the only time the child who had always been well-behaved and sensible escaped from home...
At the age of nine, at an age when all children are still the treasures of the family and are protected and cared for, Yin Yan has made it through daily Vatican heavy lessons and training, as well as constant pain. He didn't quite know what a child of this age should look like. He had never been down the mountain, and there were no children of his size in Tianyuan City. Exhausted in training every day, sweating all out in practice, and falling asleep in punishment. He was not allowed to shout, beg for mercy, or complain. These were the daily routines he was familiar with. Is it bitter? It is indeed quite hard, but it is not without some good things.
Yinyan remembers that when he was younger, his mother would occasionally come to play the piano for him, say words of encouragement, and sometimes even show love in her eyes. However, he has not encountered these again for a long time. He is not sure whether the scenes in his memory really happened or were just his dreams or fantasies. He didn't dare to ask because it was too difficult to ask, and also because he was afraid of hearing a certain answer.
The daily morning training started with Zama. There was no specific time. He just put several layers of rice paper under his legs. When the paper got soaked, he could get up. Five in the summer and three in the winter. Originally, his size gradually increased as he grew older. However, unlike the previous supervisory training, the new Luohua seemed to like to cause trouble for him. Without counting, he took out a thick dozen from the rice paper. Yin Yan lowered his eyes, quietly took the papers that were obviously excessive, and began to arrange them on the ground.
This was not the first time something like this had happened. Yinyan had raised a question before, but actually it wasn't even a question. He just asked in confusion whether the amount of training had increased again. Unexpectedly, Luohua reported it to his mother, which turned into evidence that he avoided training, refused to obey discipline, and did not understand respect. After being severely punished, he was told to obey the supervisor's instructions in everything and not to violate them. So Luo Hua became more and more serious, so the homework became more difficult, the unbearable training became more and more, and the punishments he received became more and more severe, but the hidden words were never spoken again.
Sweat soaked through his clothes, Yinyan had been standing for two full hours, and the rice paper under his feet was only half wet. He couldn't hold on anymore, his legs were shaking, and his body was sinking uncontrollably. Luo Hua hit him on the chest with a stick and shouted, "What's the rule! If I don't stand up well, I'll restart the timer!"
Yin Yan raised his head in horror and restarted the timer. The same amount of rice paper was used again. The result was absolutely terrible and something he couldn't bear. Gritting his teeth and swallowing the sweet taste in his mouth, he mobilized his internal energy to forcefully open those heavy and sour acupuncture points. With the help of the severe pain and the internal energy running, he finally managed to stabilize himself.
The next hour was not easy to endure. Yin Yan spent all his energy to maintain his current posture and wakefulness. When the bottom layer of rice paper was wet on the ground, the torture-like training finally ended, and he finally ushered in darkness.
Luo Hua was even stingy about using water on Yin Yan. Yin Yan was awakened by the feeling of suffocation. Luo Hua's feet pressed tightly against his chest and abdomen. The severe pain combined with suffocation caused blood to flow from the corners of his mouth and his eyes gradually opened wide. Just when he thought he was about to die, Luohua finally moved his feet away, Yinyan fell to the side, covered his chest with his hands and coughed violently.
"Don't pretend to be dead." Luo Hua kicked his back, "Take a rest for an hour and continue in the afternoon."
Yinyan let himself fall under the bright sun, feeling unspeakable grievance in his heart, and the bitter taste spread throughout his body. After a while, he still supported himself and moved back to the wing step by step.
The overloaded training of the past few days finally overwhelmed Yin Yan. Yingluo rarely came to see him, but he passed out when he least wanted to lose his composure. The darkness came without warning, and he didn't even have time to bite his tongue to wake himself up. When he opened his eyes again, he was already locked up in the woodshed. The door was not locked, because Yin Yan would never escape.
Even though there was no additional request, Yinyan still struggled and knelt down in the middle of the woodshed. He blamed himself with some despair. He must have let his mother down. How could he be so useless? It was rare for my mother to come here in person, but she saw herself like this... He clenched his fists tightly and bit his lip in frustration, not knowing what to do. At that time, he couldn't understand Yingluo's arrangement. He just thought that he failed to meet the requirements and let his mother down. Little did he know that Yingluo just couldn't bear to see him fainting under the scorching sun again and again, struggling to get up again and again, and found a lame excuse to let him take a rest.
The door of the woodshed was suddenly pushed open. Yinyan straightened his back nervously and straightened his body, which had been kneeling straight. To his surprise, a child who was younger than him came in. When the child saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then put a finger in front of his mouth, made a "shh" sound, and quietly closed the door.
The child first hid himself in the haystack, and after making sure it was safe, he said to him, "Are you punished?"
Yinyan nodded in confusion.
The child wrinkled his nose and said, "Your mother-in-law is so kind. My mother-in-law spanks Little Squeak all the time." In his opinion, kneeling still seemed to be much easier than spanking.
The child's innocent words made Yinyan's heart tremble suddenly. Ignoring these strange and strange feelings, he lowered his eyes and asked, "How did you find this place?"
"My grandma spanked her, and it hurt, so Xiao Zhi ran out." After saying that, he continued with some pride: "Xiao Zhi is gone, and grandma is worried about Xiao Zhi, so she won't spank her."
The child's logic was a little unclear, and he seemed to understand something implicitly, "Then do you know how to go back?"
"I know! Xiaozhi remembers the way!" After saying that, he felt a little sad again, "But it's dark, and Xiaozhi is scared."
Yinyan looked at the sky. He was afraid that no one would come. He bit his lip and thought for a long time, and finally sighed softly, "I'll take you back."
"Really!" Xiaozhi's eyes lit up, "Thank you, big brother! Big brother, what is your name?"
"Yinyan." Yinyan wanted to get up, but his body swayed and fell forward. He had been kneeling for a long time, and his legs were numb and tingling, which immediately made him break into a cold sweat.
"Brother Yinyan, what's wrong with you?" Xiaozhi asked, pulling on his sleeve.
Yin Yan shook his head, calmed down a little, and took Xiao Zhi out of the woodshed.
After being taken a long way by Xiao Zhi, Yin Yan felt that something was wrong. Xiao Zhi's home seemed not to be at the foot of the mountain, but to a big family in the town. Yin Yan had never gone down the mountain, let alone walked this far. He was not sure whether he could rush back in time, but since he had promised someone, he must at least keep his promise.
"You damn boy, where have you gone!" When Chen Sanniang saw Xiao Zhi, she scolded her while holding him tightly in her arms.
Xiao Zhi chuckled and winked at Yin Yan, but Yin Yan didn't understand. He was standing aside silently, but Xiao Zhi's move also attracted Chen Sanniang's attention. He stood up straight and was extremely well-educated. Chen Sanniang couldn't help but be surprised and secretly praised his mundane temperament.
Chen Sanniang traveled around the world in the early days, and now she is with Mr. Chen. Although she has gradually faded out, she is still considered a half-world person, and she is free and generous. She guessed that Yin Yan must have some identity and background, but she didn't like to ask too much. She only reserved Yin Yan for food and accommodation. After being rejected by Yin Yan, she stopped insisting. Instead, Xiao Zhi pulled Yin Yan aside and bit her ear mysteriously.
Seeing that Yinyan didn't seem to understand his eye contact, he came here specifically to teach his experience, "Brother Yinyan, please go back a few days later. Your mother-in-law won't punish you, and will prepare a table of your favorite meals."
Yin Yan was stunned for a moment. Although Xiao Zhi's words were nothing more than childlike playfulness, when he saw Chen Sanniang's reaction, he unconsciously brought in his mother's figure. He remembered what Xiao Zhi said in the woodshed. If he just disappeared, would his mother be worried about him? Would you worry about his safety and come out to look for him? He doesn't want a table full of favorite food, and he's not afraid of the possible punishment for being willful this time. He's just a little greedy for that hug, even if it's a look of worry.
He was tempted by Xiao Zhi's proposal, so he disappeared for ten days, which made him extremely looking forward to but also extremely desperate. Until he was about to starve to death in Goulan Courtyard, he was captured and brought back to Tianyuan. Yes, not looking for it, but catching it. His mother never sent anyone to look for him, never worried about his safety, never had a table of his favorite meals, no hugs, and no anxious looks. What greeted him was a rain of sticks, beating him without even the strength to regret. In ten days, he went from anxiety and expectation to fear and despair. He no longer dared to ask for his mother's love, but was afraid of being abandoned.
From then on, he never did anything out of the ordinary. He was calm, wise, decisive, decisive, and extremely harsh on himself. He is so strong that he holds up the entire sky of Tianyuan, so strong that no one dares to doubt his word; he is used to building a wall of iron and steel, used to giving everything he has and bearing everything. It was not until many years later that he realized that it was not that his mother had not been looking for him. She had also been worried all night long, and had secretly sent people to look for him. She had also wanted to give him a hug and scold him for his wanton behavior, but she could only watch him being punished and beaten with blood dripping from her eyelids. The self-blame, worry, and fear of the past, it turns out that their mother and son are connected and have experienced it together.
In the end, he just smiled faintly, maybe he had already given up.
Is there a group I can join? ? ?
Well, why is it gone? I want to watch it again
I finished reading it on January 30, 2020. I'm very excited. I haven't seen a book that suits my taste for many years (it's sad but without any rouge plot). It's fascinating from beginning to end. I think there will be a second and third book in the future. Both Yin Yan and Tu Jin have been deeply imprinted in my mind. Come on, author, and look forward to your better works!
Hey, I moved the previous comment to the extra chapter w
Yeer. . . It's so dead (ಥ_ಥ)
As for the last comment, I finished reading the last chapter. It's a pity that Hidden Words ended in the last chapter. I really want to read the next chapter. I'm sad. As for inserting an extra chapter in the middle, I feel very... I just want to skip reading Hidden Words. So the author, please don't blame me. It's not easy to write a book. I support you!
It was the first time I spent money to read an article in Jinjiang. Two words, "vomiting blood" and "dark", what role is that person, so many chapters written about him, it was a waste of money. Not to mention the storyline, just out of curiosity about Yin Yan and wanting to see the father and son finally reconcile until the end, I had the gut feeling that I shouldn't have read it from the beginning. That Yin Yan thing that took me seven or eight chapters to write left me speechless. Is this the point? It seems to have nothing to do with the protagonist. . . .
That's it! I don't understand the ins and outs of the deputy cp, Dumb, but it's quite right! There are so few articles of this type!
I can't resist the enthusiasm of my friends, so I wrote a side story to express my gratitude and wish you a happy birthday~ Ignorant years In this life, Yin Yan rarely did anything willful and reckless, but he did have innocent fantasies when he was a child. He never mentioned it to anyone, and she didn't know if Ying Luo remembered the truth about the only time the child who had always been well-behaved and sensible escaped from home... At the age of nine, at an age when all children are still the treasures of the family and are protected and cared for, Yin Yan has made it through daily Vatican heavy lessons and training, as well as constant pain. He didn't quite know what a child of this age should look like. He had never been down the mountain, and there were no children of his size in Tianyuan City. Exhausted in training every day, sweating all out in practice, and falling asleep in punishment. He was not allowed to shout, beg for mercy, or complain. These were the daily routines he was familiar with. Is it bitter? It is indeed quite hard, but it is not without some good things. Yinyan remembers that when he was younger, his mother would occasionally come to play the piano for him, say words of encouragement, and sometimes even show love in her eyes. However, he has not encountered these again for a long time. He is not sure whether the scenes in his memory really happened or were just his dreams or fantasies. He didn't dare to ask because it was too difficult to ask, and also because he was afraid of hearing a certain answer. The daily morning training started with Zama. There was no specific time. He just put several layers of rice paper under his legs. When the paper got soaked, he could get up. Five in the summer and three in the winter. Originally, his size gradually increased as he grew older. However, unlike the previous supervisory training, the new Luohua seemed to like to cause trouble for him. Without counting, he took out a thick dozen from the rice paper. Yin Yan lowered his eyes, quietly took the papers that were obviously excessive, and began to arrange them on the ground. This was not the first time something like this had happened. Yinyan had raised a question before, but actually it wasn't even a question. He just asked in confusion whether the amount of training had increased again. Unexpectedly, Luohua reported it to his mother, which turned into evidence that he avoided training, refused to obey discipline, and did not understand respect. After being severely punished, he was told to obey the supervisor's instructions in everything and not to violate them. So Luo Hua became more and more serious, so the homework became more difficult, the unbearable training became more and more, and the punishments he received became more and more severe, but the hidden words were never spoken again. Sweat soaked through his clothes, Yinyan had been standing for two full hours, and the rice paper under his feet was only half wet. He couldn't hold on anymore, his legs were shaking, and his body was sinking uncontrollably. Luo Hua hit him on the chest with a stick and shouted, "What's the rule! If I don't stand up well, I'll restart the timer!" Yin Yan raised his head in horror and restarted the timer. The same amount of rice paper was used again. The result was absolutely terrible and something he couldn't bear. Gritting his teeth and swallowing the sweet taste in his mouth, he mobilized his internal energy to forcefully open those heavy and sour acupuncture points. With the help of the severe pain and the internal energy running, he finally managed to stabilize himself. The next hour was not easy to endure. Yin Yan spent all his energy to maintain his current posture and wakefulness. When the bottom layer of rice paper was wet on the ground, the torture-like training finally ended, and he finally ushered in darkness. Luo Hua was even stingy about using water on Yin Yan. Yin Yan was awakened by the feeling of suffocation. Luo Hua's feet pressed tightly against his chest and abdomen. The severe pain combined with suffocation caused blood to flow from the corners of his mouth and his eyes gradually opened wide. Just when he thought he was about to die, Luohua finally moved his feet away, Yinyan fell to the side, covered his chest with his hands and coughed violently. "Don't pretend to be dead." Luo Hua kicked his back, "Take a rest for an hour and continue in the afternoon." Yinyan let himself fall under the bright sun, feeling unspeakable grievance in his heart, and the bitter taste spread throughout his body. After a while, he still supported himself and moved back to the wing step by step. The overloaded training of the past few days finally overwhelmed Yin Yan. Yingluo rarely came to see him, but he passed out when he least wanted to lose his composure. The darkness came without warning, and he didn't even have time to bite his tongue to wake himself up. When he opened his eyes again, he was already locked up in the woodshed. The door was not locked, because Yin Yan would never escape. Even though there was no additional request, Yinyan still struggled and knelt down in the middle of the woodshed. He blamed himself with some despair. He must have let his mother down. How could he be so useless? It was rare for my mother to come here in person, but she saw herself like this... He clenched his fists tightly and bit his lip in frustration, not knowing what to do. At that time, he couldn't understand Yingluo's arrangement. He just thought that he failed to meet the requirements and let his mother down. Little did he know that Yingluo just couldn't bear to see him fainting under the scorching sun again and again, struggling to get up again and again, and found a lame excuse to let him take a rest. The door of the woodshed was suddenly pushed open. Yinyan straightened his back nervously and straightened his body, which had been kneeling straight. To his surprise, a child who was younger than him came in. When the child saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then put a finger in front of his mouth, made a "shh" sound, and quietly closed the door. The child first hid himself in the haystack, and after making sure it was safe, he said to him, "Are you punished?" Yinyan nodded in confusion. The child wrinkled his nose and said, "Your mother-in-law is so kind. My mother-in-law spanks Little Squeak all the time." In his opinion, kneeling still seemed to be much easier than spanking. The child's innocent words made Yinyan's heart tremble suddenly. Ignoring these strange and strange feelings, he lowered his eyes and asked, "How did you find this place?" "My grandma spanked her, and it hurt, so Xiao Zhi ran out." After saying that, he continued with some pride: "Xiao Zhi is gone, and grandma is worried about Xiao Zhi, so she won't spank her." The child's logic was a little unclear, and he seemed to understand something implicitly, "Then do you know how to go back?" "I know! Xiaozhi remembers the way!" After saying that, he felt a little sad again, "But it's dark, and Xiaozhi is scared." Yinyan looked at the sky. He was afraid that no one would come. He bit his lip and thought for a long time, and finally sighed softly, "I'll take you back." "Really!" Xiaozhi's eyes lit up, "Thank you, big brother! Big brother, what is your name?" "Yinyan." Yinyan wanted to get up, but his body swayed and fell forward. He had been kneeling for a long time, and his legs were numb and tingling, which immediately made him break into a cold sweat. "Brother Yinyan, what's wrong with you?" Xiaozhi asked, pulling on his sleeve. Yin Yan shook his head, calmed down a little, and took Xiao Zhi out of the woodshed. After being taken a long way by Xiao Zhi, Yin Yan felt that something was wrong. Xiao Zhi's home seemed not to be at the foot of the mountain, but to a big family in the town. Yin Yan had never gone down the mountain, let alone walked this far. He was not sure whether he could rush back in time, but since he had promised someone, he must at least keep his promise. "You damn boy, where have you gone!" When Chen Sanniang saw Xiao Zhi, she scolded her while holding him tightly in her arms. Xiao Zhi chuckled and winked at Yin Yan, but Yin Yan didn't understand. He was standing aside silently, but Xiao Zhi's move also attracted Chen Sanniang's attention. He stood up straight and was extremely well-educated. Chen Sanniang couldn't help but be surprised and secretly praised his mundane temperament. Chen Sanniang traveled around the world in the early days, and now she is with Mr. Chen. Although she has gradually faded out, she is still considered a half-world person, and she is free and generous. She guessed that Yin Yan must have some identity and background, but she didn't like to ask too much. She only reserved Yin Yan for food and accommodation. After being rejected by Yin Yan, she stopped insisting. Instead, Xiao Zhi pulled Yin Yan aside and bit her ear mysteriously. Seeing that Yinyan didn't seem to understand his eye contact, he came here specifically to teach his experience, "Brother Yinyan, please go back a few days later. Your mother-in-law won't punish you, and will prepare a table of your favorite meals." Yin Yan was stunned for a moment. Although Xiao Zhi's words were nothing more than childlike playfulness, when he saw Chen Sanniang's reaction, he unconsciously brought in his mother's figure. He remembered what Xiao Zhi said in the woodshed. If he just disappeared, would his mother be worried about him? Would you worry about his safety and come out to look for him? He doesn't want a table full of favorite food, and he's not afraid of the possible punishment for being willful this time. He's just a little greedy for that hug, even if it's a look of worry. He was tempted by Xiao Zhi's proposal, so he disappeared for ten days, which made him extremely looking forward to but also extremely desperate. Until he was about to starve to death in Goulan Courtyard, he was captured and brought back to Tianyuan. Yes, not looking for it, but catching it. His mother never sent anyone to look for him, never worried about his safety, never had a table of his favorite meals, no hugs, and no anxious looks. What greeted him was a rain of sticks, beating him without even the strength to regret. In ten days, he went from anxiety and expectation to fear and despair. He no longer dared to ask for his mother's love, but was afraid of being abandoned. From then on, he never did anything out of the ordinary. He was calm, wise, decisive, decisive, and extremely harsh on himself. He is so strong that he holds up the entire sky of Tianyuan, so strong that no one dares to doubt his word; he is used to building a wall of iron and steel, used to giving everything he has and bearing everything. It was not until many years later that he realized that it was not that his mother had not been looking for him. She had also been worried all night long, and had secretly sent people to look for him. She had also wanted to give him a hug and scold him for his wanton behavior, but she could only watch him being punished and beaten with blood dripping from her eyelids. The self-blame, worry, and fear of the past, it turns out that their mother and son are connected and have experienced it together. In the end, he just smiled faintly, maybe he had already given up.
I can't resist the enthusiasm of my friends, so I wrote a side story to express my gratitude and wish you a happy birthday~ Ignorant years In this life, Yin Yan rarely did anything willful and reckless, but he did have innocent fantasies when he was a child. He never mentioned it to anyone, and she didn't know if Ying Luo remembered the truth about the only time the child who had always been well-behaved and sensible escaped from home... At the age of nine, at an age when all children are still the treasures of the family and are protected and cared for, Yin Yan has made it through daily Vatican heavy lessons and training, as well as constant pain. He didn't quite know what a child of this age should look like. He had never been down the mountain, and there were no children of his size in Tianyuan City. Exhausted in training every day, sweating all out in practice, and falling asleep in punishment. He was not allowed to shout, beg for mercy, or complain. These were the daily routines he was familiar with. Is it bitter? It is indeed quite hard, but it is not without some good things. Yinyan remembers that when he was younger, his mother would occasionally come to play the piano for him, say words of encouragement, and sometimes even show love in her eyes. However, he has not encountered these again for a long time. He is not sure whether the scenes in his memory really happened or were just his dreams or fantasies. He didn't dare to ask because it was too difficult to ask, and also because he was afraid of hearing a certain answer. The daily morning training started with Zama. There was no specific time. He just put several layers of rice paper under his legs. When the paper got soaked, he could get up. Five in the summer and three in the winter. Originally, his size gradually increased as he grew older. However, unlike the previous supervisory training, the new Luohua seemed to like to cause trouble for him. Without counting, he took out a thick dozen from the rice paper. Yin Yan lowered his eyes, quietly took the papers that were obviously excessive, and began to arrange them on the ground. This was not the first time something like this had happened. Yinyan had raised a question before, but actually it wasn't even a question. He just asked in confusion whether the amount of training had increased again. Unexpectedly, Luohua reported it to his mother, which turned into evidence that he avoided training, refused to obey discipline, and did not understand respect. After being severely punished, he was told to obey the supervisor's instructions in everything and not to violate them. So Luo Hua became more and more serious, so the homework became more difficult, the unbearable training became more and more, and the punishments he received became more and more severe, but the hidden words were never spoken again. Sweat soaked through his clothes, Yinyan had been standing for two full hours, and the rice paper under his feet was only half wet. He couldn't hold on anymore, his legs were shaking, and his body was sinking uncontrollably. Luo Hua hit him on the chest with a stick and shouted, "What's the rule! If I don't stand up well, I'll restart the timer!" Yin Yan raised his head in horror and restarted the timer. The same amount of rice paper was used again. The result was absolutely terrible and something he couldn't bear. Gritting his teeth and swallowing the sweet taste in his mouth, he mobilized his internal energy to forcefully open those heavy and sour acupuncture points. With the help of the severe pain and the internal energy running, he finally managed to stabilize himself. The next hour was not easy to endure. Yin Yan spent all his energy to maintain his current posture and wakefulness. When the bottom layer of rice paper was wet on the ground, the torture-like training finally ended, and he finally ushered in darkness. Luo Hua was even stingy about using water on Yin Yan. Yin Yan was awakened by the feeling of suffocation. Luo Hua's feet pressed tightly against his chest and abdomen. The severe pain combined with suffocation caused blood to flow from the corners of his mouth and his eyes gradually opened wide. Just when he thought he was about to die, Luohua finally moved his feet away, Yinyan fell to the side, covered his chest with his hands and coughed violently. "Don't pretend to be dead." Luo Hua kicked his back, "Take a rest for an hour and continue in the afternoon." Yinyan let himself fall under the bright sun, feeling unspeakable grievance in his heart, and the bitter taste spread throughout his body. After a while, he still supported himself and moved back to the wing step by step. The overloaded training of the past few days finally overwhelmed Yin Yan. Yingluo rarely came to see him, but he passed out when he least wanted to lose his composure. The darkness came without warning, and he didn't even have time to bite his tongue to wake himself up. When he opened his eyes again, he was already locked up in the woodshed. The door was not locked, because Yin Yan would never escape. Even though there was no additional request, Yinyan still struggled and knelt down in the middle of the woodshed. He blamed himself with some despair. He must have let his mother down. How could he be so useless? It was rare for my mother to come here in person, but she saw herself like this... He clenched his fists tightly and bit his lip in frustration, not knowing what to do. At that time, he couldn't understand Yingluo's arrangement. He just thought that he failed to meet the requirements and let his mother down. Little did he know that Yingluo just couldn't bear to see him fainting under the scorching sun again and again, struggling to get up again and again, and found a lame excuse to let him take a rest. The door of the woodshed was suddenly pushed open. Yinyan straightened his back nervously and straightened his body, which had been kneeling straight. To his surprise, a child who was younger than him came in. When the child saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then put a finger in front of his mouth, made a "shh" sound, and quietly closed the door. The child first hid himself in the haystack, and after making sure it was safe, he said to him, "Are you punished?" Yinyan nodded in confusion. The child wrinkled his nose and said, "Your mother-in-law is so kind. My mother-in-law spanks Little Squeak all the time." In his opinion, kneeling still seemed to be much easier than spanking. The child's innocent words made Yinyan's heart tremble suddenly. Ignoring these strange and strange feelings, he lowered his eyes and asked, "How did you find this place?" "My grandma spanked her, and it hurt, so Xiao Zhi ran out." After saying that, he continued with some pride: "Xiao Zhi is gone, and grandma is worried about Xiao Zhi, so she won't spank her." The child's logic was a little unclear, and he seemed to understand something implicitly, "Then do you know how to go back?" "I know! Xiaozhi remembers the way!" After saying that, he felt a little sad again, "But it's dark, and Xiaozhi is scared." Yinyan looked at the sky. He was afraid that no one would come. He bit his lip and thought for a long time, and finally sighed softly, "I'll take you back." "Really!" Xiaozhi's eyes lit up, "Thank you, big brother! Big brother, what is your name?" "Yinyan." Yinyan wanted to get up, but his body swayed and fell forward. He had been kneeling for a long time, and his legs were numb and tingling, which immediately made him break into a cold sweat. "Brother Yinyan, what's wrong with you?" Xiaozhi asked, pulling on his sleeve. Yin Yan shook his head, calmed down a little, and took Xiao Zhi out of the woodshed. After being taken a long way by Xiao Zhi, Yin Yan felt that something was wrong. Xiao Zhi's home seemed not to be at the foot of the mountain, but to a big family in the town. Yin Yan had never gone down the mountain, let alone walked this far. He was not sure whether he could rush back in time, but since he had promised someone, he must at least keep his promise. "You damn boy, where have you gone!" When Chen Sanniang saw Xiao Zhi, she scolded her while holding him tightly in her arms. Xiao Zhi chuckled and winked at Yin Yan, but Yin Yan didn't understand. He was standing aside silently, but Xiao Zhi's move also attracted Chen Sanniang's attention. He stood up straight and was extremely well-educated. Chen Sanniang couldn't help but be surprised and secretly praised his mundane temperament. Chen Sanniang traveled around the world in the early days, and now she is with Mr. Chen. Although she has gradually faded out, she is still considered a half-world person, and she is free and generous. She guessed that Yin Yan must have some identity and background, but she didn't like to ask too much. She only reserved Yin Yan for food and accommodation. After being rejected by Yin Yan, she stopped insisting. Instead, Xiao Zhi pulled Yin Yan aside and bit her ear mysteriously. Seeing that Yinyan didn't seem to understand his eye contact, he came here specifically to teach his experience, "Brother Yinyan, please go back a few days later. Your mother-in-law won't punish you, and will prepare a table of your favorite meals." Yin Yan was stunned for a moment. Although Xiao Zhi's words were nothing more than childlike playfulness, when he saw Chen Sanniang's reaction, he unconsciously brought in his mother's figure. He remembered what Xiao Zhi said in the woodshed. If he just disappeared, would his mother be worried about him? Would you worry about his safety and come out to look for him? He doesn't want a table full of favorite food, and he's not afraid of the possible punishment for being willful this time. He's just a little greedy for that hug, even if it's a look of worry. He was tempted by Xiao Zhi's proposal, so he disappeared for ten days, which made him extremely looking forward to but also extremely desperate. Until he was about to starve to death in Goulan Courtyard, he was captured and brought back to Tianyuan. Yes, not looking for it, but catching it. His mother never sent anyone to look for him, never worried about his safety, never had a table of his favorite meals, no hugs, and no anxious looks. What greeted him was a rain of sticks, beating him without even the strength to regret. In ten days, he went from anxiety and expectation to fear and despair. He no longer dared to ask for his mother's love, but was afraid of being abandoned. From then on, he never did anything out of the ordinary. He was calm, wise, decisive, decisive, and extremely harsh on himself. He is so strong that he holds up the entire sky of Tianyuan, so strong that no one dares to doubt his word; he is used to building a wall of iron and steel, used to giving everything he has and bearing everything. It was not until many years later that he realized that it was not that his mother had not been looking for him. She had also been worried all night long, and had secretly sent people to look for him. She had also wanted to give him a hug and scold him for his wanton behavior, but she could only watch him being punished and beaten with blood dripping from her eyelids. The self-blame, worry, and fear of the past, it turns out that their mother and son are connected and have experienced it together. In the end, he just smiled faintly, maybe he had already given up.
Is there a group I can join? ? ?
Well, why is it gone? I want to watch it again
I finished reading it on January 30, 2020. I'm very excited. I haven't seen a book that suits my taste for many years (it's sad but without any rouge plot). It's fascinating from beginning to end. I think there will be a second and third book in the future. Both Yin Yan and Tu Jin have been deeply imprinted in my mind. Come on, author, and look forward to your better works!
Hey, I moved the previous comment to the extra chapter w
Yeer. . . It's so dead (ಥ_ಥ)
As for the last comment, I finished reading the last chapter. It's a pity that Hidden Words ended in the last chapter. I really want to read the next chapter. I'm sad. As for inserting an extra chapter in the middle, I feel very... I just want to skip reading Hidden Words. So the author, please don't blame me. It's not easy to write a book. I support you!
It was the first time I spent money to read an article in Jinjiang. Two words, "vomiting blood" and "dark", what role is that person, so many chapters written about him, it was a waste of money. Not to mention the storyline, just out of curiosity about Yin Yan and wanting to see the father and son finally reconcile until the end, I had the gut feeling that I shouldn't have read it from the beginning. That Yin Yan thing that took me seven or eight chapters to write left me speechless. Is this the point? It seems to have nothing to do with the protagonist. . . .