I've never really thought about whether I've spent the first half of my life gaining or losing. I often sit alone in the bathtub, letting the water rise to my neck until the skin on my fingertips wrinkles, then I submerge my face and cry.
I'd have to call myself lucky, because two people once loved me like that. And I'd have to call myself pitiful, because in the end, I lost them both.
I'll never dare forget their words...
Xu Qiudong said, "Liang Chen, I always thought we'd be gray-haired by the time it ended."
Yan Chen said, "Liang Chen, if you're not happy, I won't be able to rest in peace even when I'm dead."
Does the author's sister like Zhang Ailing? That trivial feeling is somewhat similar. By the way, I don't like the man named Yan, he's not the protagonist, right?