Did I mistake love and treat someone wrongly? Must I spend my whole life wandering, seeking redemption, looking back, and feeling lost?
She and her had been everything to each other since childhood: the closest of friends, like family, the truest confidantes, and impossible to forget...
Her name was Xia Chu.
She had grown up with her, her very best and only friend.
He was Xia Chu's younger brother. He and she had been lovers for six years, then strangers for another six.
He was a playboy, born to flirt. So she and he were just boyfriend and girlfriend, with no sex involved. She couldn't change him, and had never wanted to.
He was a charming young man, yet old beyond his years, and always getting hurt. The first wound of love, the first wound that brought tears, the first mistake, one hurt after another.
He was gay, yet no man in the world was more impossible for her to cut ties with. There was no romance between them, but she couldn't avoid him; they were bound to stay in touch.
With every romance, every mistake, every backward glance, every wild affair, all she ever felt was confusion. Whom did she love? Who loved her? Whom did she not love? Whom had she hurt? What did she want? What was she tired of? What... was she suffering for?
She didn't know. The world kept changing, and she could only follow along, with no choice.
Other stories of mine:
Historical romance: a female general and a frail young emperor. Complete.
Historical matriarchal romance: a woman uses men's beauty to bring down a kingdom. Complete.
Contemporary romance: the story of a very submissive man and a woman who is a “les.” Complete.
Contemporary romance: a woman entangled with several men. Complete.
A matriarchal future. Ongoing.
A little story about unrequited devotion.
A short story about a lonely girl.
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In a world ruled by men, a spirited young woman from a matrilineal clan blazes her way through the trials of love.
There are walking marriages, strange and supernatural men, boundless charm, love and hate, jealousy, and heart-pounding danger.
In short, it's the story of a young woman who's neither gentle nor coquettish and carries a big blade on her back. After getting drunk, she nearly sleeps with a prince. Once the whole city finds out, she and the prince fall in love...
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After reading it, give it a rating and spread the flowers
Why does Mao abuse our wheat so much... Although Xia Yin is also very good...
Why is Mao not NP? NP
What can I say about this article? It's a rough novel, but after reading it, I feel like I can't say no. It's quite heavy, and it leaves a deep impression on me.
What can I say about this article? It's a rough novel, but after reading it, I feel like I can't say no. It's quite heavy, and it leaves a deep impression on me.
Mohler is a friend, Xiaomai is a younger brother, Xia Yin is a lover, Mohler pays attention from a distance, Xiaomai follows but never gets it, and there is Xu Qun. He and that style always feel that they have been forcefully twisted by the author for unknown reasons. It is obviously impossible, right? Even if they are still in love, I can only lament that after the proposal, Xu Qun is completely incompatible with the one I never got. This is the author's reply:
In fact, my original plan was for the two people to become inseparable after a period of sweetness after marriage. However, this story is not about them, so I did not write it down anymore. Besides, I actually thought that would be too tragic... Although that is more in line with the truth... Ugh...
I think the summary is--"Maybe Mohler himself is a gay with a hidden factor, but this has nothing to do with him being gay; maybe Mohler himself has that kind of sexual orientation, but this is not the reason why he has sex with men."
In fact, Shanda explained it repeatedly N times, and it was clear and straightforward. "The reason why Mohler became gay, and the reason why Mohler had sex with those men, was all because of the relationship between the heroine Zhuang Tiao." It's very simple, isn't it?
Haha, that's probably it! The ending is quite happy. Giving happiness or enjoying happiness is both happiness!
Sir, do you agree with my conclusion?
^O^ --nod
- -|| --shaking his head
Hee hee...
He himself is a gay with hidden factors
He is a gay with hidden factors
Author's reply:
It is true that these two sentences have different meanings. One is the word 'itself', but the other is the question mark at the end. This sentence is a rhetorical question, but in fact it is just a way of mocking Mohler towards himself.
Regardless of the different meanings of these two sentences, regardless of everything else, what I am confused about is---in this article, is Moller himself a gay with a hidden factor?
1. He (maybe) is a gay with hidden factors.
2. He is not a gay with a recessive factor (or he is not a gay with a recessive factor)
Adults only need to answer 1 or 2. It is very simple. Please be sure to answer. Thank you!
He himself is a gay with hidden factors
The word "itself" means: oneself, one's own meaning
If it is not 'per se', then it becomes: he is not a gay with hidden factors.
If he is not a gay with a hidden factor, then what is he? Doesn't it mean that human beings have certain factors that tend to favor a certain sexual orientation?
So no matter what, there is no doubt that he is a gay with hidden factors.
But after reading Mohler's two so-called puzzle-solving extras, I still don't understand the reason why he became gay?
Everyone seems to have their own understanding. There is an adult saying that everything has a reason. So there should be a cause and an effect.
So what is the reason why Moller became gay? Is it his inherent potential gay factor, or is it because of the heroine?
I don't know? Maybe there are two reasons, who knows! Hey, I don't understand!!!
Author's reply:
Dizzy! I'm also dizzy~~~Obviously I wrote to clear up confusion, but after reading it, you will become more and more confused... Moeller does have deep feelings for Zhuang, and a large part of him and those people are also looking for an illusion, so I asked "What is love?" Love - what is it? Is it true that she is just an illusory story of all the abandoned people who have lost, gained, and suffered pain? Gorgeous and twisted, blooming slowly? '
Sweat~~~~o(∩_∩)o...
Back to normal! Although the method is very abnormal
After reading it, give it a rating and spread the flowers
Why does Mao abuse our wheat so much... Although Xia Yin is also very good... Why is Mao not NP? NP
What can I say about this article? It's a rough novel, but after reading it, I feel like I can't say no. It's quite heavy, and it leaves a deep impression on me.
What can I say about this article? It's a rough novel, but after reading it, I feel like I can't say no. It's quite heavy, and it leaves a deep impression on me.
Mohler is a friend, Xiaomai is a younger brother, Xia Yin is a lover, Mohler pays attention from a distance, Xiaomai follows but never gets it, and there is Xu Qun. He and that style always feel that they have been forcefully twisted by the author for unknown reasons. It is obviously impossible, right? Even if they are still in love, I can only lament that after the proposal, Xu Qun is completely incompatible with the one I never got. This is the author's reply: In fact, my original plan was for the two people to become inseparable after a period of sweetness after marriage. However, this story is not about them, so I did not write it down anymore. Besides, I actually thought that would be too tragic... Although that is more in line with the truth... Ugh...
I think the summary is--"Maybe Mohler himself is a gay with a hidden factor, but this has nothing to do with him being gay; maybe Mohler himself has that kind of sexual orientation, but this is not the reason why he has sex with men." In fact, Shanda explained it repeatedly N times, and it was clear and straightforward. "The reason why Mohler became gay, and the reason why Mohler had sex with those men, was all because of the relationship between the heroine Zhuang Tiao." It's very simple, isn't it? Haha, that's probably it! The ending is quite happy. Giving happiness or enjoying happiness is both happiness! Sir, do you agree with my conclusion? ^O^ --nod - -|| --shaking his head Hee hee...
He himself is a gay with hidden factors He is a gay with hidden factors Author's reply: It is true that these two sentences have different meanings. One is the word 'itself', but the other is the question mark at the end. This sentence is a rhetorical question, but in fact it is just a way of mocking Mohler towards himself. Regardless of the different meanings of these two sentences, regardless of everything else, what I am confused about is---in this article, is Moller himself a gay with a hidden factor? 1. He (maybe) is a gay with hidden factors. 2. He is not a gay with a recessive factor (or he is not a gay with a recessive factor) Adults only need to answer 1 or 2. It is very simple. Please be sure to answer. Thank you!
He himself is a gay with hidden factors The word "itself" means: oneself, one's own meaning If it is not 'per se', then it becomes: he is not a gay with hidden factors. If he is not a gay with a hidden factor, then what is he? Doesn't it mean that human beings have certain factors that tend to favor a certain sexual orientation? So no matter what, there is no doubt that he is a gay with hidden factors.
But after reading Mohler's two so-called puzzle-solving extras, I still don't understand the reason why he became gay? Everyone seems to have their own understanding. There is an adult saying that everything has a reason. So there should be a cause and an effect. So what is the reason why Moller became gay? Is it his inherent potential gay factor, or is it because of the heroine? I don't know? Maybe there are two reasons, who knows! Hey, I don't understand!!! Author's reply: Dizzy! I'm also dizzy~~~Obviously I wrote to clear up confusion, but after reading it, you will become more and more confused... Moeller does have deep feelings for Zhuang, and a large part of him and those people are also looking for an illusion, so I asked "What is love?" Love - what is it? Is it true that she is just an illusory story of all the abandoned people who have lost, gained, and suffered pain? Gorgeous and twisted, blooming slowly? ' Sweat~~~~o(∩_∩)o...
Back to normal! Although the method is very abnormal