"I once met a person who made me feel that he was unique and special. He was my yearning and my sustenance. But I lost him. I could never find him again. But I still wrote to him like Zeng Jin. Because I believe One day he will be able to see it. I loved him, but I am more grateful to him because he gave me so much warmth. "I liked a senior in junior high school, and later I wrote to him under a pseudonym, and we have been exchanging letters since then. But he was so good that I never had the courage to tell him that I liked him. I have been unable to contact him since high school, and I have searched many of his friends, but to no avail. I started to continue writing letters, recording things about my life and my mood that he didn't know, and then I could give them to him one day when I met him again.