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Explore more →Yes, I Love This So Much: Original Fiction Edition
The evil omnivorous reader is here! Ongoing updates! My reading habits are terrible, and I rarely finish anything. If the second half lets me down, that's not my problem (looking away).
Abandoned or Slow-Updated Fics (Personal Archive)
I don't want to keep these in my favorites, but I'm recording them in case I want to read them someday, and to avoid accidentally picking up the same ones again. The list spans a long time, and most have been sitting unread for ages, so it may contain just about anything
What Is Food Like?
Ongoing novels I’ve sampled a few chapters of.
Starting a List to Collect Recommendations
Couldn't find the kind of stories I like, so I'm making a list and waiting for recommendations. I like angsty, melodramatic stories, love triangles and rivalries, everyone pining for one person, and bottom-protagonist perspectives. I care about author gossip. Ongoing list
My Loves
Books I think are good. I haven't finished some of them or haven't read enough to judge yet, so I'll hold off on reviewing those for now.
Infinite Flow, Veteran's Picks
Mostly infinite-flow stories from five to eight years ago, or even ten. This young old-timer likes a bit of excitement. This list includes plenty of my extremely subjective opinions about the books.
Incredible Nonhuman Characters! I Recommend These Everywhere!
Mainly recommending BG/BL, updated regularly. My personal tastes affect the recommendation ratings. (Nonhuman characters need to feel truly nonhuman. Even if they don’t, their love should at least transcend species.)
Records
Books I've read over the years. I've been reading for almost ten years, so my tastes have changed a lot. This is just a record, not a list I'd recommend using as a guide.
Prefer Bottoms (A Devoted Bottom-Lover for Ten Thousand Years)
I’m into yandere, obsessive male ghosts as tops, and my bottom line is that the top has to be more obsessed with the bottom. This list has both regular couples and stories with irresistible main characters. Those are pretty much the only two types. I clean it up from time to time
Pure Love: My Favorite BL and GL Reads
I like stories with elegant prose, strong writing, logical plots, and plenty of imagination.
Books I Like
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Everyone's Favorite
Strong character preferences. Any orientation is fine. I like composed characters or clueless heartthrobs, and supporting characters with arcs, as long as the story stays focused on the protagonist.
Everyone Loves the Bottom: Some Fans Are Wholesome, Others Are Disturbing
I like a certain pure-hearted type. Not many dealbreakers for me. I only recommend books, without warning people off; I’ll briefly mention anything that might be a dealbreaker. These are the stories that have made the strongest impression on me lately, so many are still ongoing.
Must-Reads
The best of the best
BL with a Bottom Lead
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For My Own Reference
For my own reference
Time to Show Off My Taste
Sharing some good reads. I like all sorts of things and don't tag for deal-breakers. I'll also include some that aren't as good but have their highlights (this is just my personal taste).
This Is So Heavy (Nervous Sweat)
Both fanfiction and original works
For My Own Use
For personal use.
Good Reads
Novels I personally think are good
Love and Hate, with a Very Sexy Bottom
The shou suffers a bit at first. Very steamy, with lots of ambiguous tension and a love-hate relationship.
Content Warnings
The notes feature is so hard to use. I'm putting everything I've read here for now. None of the following are recommended reading.
The XP Appreciation Convention (Bottom-Protagonist Edition)
Not for people who are particular about their favorite characters. This is purely driven by my kinks.
Personal Collection
Some of my personal favorites. I’ve been reading for 3,650 days without even realizing it. I’ve actually been on Jinjiang for ten years dT-Tb. Most of the stuff I used to love has been taken down.
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Hi, I'm here again, this time with a psychological analysis report on a small fan. First of all, Little Fanzi is a sub-personality that possesses all of Fanzi's memories before he was 14 years old. To outsiders, he is even more similar to Shan Ziwei than Fan himself. This often makes us overlook one thing. It seems that he is the aborigine and Fanzi is not. However, he is just a virtual identity created by Fan Zi to maintain his "personality", so the meaning of its existence is just to help Fan Zi - to help him integrate into life, to help him gain the love of others, and to help him "live". I mentioned before that because Fan Zi really grew up in love, he is lively and sunny, and even after encountering that incident, he still retains a kind and tough heart. Even if he is severely hit, becomes introverted, and is used to escaping, he will not choose to hurt anyone; and Little Fan carries the memory of 14 years ago, which does not mean that he has really experienced these. This is just an initial setting for him, and his underlying code is as the protector and performer of Fan. Therefore, when he sees Fanzi being hurt, he will quickly change his personality, and will change himself after understanding Fanzi's wishes. Since the name of the little fan changed to "monad", his existence has become a container to meet the needs of others. The fan's innocence and innocence have turned into an illusory and hazy symbol to satisfy everyone's expectations. At the same time, his self-understanding has become increasingly blurred, and his confusion and restlessness have weakened his sense of belonging, so his obsession with the fan has become deeper and deeper. Here another closed loop is formed: he gains himself through the fan, then loses himself through the fan, and loses himself on the road to seeking self-worth. In the end, the fan becomes the only anchor of his life. In the eyes of Little Fanzi, the fan is indistinguishable from him, but his performance is to put the fan above all things. He is the guardian, follower and believer of the fan.
I feel so empty when I see this place in one breath... I really want to fast forward to tomorrow to go to the beach with everyone to celebrate May Day, and then look at fan dresses in the hotel... My subjective feeling after watching it is that Gaia can't hide it secretly () With the addition of chessboard settings, Gaia's AI path occurred, causing the sunny little fan to develop in the wrong direction, changing into a perfect existence that intelligently responds to user preferences and confuses all sentient beings () A good child has turned into a succubus! Although we all know Gaia is the globe flower that is widely praised for confusing all sentient beings, but Xiao Fan is the innocent and carefree ancient human child in 2015! Why is this Gaia acting as a little fan still carrying private goods! I found a Meta game in the daily life of a school story about raising children, so I honestly gave it the #thriller#psychological horror tag! However, I am undoubtedly happy with it () When Shanzi was a child, he was truly a proud man, a good boy with all-round development of moral, intellectual, physical, artistic and physical skills. Who wouldn't like this? Even without Xiao Fan, he would have been in the top 15 of his grade. His basketball proficiency was worse than that of the physical education students in Class 7, he could play the piano, and he had a good personality and got along with everyone... What a pity Fan Zi [crying] What a wonderful child. The legend of fans in the field of cultivation continues. Little Monster, Bai Xue, Xiao Duan, Xiao Ai, Xiao Fan... Although Fan has more and more love debts, his account is getting stronger and stronger. Overall, the situation is looking good!
Let's talk about what I'm curious about right now. If you have any ideas, you can come and discuss qwq. There are four obvious plot lines on the chessboard: the god of learning, the gay friend, the neighbor, and the sworn enemy. The plot of the arch-rival between the god of learning and his neighbor is obviously highly related to the main plot. These are all lines that Fan started personally. In this timeline, Fan has not yet learned programming, and it can be said that even the prototype of Gaia has not been created. So I can't help but wonder what is the purpose of this chapter? There may be a little bit of Gaia, because the works a person creates must be strongly related to his or her own experience. Or maybe it's just a desire to write a story in a style that you like. Let me tell you some of the doubts I have seen so far. Neighbor: Being the first person other than my parents to be designated by the diary is very special. He is also the one with the fewest roles. Less than parents. Study God: I inexplicably matched him with the dean, maybe it was the dean himself (with a drastically changed personality) Le. In the real world: When I was a student, my dream was to study medicine. Why did I later become a computer scientist? Is it related to the onset of fan disease? And studying medicine also has certain association conditions with nymphomaniac disease itself... On the chessboard: the big and small fans can be distinguished very clearly, which scares the protagonist. There are also trauma medicines that don't hurt but are always available. The gear failure was due to the self-explosion of the fan. I fainted and transferred to another school. He can't be a time traveler! ? In addition, he also has a special identity, which is that he can program like Fan. Rival: A very interesting line. At present, it is known that he is the only person who came to see Er Fanzi after his illness broke out. The paragraph at the end of 177: "His mistakes and his selfishness will all be condemned." What does it mean? I'm so curious about what the fan's selfishness is. Maybe when voting for appearance ranking, Fan moved the pen tip to "Yu Feiyu" not to mark the name but to vote (the gay friend was angry and yelled: I knew it! I knew it!) But the saddest thing is that after a hundred years, these people no longer existqwq. And what happens on this chessboard is also illusory. There are also mixed lines. Why did the gangster who was causing trouble for Yu Feiyu delay? There is no answer yet. The gangster did not take action at that time, probably because there was no obvious conflict with Fan when Yu was in the class. Later, he actually took action, also on the night after the conflict. It's obvious that the person who asked the gangster for help is someone who pays close attention to fans and prefers them. There are also some scoundrels from Class 7 who are getting into trouble, and they are also in the gangster line.
😂😂Dean's writing power has not diminished, Narcissus writes wonderfully
Chasing updates... Chasing updates (Vicissitudes of life...!
Finally updated! Miss you~
Can the remaining four chapters complete this dungeon? [Poor] [Poor] This dungeon has been updated for almost two years, right?
Finally updated, so happy
Xueshen University studied computer science, so that was probably the time when Fanzi became proficient in computer technology. Could it be that he was also one of Fanzi's hacker friends? He might even have participated in the matter of evolving the system, which ultimately led to tragedy. That's why he said sorry to Fanzi?
From high school to work, I have changed my mobile phone number three times. Every time I come here to read this book, my preferences have been rewritten and some hobbies have been anchored. ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ