Role-Playing

The timeline I compiled before is quite detailed because I was still writing it in diary mode. It's only been a month since Shanzi left the orphanage, and it's already been the longest decade of my life. The game is structured around four chapters based on playing card suits: diamonds, clubs, hearts, and spades. Now, 11 years later, I've finished the second chapter, ending with clubs.

This chapter is absolutely divine. This instance has always given people a dreamlike, ethereal feeling. Although it directly confronts the fan's PTSD, it seems to be overshadowed by everyone's obsession. The fan seems to be playing the nurturing game with ease until Xiaoyu reveals the fan's current state, forcing the fan to confront her own changes.

Hmm... That scene of raising a cup to invite the moon, making three with one's shadow, is quite intriguing. I seriously suspect that the person opposite the mirror isn't just the fan, but also Gaia. Fan, fan, what you try to hide will eventually come out. It looks like Narcissus, but the 14-year-old fan on the chessboard is probably Gaia. (Seriously suspicious) I feel the 14-year-old fan herself is probably an innocent child!

If I were to dress up as a woman and show it to Yu, and then Lou and Xue Shen (a popular online personality) caught me in the act, triggering a chaotic scene, do you think I could handle it...?

Our characters also have their own bright moon. Everyone: Let the bright moon hang high Rabies: Bright Moon... Is... Cup Cup! Oh no, Baby! Arrogant and haughty: Why should I be the bright moon? Academic genius: I have entered "bright moon" and verified "fake moon". Xiao Dan: The moon only ever shows one side to all living beings.

Hi everyone, I'm back again. This time, I'm doing a psychological analysis report on a small fan. Firstly, Xiao Shanzi is a secondary personality possessing all of Shanzi's memories before the age of 14. To outsiders, he is even more like Shanzi Wei than Shanzi himself, which often makes us overlook the fact that he seems to be the original inhabitant, while Shanzi is not.

I finally understand what I've been struggling with all along: is love gained through flattery truly love? It's all been a mirror reflecting falsehood and illusion. I can't let go of the hurt those people inflicted on me in the real story. The long-standing patterns have also trapped me in a strange compromise. Is reliving a seemingly perfect life really what I want?

Because I was waiting for updates, I rewatched it several times and roughly pieced together the timeline. This contains spoilers and a lot of personal speculation, so it might be inaccurate. Just enjoy it for fun! The fan was probably born in 2000. In 2015, during her second year of junior high school, she dropped out of school due to a crush on a girl and died in a car accident in 2023.

Huh, when did they release new character designs?

Seeing all this in one go leaves me feeling so empty... I wish I could fast forward to tomorrow when we all go to the beach for May Day, and then look at women's fan costumes at the hotel... My subjective feeling after watching it is that Gaia couldn't hide it secretly.