Notice about removing the paywall: Dear readers, I originally planned to do a major revision of this story starting in the middle, but I simply don’t have the energy or stamina to finish it. I now plan to make it free again. I’m sorry to have kept you waiting, and thank you all for liking and supporting it. Happy New Year!
It's so rare to come across an author with such good writing skills these days. I really hope the author is still writing.
How can we infer a book from a few sentences or chapters? Today we have entered a new era, where everyone is thoughtful, uses their brains, and often likes to express their opinions. There are still 600,000 words in this article, and we have no way of knowing the outcome of the characters except the author. Confucius always taught us to "be careful when speaking", which means "knowing what you know is what you know, and what you don't know is what you don't know". If you don't know something, say you don't know it. If you know something, say as much as you know.
Let's talk about Yuanyuan, I want to say that there are all kinds of love in this world, the love of family, the love of friendship, the love of brothers and sisters, the love of lovers. Human nature is complex, and the interactions between people will produce many kinds of relationships, and many kinds of relationships will extend into many kinds of love. The characters are set by the author at the beginning of the article - Yuan Yuan is a martyr lover, Eleven is a bright and stalwart person, Uncle is sinking into the sea, and Xiao Huang is a perverse and violent person. And character determines destiny. The reason why Yuanyuan is Yuanyuan, not others, is precisely because of her character. This world is not just about right and wrong. People in the world only see what they want to see, and only children can judge their own preferences in terms of good or bad.
What kind of feelings does Yuanyuan have towards 11? For a 15-year-old woman, you say she is naive and stupid. Yes, her curiosity about 11, her hazy state of mind, teenage love, is pure and beautiful.
Her love for 11 was sublimated by 11's pain of losing her mother, making her realize that even as weak as her, she could still provide support and support to a strong man like Jiaoyang 11.
She could be her little girl, and she could be his baby mama. From a female or maternal perspective, Yuanyuan wants to give Eleven the best love.
For those who say Yuanyuan is too simple, I would like to say, please add two words, deep&broad. What kind of person will have a pure heart, that is, a deep, broad and simple person like Yuanyuan.
It is more blessed to give than to receive. Great love is speechless. This world is utilitarian, but not all love is begging for repayment. Just like when we give birth to a child, are we just asking for her reward?
What it means to like someone and love someone is that no matter what good things you see, you want to give them to them. You will feel that they should have all the best things in the world. Whether you are a woman in love or a mother, you will all feel this way.
There are many types of love, and the forms of love are equally complex. Striving hard is love, but letting go at the right time is not love.
Everyone can have their own choice. She can choose a path that everyone thinks is easy, but it turns out to be a path with heavy burdens. Every move she makes now may bring an unbearable burden to herself or others; but is it really cruel if it is heavy, and is it really beautiful if it is light?
Kundera writes: In love poems throughout the ages, women always long to bear the weight of a male body. Therefore, the heaviest burden also becomes the image of the strongest vitality. The heavier the burden, the closer our life is to the earth, and the more real it becomes. On the contrary, when the burden is completely missing, people will become lighter than air, float up, and distance themselves from the earth and life on it. People will only be a semi-real existence, and their existence will become free and meaningless.
Yuanyuan is lonely, but there is nothing wrong with loneliness. Mr. Jiang Xun said that what makes loneliness bad is that you are afraid of being alone. Loneliness is different from loneliness. Loneliness does not shine, but loneliness is full. In fact, loneliness is an essential human existence, and there is no distinction between good and bad. Just like lust, lust is also lonely.
Plato wrote a fable more than two thousand years ago. Everyone is an incomplete individual split in two. We spend our lives looking for the other half, but we may not always find it. Hearts and hearts can not only be united through harmony, but can blend more deeply through pain. Yuanyuan and 11, pain and pain, fragility and fragility, let each other's hearts connect. In every tranquility, there is always a cry of grief hidden; behind every forgiveness, there is always blood spilled on the ground; in every acceptance, there is always a painful loss. This is what lies deep within true harmony.
It's so disgusting to see this... I'm so damn angry... I want to give birth to a child for a scumbag... The Holy Mother is so disgusting
I have a feeling that today's comment section will be more intense than yesterday, so I'll post it first haha, so I can get the priority location!!! I don't know what Mr. Daogu said about how much Yu Shengguang loved Shen Shiyi, so he chose to give birth to the child and marry Shen Mu. But I tried to understand it. First of all, the heroine has low self-esteem and feels that she is no longer worthy of Shin Shi Yi. Secondly, no matter who the father of the child is, even if it is a passerby, she hopes to keep the child because it is her child and the father of the child is the same. It doesn't matter who she is. In the end, since she has decided to give birth to a child, she must give the child a suitable identity. It just so happens that Shen Mu is good at it and likes her, and the heroine does not want Shen Shiyi to be wronged, so after all, she decides to marry Shen Mu. From my understanding, this is roughly what it looks like. Although I have said this and analyzed it clearly, in my shallow knowledge, I still can't agree with the heroine's decision to have a child. Maybe it's like Mr. Ina Gu said, there is no reason for deciding to have a child, it's just a different world view. It seems that my world view is completely different from hers. There is no way, who let me live in a world where abortion is everywhere. So. I don't agree with the heroine's attitude towards this child. In fact, when I started reading this article, I saw someone who was attracted by this beautiful and strong little girl, and then was touched by the relationship between her and Shin Shiyi, and then pursued her. In fact, my original intention in reading the article was to see the male protagonist and the female protagonist go through various ups and downs, and be fooled by various people, but each has the belief to support the other all the way to old age. Then, while the two go through hardships, their relationship becomes deeper and deeper, trusting each other and never leaving. Then, Duang! Mr. Da Gu severely shattered my expectations and made me feel that I was extremely stupid. I really thought that in such a power struggle, such a warm and heart-warming love could exist. Well, it was my pattern Tucson that was broken. After reading this article, the characters in the story have become really unlikable, and I don't know what to do. Because I always feel that what supports me in reading a novel is that I deeply like the protagonist in it, but here, I really can't like anyone. I had sworn before that I was a female advocate. But see now. I can no longer say this sentence. If possible, it would be better if the heroine and Shen Mu go to the south to settle down, the hero gets married, takes concubines and becomes the throne, and then the dynasty continues and ends directly, but in fact this can only be a fantasy. I don't know how many readers have the same feeling as me, like it's stuck in their throats and they can't swallow at all. Therefore, since I now feel disgusted with the female protagonist, hate the male supporting character, and dislike the male protagonist, from a character perspective, I can no longer find the motivation to support my reading, so I decided to start from another angle and find my motivation to read the novel. Apart from the emotional entanglements in it, I still like the conspiracy in it, so. I'd better turn into a staunch fanatic, this is the true feeling of God. In this way, I don't have to favor anyone, I will congratulate whoever wins, and I will be happy if there is a conflicting plot. I can't be more relaxed, and I no longer have to worry about the emotional entanglements in it. I decided to treat this article as a detailed and psychologically described unofficial history from now on. It is still very interesting.
We agreed to update on the 21st. After waiting for so long, we have to keep our word.
Is this a trap?
Is it updated somewhere else? Why can't I see updates?
Didn't you say that updates will resume on the 21st?
Will Wang Jiang be able to update it tomorrow?!
There are still two days left for TT. It's so hard to wait.
It's so rare to come across an author with such good writing skills these days. I really hope the author is still writing.
How can we infer a book from a few sentences or chapters? Today we have entered a new era, where everyone is thoughtful, uses their brains, and often likes to express their opinions. There are still 600,000 words in this article, and we have no way of knowing the outcome of the characters except the author. Confucius always taught us to "be careful when speaking", which means "knowing what you know is what you know, and what you don't know is what you don't know". If you don't know something, say you don't know it. If you know something, say as much as you know. Let's talk about Yuanyuan, I want to say that there are all kinds of love in this world, the love of family, the love of friendship, the love of brothers and sisters, the love of lovers. Human nature is complex, and the interactions between people will produce many kinds of relationships, and many kinds of relationships will extend into many kinds of love. The characters are set by the author at the beginning of the article - Yuan Yuan is a martyr lover, Eleven is a bright and stalwart person, Uncle is sinking into the sea, and Xiao Huang is a perverse and violent person. And character determines destiny. The reason why Yuanyuan is Yuanyuan, not others, is precisely because of her character. This world is not just about right and wrong. People in the world only see what they want to see, and only children can judge their own preferences in terms of good or bad. What kind of feelings does Yuanyuan have towards 11? For a 15-year-old woman, you say she is naive and stupid. Yes, her curiosity about 11, her hazy state of mind, teenage love, is pure and beautiful. Her love for 11 was sublimated by 11's pain of losing her mother, making her realize that even as weak as her, she could still provide support and support to a strong man like Jiaoyang 11. She could be her little girl, and she could be his baby mama. From a female or maternal perspective, Yuanyuan wants to give Eleven the best love. For those who say Yuanyuan is too simple, I would like to say, please add two words, deep&broad. What kind of person will have a pure heart, that is, a deep, broad and simple person like Yuanyuan. It is more blessed to give than to receive. Great love is speechless. This world is utilitarian, but not all love is begging for repayment. Just like when we give birth to a child, are we just asking for her reward? What it means to like someone and love someone is that no matter what good things you see, you want to give them to them. You will feel that they should have all the best things in the world. Whether you are a woman in love or a mother, you will all feel this way. There are many types of love, and the forms of love are equally complex. Striving hard is love, but letting go at the right time is not love. Everyone can have their own choice. She can choose a path that everyone thinks is easy, but it turns out to be a path with heavy burdens. Every move she makes now may bring an unbearable burden to herself or others; but is it really cruel if it is heavy, and is it really beautiful if it is light? Kundera writes: In love poems throughout the ages, women always long to bear the weight of a male body. Therefore, the heaviest burden also becomes the image of the strongest vitality. The heavier the burden, the closer our life is to the earth, and the more real it becomes. On the contrary, when the burden is completely missing, people will become lighter than air, float up, and distance themselves from the earth and life on it. People will only be a semi-real existence, and their existence will become free and meaningless. Yuanyuan is lonely, but there is nothing wrong with loneliness. Mr. Jiang Xun said that what makes loneliness bad is that you are afraid of being alone. Loneliness is different from loneliness. Loneliness does not shine, but loneliness is full. In fact, loneliness is an essential human existence, and there is no distinction between good and bad. Just like lust, lust is also lonely. Plato wrote a fable more than two thousand years ago. Everyone is an incomplete individual split in two. We spend our lives looking for the other half, but we may not always find it. Hearts and hearts can not only be united through harmony, but can blend more deeply through pain. Yuanyuan and 11, pain and pain, fragility and fragility, let each other's hearts connect. In every tranquility, there is always a cry of grief hidden; behind every forgiveness, there is always blood spilled on the ground; in every acceptance, there is always a painful loss. This is what lies deep within true harmony.
It's so disgusting to see this... I'm so damn angry... I want to give birth to a child for a scumbag... The Holy Mother is so disgusting
I have a feeling that today's comment section will be more intense than yesterday, so I'll post it first haha, so I can get the priority location!!! I don't know what Mr. Daogu said about how much Yu Shengguang loved Shen Shiyi, so he chose to give birth to the child and marry Shen Mu. But I tried to understand it. First of all, the heroine has low self-esteem and feels that she is no longer worthy of Shin Shi Yi. Secondly, no matter who the father of the child is, even if it is a passerby, she hopes to keep the child because it is her child and the father of the child is the same. It doesn't matter who she is. In the end, since she has decided to give birth to a child, she must give the child a suitable identity. It just so happens that Shen Mu is good at it and likes her, and the heroine does not want Shen Shiyi to be wronged, so after all, she decides to marry Shen Mu. From my understanding, this is roughly what it looks like. Although I have said this and analyzed it clearly, in my shallow knowledge, I still can't agree with the heroine's decision to have a child. Maybe it's like Mr. Ina Gu said, there is no reason for deciding to have a child, it's just a different world view. It seems that my world view is completely different from hers. There is no way, who let me live in a world where abortion is everywhere. So. I don't agree with the heroine's attitude towards this child. In fact, when I started reading this article, I saw someone who was attracted by this beautiful and strong little girl, and then was touched by the relationship between her and Shin Shiyi, and then pursued her. In fact, my original intention in reading the article was to see the male protagonist and the female protagonist go through various ups and downs, and be fooled by various people, but each has the belief to support the other all the way to old age. Then, while the two go through hardships, their relationship becomes deeper and deeper, trusting each other and never leaving. Then, Duang! Mr. Da Gu severely shattered my expectations and made me feel that I was extremely stupid. I really thought that in such a power struggle, such a warm and heart-warming love could exist. Well, it was my pattern Tucson that was broken. After reading this article, the characters in the story have become really unlikable, and I don't know what to do. Because I always feel that what supports me in reading a novel is that I deeply like the protagonist in it, but here, I really can't like anyone. I had sworn before that I was a female advocate. But see now. I can no longer say this sentence. If possible, it would be better if the heroine and Shen Mu go to the south to settle down, the hero gets married, takes concubines and becomes the throne, and then the dynasty continues and ends directly, but in fact this can only be a fantasy. I don't know how many readers have the same feeling as me, like it's stuck in their throats and they can't swallow at all. Therefore, since I now feel disgusted with the female protagonist, hate the male supporting character, and dislike the male protagonist, from a character perspective, I can no longer find the motivation to support my reading, so I decided to start from another angle and find my motivation to read the novel. Apart from the emotional entanglements in it, I still like the conspiracy in it, so. I'd better turn into a staunch fanatic, this is the true feeling of God. In this way, I don't have to favor anyone, I will congratulate whoever wins, and I will be happy if there is a conflicting plot. I can't be more relaxed, and I no longer have to worry about the emotional entanglements in it. I decided to treat this article as a detailed and psychologically described unofficial history from now on. It is still very interesting.
We agreed to update on the 21st. After waiting for so long, we have to keep our word.
Is this a trap?
Is it updated somewhere else? Why can't I see updates?
Didn't you say that updates will resume on the 21st?
Will Wang Jiang be able to update it tomorrow?!
There are still two days left for TT. It's so hard to wait.