I Am Willing: Burning Silence

How should I put it? Obviously this story can have a plot and a magnificent and ups and downs of writing, but you choose to follow the hazy beauty of dialogue stream, stream of consciousness, abstract style... Isn't it good for us to just tell a plain and ordinary story?

What the hell is that chasing him? It's so heart-breaking. I don't want to read a book with this kind of structure anymore. It's just to torture myself. I want to overthrow everything, let everyone die, as long as Fen Ji stays with Su Su.