"I apologize for calling it a coincidence.
I apologize if there are any errors.
May joy not be angry with me for claiming it as my own.
I hope the deceased will be patient and bear with my fading memory.
I apologize to time for neglecting everything every moment.
I apologize to my old love for treating my new love as my first love.
War in the distance, forgive me for bringing flowers home.
A gaping wound, forgive me for pricking my finger—"
Reader comments
The first person is a bit of a stream of consciousness, and time events are disrupted by emotions. To be honest, I didn't read Proust further, but I saw the beauty of the stream of consciousness in this article, which is both estranged from reality and detached from reality. However, people who study literature may not be aware of their own problems. The world may look different in their eyes. It's difficult for me to empathize but I can understand it. At the same time, I fell in love with the stream of consciousness.
"I don't know what you think. No one can understand what you think. That's the problem. The world in your imagination is ten to eight times the reality. I don't know how you can live in peace with yourself until now. Then you are full of nonsense, truth and lies, and you can change your face faster than you can read a book. No matter what happens, you have your own opinion. I can't keep up with you, and I can't help you to go somewhere else. Until I tell myself It's enough to care about specific things. I don't have the time or interest to worry about your literary imagination. You can't use literary theory to analyze me. I am a real-life person. Why should I be viewed like that? You like me because I conform to your certain fictional imagination. You don't like me because you later find out that I don't actually conform to that imagination. It's not me at all, it's just a projection."
This passage is Guan Yiwen's evaluation of "I". Only through others can we understand the wishful thinking of the first-person subjective consciousness narrative. Beautiful and fragile, I think of Xiao Hong. I remember that Mr. Lu Xun in Xiao Hong's works was full of warmth, but later through the introduction of the Chinese teacher, I realized that Xiao Hong's many uninvited visits had caused a lot of fatigue to Xu Guangping. Maybe her many failed relationships are also related to being too idealistic and self-centered.
Huang Zhuobin is undoubtedly lonely, but Guan Yiwen, as his lover, cannot understand. So why not Yang Cen. He uses this writing method to screen readers, preferring to choose close friends rather than exchange for many superficial friends, and arrogantly chooses loneliness. That's why Huang Zhuobin felt as painful as losing a confidant after Yang Cen's death.
In fact, I often feel this kind of loneliness that is difficult for others to understand. I am a science student, but I am also quite emotional. Sometimes the arbitrary and shallow thinking of people around me can also make me feel frustrated at my inability to communicate.
"The author is dead" is just my opinion.
===== 2020-02-21 22:40 =====
Looking at the comments, some people praised the Hong Kong style of this article and some mentioned that it seemed to be a tribute to the old man Mu Xin. Why no one mentioned the stream of consciousness of this article.
The third line of the article runs through the writing method of stream of consciousness. The old man Yang Cen's "The River Moon Gone" is written in the writing method of stream of consciousness. The plot is like a stream-of-consciousness version of "Red Bean" (Zong Pu), but if it were arranged according to the clues of the stream of consciousness, I think the 300,000 words would be full of interest. The second encounter between Guan and Huang is also full of the feeling of stream of consciousness - when you meet this person, it may only be a moment in the material world, and you want to understand him and his life.
"Now I know that the reason why that moment was interesting was that a person you had only just barely met seemed to suddenly become the object of magnification in the movie lens. In such a broad daylight and completely unexpected occasion, he became the target of your curiosity. It cannot explain an ordinary person. A common person can turn into a potential protagonist in a second. In short, you suddenly change from an indifferent passerby to a hungry seeker of knowledge. Everyone has their own life, but you may not be interested in knowing it, but once you are interested and want to know more, this person is no longer one of them.
So why is he here again? On Puwan Road, at the bus stop in front of K University, this is where I met Guan Yiwen in early September. He doesn't work here or go to school here. Now here he is talking to another person. Who is she to him? All these are as inexplicable as a man's unconditional patience. I really wanted to try to guess the outline of their lives and understand these people who met by chance from the perspective of this minute, as if this was a novel and I was a careful and conscientious reader - I must have thought at the time, this idea must have flashed through my mind at the time - if this was a stream of consciousness novel, then this minute could be magnified into a person's entire life. I must have thought this way in a crazy way. I'm really crazy about stream-of-consciousness novels. "
===== 2020-02-21 22:49 =====
I like this view of the stream of consciousness in the article. The excerpt is as follows:
"It's because - it's because the world is different," she said. "World War I. The development of technology, especially the development of various media. People suddenly realized that the previous expressions could no longer accurately describe life now. My consciousness is that the stream of consciousness can also be a stream of consciousness. It's a kind of realism, isn't it? Just like when I'm walking on the school road, I look at the passers-by and the trees, and I think about things in the past, today, and the future. These thoughts appear randomly and do not follow the order of time or geographical direction, so the stream of consciousness is not necessarily less real than realism."
Stream of consciousness is a reality in which what you see, hear, and think does not have to be arranged in a rigid order of time and space. This is the beauty of stream of consciousness. It's like when I was typing this paragraph, I was thinking that I would like to read Woolf's works after the college entrance examination is over. I'm really crazy about stream-of-consciousness novels.
The prototype of K University is the University of Hong Kong?
The first person is a bit of a stream of consciousness, and time events are disrupted by emotions. To be honest, I didn't read Proust further, but I saw the beauty of the stream of consciousness in this article, which is both estranged from reality and detached from reality. However, people who study literature may not be aware of their own problems. The world may look different in their eyes. It's difficult for me to empathize but I can understand it. At the same time, I fell in love with the stream of consciousness. "I don't know what you think. No one can understand what you think. That's the problem. The world in your imagination is ten to eight times the reality. I don't know how you can live in peace with yourself until now. Then you are full of nonsense, truth and lies, and you can change your face faster than you can read a book. No matter what happens, you have your own opinion. I can't keep up with you, and I can't help you to go somewhere else. Until I tell myself It's enough to care about specific things. I don't have the time or interest to worry about your literary imagination. You can't use literary theory to analyze me. I am a real-life person. Why should I be viewed like that? You like me because I conform to your certain fictional imagination. You don't like me because you later find out that I don't actually conform to that imagination. It's not me at all, it's just a projection." This passage is Guan Yiwen's evaluation of "I". Only through others can we understand the wishful thinking of the first-person subjective consciousness narrative. Beautiful and fragile, I think of Xiao Hong. I remember that Mr. Lu Xun in Xiao Hong's works was full of warmth, but later through the introduction of the Chinese teacher, I realized that Xiao Hong's many uninvited visits had caused a lot of fatigue to Xu Guangping. Maybe her many failed relationships are also related to being too idealistic and self-centered. Huang Zhuobin is undoubtedly lonely, but Guan Yiwen, as his lover, cannot understand. So why not Yang Cen. He uses this writing method to screen readers, preferring to choose close friends rather than exchange for many superficial friends, and arrogantly chooses loneliness. That's why Huang Zhuobin felt as painful as losing a confidant after Yang Cen's death. In fact, I often feel this kind of loneliness that is difficult for others to understand. I am a science student, but I am also quite emotional. Sometimes the arbitrary and shallow thinking of people around me can also make me feel frustrated at my inability to communicate. "The author is dead" is just my opinion. ===== 2020-02-21 22:40 ===== Looking at the comments, some people praised the Hong Kong style of this article and some mentioned that it seemed to be a tribute to the old man Mu Xin. Why no one mentioned the stream of consciousness of this article. The third line of the article runs through the writing method of stream of consciousness. The old man Yang Cen's "The River Moon Gone" is written in the writing method of stream of consciousness. The plot is like a stream-of-consciousness version of "Red Bean" (Zong Pu), but if it were arranged according to the clues of the stream of consciousness, I think the 300,000 words would be full of interest. The second encounter between Guan and Huang is also full of the feeling of stream of consciousness - when you meet this person, it may only be a moment in the material world, and you want to understand him and his life. "Now I know that the reason why that moment was interesting was that a person you had only just barely met seemed to suddenly become the object of magnification in the movie lens. In such a broad daylight and completely unexpected occasion, he became the target of your curiosity. It cannot explain an ordinary person. A common person can turn into a potential protagonist in a second. In short, you suddenly change from an indifferent passerby to a hungry seeker of knowledge. Everyone has their own life, but you may not be interested in knowing it, but once you are interested and want to know more, this person is no longer one of them. So why is he here again? On Puwan Road, at the bus stop in front of K University, this is where I met Guan Yiwen in early September. He doesn't work here or go to school here. Now here he is talking to another person. Who is she to him? All these are as inexplicable as a man's unconditional patience. I really wanted to try to guess the outline of their lives and understand these people who met by chance from the perspective of this minute, as if this was a novel and I was a careful and conscientious reader - I must have thought at the time, this idea must have flashed through my mind at the time - if this was a stream of consciousness novel, then this minute could be magnified into a person's entire life. I must have thought this way in a crazy way. I'm really crazy about stream-of-consciousness novels. " ===== 2020-02-21 22:49 ===== I like this view of the stream of consciousness in the article. The excerpt is as follows: "It's because - it's because the world is different," she said. "World War I. The development of technology, especially the development of various media. People suddenly realized that the previous expressions could no longer accurately describe life now. My consciousness is that the stream of consciousness can also be a stream of consciousness. It's a kind of realism, isn't it? Just like when I'm walking on the school road, I look at the passers-by and the trees, and I think about things in the past, today, and the future. These thoughts appear randomly and do not follow the order of time or geographical direction, so the stream of consciousness is not necessarily less real than realism." Stream of consciousness is a reality in which what you see, hear, and think does not have to be arranged in a rigid order of time and space. This is the beauty of stream of consciousness. It's like when I was typing this paragraph, I was thinking that I would like to read Woolf's works after the college entrance examination is over. I'm really crazy about stream-of-consciousness novels.
The prototype of K University is the University of Hong Kong?
Hope they will have a good ending
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