A Thousand Autumns in One Year: A Empress's Journal

It's a bit unbearable. . . So I skipped to the last 2 chapters to read... Haha, maybe I'm physically and mentally exhausted recently and can't stand the abuse. . . . Fang Hua suddenly disappeared, which gave me a very bad feeling. . . ╮(╯▽╰)╭No matter what, when people who love each other are together, there will always be joys and sorrows.

Fang Hua tells stories in the dim light, Fang Hua eats wontons in the alley at night, and Fang Hua jokingly chases Yuzhu among the flowers. Fang Hua, the playful and smiling face, Fang Hua as gentle as jade, Fang Hua, Fang Hua, his shadow is filled with a jar of memories, accompanied by the distant youth time, which is both mysterious and kind. It seems that he is no longer a person, but the most wonderful old childhood dream. The traces are both nostalgic and tempting to pursue. The girl chased her all the way and searched all the way. After going through wind and rain, I still don't know if the original intention was the original intention, but the beautiful memories suddenly jumped out, and she tore herself into pieces in front of the old acquaintance. The pieces were beyond recognition and ugly... I don't know if Yuzhu's memories were also broken together, but I don't know what was also broken in my heart... Fang Hua left Yuzhu a dream, why didn't he leave me a dream? Until now, Fang Hua, who was eating wontons under the shadow of the lamp, was still gentle, but the film was broken on the ground and could no longer be picked up. It is said that it is better to stay together than to stay together. This is indeed the case in the world. Passing by may still leave perfect thoughts, but the human heart is unwilling to settle down and still wants to relive the old dream. The warmth in the dream is too attractive. It is not until it is really destroyed in front of me that I completely give up. It is really pitiful... The heart is too powerful. For it, it can make others happy and hurt others. When it is powerful, it can even destroy itself without caring. Thank you Tang Da for telling me such a story. I have been following it intermittently for about 2 years, and finally it has come to an end. At first, my heart was full of Yuzhu and Minghao, but now I only remember Fang Hua. Yuzhu found his home at the last moment, but I was a little confused. Is it really the dead who are the most important? (Laugh)

This book was written more than ten years ago, but today I discovered it by chance. At first I thought the text was cumbersome and incomprehensible, and the plot was vague, but later I gradually fell in love with these self-narrative words. Very special. It seemed as if I could see Yuzhu lazily writing an essay with his feet up. In fact, I like Ming Yue (Fang Hua's skin version) very much, but it's a pity in the end. If Fang Hua did not replace Ming Yue but accompanied Yu Zhu, they should be together... After going around and around, I realized that what I want is just one heart. But I also have a doubt, aren't Minghao and Yuzhu the same father and mother...?

Deliberately stacked words, deliberately vague descriptions, and deliberately created atmosphere. Just like my son tried to use more idioms and deliberately used various writing techniques when writing essays, there is deliberateness everywhere. Not good…

If Fang Hua didn't love deeply, maybe he would be another successful emperor. The emperor only cares about success, not family background. Fang Hua, his defeat was due to the kindness in his heart. What a pity, Fang Hua...

Oh, forgot to rate!!!

It has been a year since I finished this article. When I just finished it, I was just like Mos, always immersed in the ending... The truth of the story is sad. Yuzhu, so free and easy-going, kind and gentle, must be a strange woman in this world... Who would have expected that Fang Hua, who made such a woman, is so... Extremely good and... Extremely evil. The contradictions in human nature often make people want to shed tears, but Yuzhu should be the last bit of kindness left by Fang Hua in this world. It's really like hell and heaven in a blink of an eye. Fang Hua in the story intensified and burned his life in obsession. What should Fang Hua do in reality? If I were Yuzhu, how should I help Fang Hua? Every time after reviewing this essay, I always make some assumptions like this. I always feel that it is rare to encounter a good article, and simply reading it is not enough. I always wonder, what would have happened if Yuzhu had learned of Fang Hua's plan early? Of course, just thinking about it, the story is a foregone conclusion, and we can only accept it this way. Although there is nothing we can do to change this outcome, there is still a lot we can do in this world. Like myself, although I cannot become a jade bead, I still hope that I can have a soul like a jade bead. Even if Fang Hua is not around, I still hope to fulfill Fang Hua's original intention and strive to be a good person. No matter how bad it is, I will be a person close to the good person, haha.

… Uh,,, it feels like Conan

I'm absolutely blown away, I'm convinced, and I won't watch thrillers again in the future. It's just that I love Fanny's words so much that I could spend half my life pondering them. The only regret is that it always feels a little more bleak and a little less joyful. Even though the words are obviously happy, when I think about it, I clearly feel helpless. It's easy to be a bad person, it's easy to be a good person, but it's difficult to be a bad person if you have to be sentimental. What is it that confuses our eyes?

How could it be like this?