
I Have Something to Say
孤有话说
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- Completed
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- 344k Words
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- Danmei (BL)
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- 2mo ago
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- JJWXC
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Explore more →Emperor-Gong Worldbuilding
I really enjoy domineering, patriarchal seme characters (the opinions below are entirely subjective. If you disagree, don’t argue with me, and no spoilers in my comments).
Top-Dom Protagonists, Trying to Keep Things Fair
I stick to pure romance with one couple, and no love-triangle chaos, one-sided crushes, or multi-person ambiguity! I don't read dark, obsessive, possessive types. I'm an ultimate sweet-romance fan. Dog-training fiction is a hard no for me.
Strong Seme Leads and Mutual Devotion
A fan of old-school, patriarchal tastes and top-perspective stories. Mutual devotion, with strong, compelling tops. I’m character-focused and mainly recommend plot-driven stories with two equally powerful leads and plenty of catharsis.
The Romance Is Intense
The writing may or may not be great, but the romance is definitely well done. Includes BL and BG.
Handsome Bottoms, Mary Sue Bottoms, and Villainous Bottoms, Mostly Top-Protagonist Stories
No guarantee they’re all charming and handsome... Still sorting through them.
Favorite Sweet Stories: Top-Focused and Bottom-Focused, with Mutual Love and Pampering
As the title says, I mostly list sweet stories I like, though I'll add other favorites too. There are stories with both top and bottom protagonists. I like couples who dote on each other. No stories catering to top- or bottom-stans, and no fujoshi.
Top-Protagonist Stories CP Fans Can Enjoy Too: Mostly Mutual Pampering
My tastes change at every stage, but I'm a character fan and a shipper. These are all stories I can ship, and most feature mutual pampering. I'm not too particular about roles.
Love Is the Only Thing
For my own use. I usually read dumb stories... I only read stories with a top as the main character and mutual pampering. I’m a top fan, so I don’t read stories where the top is weak in bed or a horny sex fiend. (Very subjective. When I’m into the top, I can put up with a lot.)
A Personal Guide to Top-Led Stories
Since I mainly read top-protagonist stories, this list is all top-protagonist stories. Personal preferences: couples who are deeply, deeply in love > top- or bottom-focused stories > equally strong couples. Maybe what I love most is melodrama.
Stories from the Emperor's Point of View
Emperor enthusiast and protagonist enthusiast. The emperor is the dominant partner. Most are top-protagonist or no-CP stories; the few with bottom protagonists feature strong personalities too. There are romance, world-building, and conquest stories.
Completed Danmei
Original fiction.
Great Ancient Fiction Collection
As the title says: jianghu and court politics
Completed Stories with Fewer Than 50,000 Favorites
Both BL and BG, I’ll read anything, really. For romance, I lean toward historical Chinese settings, palace and household intrigue, imperial examinations, and that sort of thing, but they’re not always from the female lead’s perspective. Danmei is even more varied.
When the Stars Shine Bright
I love vibrant life, and the way it transforms the world.
I've Read These
The vast majority are historical danmei.
Good Top-Pov BL I've Read, Part 1
I only like watching two hopeless romantics chew each other up. Gong stans and shou stans will both get wrecked if they come in.
2025 Reads
Keeping track of the books I read in 2025
Ancient Setting, Top POV
Just what it says on the tin
Male Protagonist in a BL Romance
Ones I’ve read and enjoyed.
A Omnivorous Shark's 2025 Reading List
Books from 2025.
Great Reads
Good reads
Historical Danmei
A collection of books I've finished. The authors may have some drama, but at least the books I've included don't have any major red flags. I'm a devoted shipper and clueless about political scheming.
Completed Stories with Top Leads
I’ve been reading for years and I’m very picky. These are all stories with a top protagonist. Some old stories are tagged as bottom-focused by default, but the protagonist is actually the top. I’m not picky about tops or bottoms; I care about the plot, with a slight preference for stories focused on the protagonist.
Charming Yet Trashy Tops [Strong, Trashy Tops I Once Loved]
Trash leads, self-indulgent leads, domineering leads, controlling leads, and some handsome-and-strong leads I read a very, very long time ago
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Please leave a comment if you like it. The two protagonists seem to be people from two different worlds, but in fact they are mirrors of each other, and they are the same kind of people. Fu Tinghuan's father used him and his mother as tools and killed his mother, and Xiao Jianshen's family is actually the same, but one succeeded and the other failed. One needs to kill his own father, and the other's own father can solve himself on his own. One has experienced the suffering in the world and thus holds hope, while the other has witnessed the suffering in the world and turned its reliance on force instead of relying on itself. Of course, experiencing suffering personally and witnessing suffering are still two different things. There is a subtle layer between them. Just like experiencing the cruelty of war in person and watching documentaries and seeing how war harms people, the two are painful. Although they are not comparable, one can indeed feel the difference between the two. The former will definitely and inevitably have a very serious impact on his life and character shaping, becoming an indelible scar in their lives, but the latter may not necessarily. After all, the former is a lifelong matter, and the latter may not necessarily be broken. This subtle difference is probably due to their personalities, which are different but lead to the same goal. The only difference that can be called is that one witnessed the fear of love and the other witnessed the opposite indifference of love. In fact, both of them feel that they are very affectionate, but at the same time this is also relative, so they will be very affectionate towards the things they care about. After all, the affection of a thin lover is just that little, and the affection that can move a thin lover will definitely be entangled with it for a lifetime. Although Prince Xiao really wants his parents to get back together and see his father, he is actually not too obsessed with this matter. Compared with the people he wants to do and retain, it is very obvious. As for Fu Meiren, he has no specific fear of death. He can actually give up his life very easily. On the contrary, it shows that there are not many things in this world that he misses. He and the prince are the same kind of people, both of them can burn themselves for their ideals, but he is very afraid of love. Death is the easiest thing for him. Those things that cannot be realized by oneself are actually realized and obtained through the other party. For Fu Tinghuan, Xiao Jianshen is the kind of person he wants to be, and Xiao Jianshen gets vivid emotions and six desires from Fu Tinghuan. Although the author clearly states that being affectionate and being useful are two different things in the book, no matter how useful a ruthless person is, he is still a robot, something that humans do not want and reject. In other words, such a person cannot understand human needs and cannot achieve the good wishes of being human-centered. Therefore, the perfect state is to have both. This kind of love cannot be discussed, and a beautiful woman is indispensable. The book has a very contemporary feel about governance and struggle, but the advantage is that the treatment is very refreshing, so it is generally like watching a cool movie. You can have fun without thinking, and it can meet the label of "funny". Considering the time when it was written, the pacing is still a bit rough, but it is an early novel, so this shortcoming is harmless. Although there are many scenes in the book where Fu Meiren is jealous and temperamental, in some places His Highness Xiao is extremely controlling, possessive and possessive of Fu Meiren. It's just that he is better than Fu Meiren in making it invisible to others. Well, they are a cute little couple. Finally, thank you to the author for writing this book. I was very happy to read it.
When will chyq write another book like this... What I have to say is so perfect...
Finished spreading flowers! ! ! This is my third or fourth time reading, and this article is perfect and has shaped my taste in attack and suffering to some extent. Xiao Jianshen's ability to control the field with ease is so good, and precisely because he has always been calm in the past, his trembling when facing feelings is particularly touching. His majesty's sometimes dry humor and lucky S setting are also very cute. He is both an emperor and a prodigal son, and his combat power is at the top of his game, which is very reassuring. Fu Tinghuan influenced my appreciation of Shou's character. After reading it, I completely fell in love with this beautiful Shou who dared to love, hate and was ruthless. And although this article is both handsome and beautiful, the description of the poster is very upright. The personality of the poster is completely that of a generational tycoon who "would rather teach me to let the world down" hahh, he is so handsome! So Xiao Jianshen The first part of this article was particularly joyful. It was a true record of a chicken-and-duck talk. The prince was tired but he didn't say anything. Fu Tinghuan misunderstood that Xiao Jianshen was interested in her, so she fell deeper and deeper into love with Xiao Jianshen first. She snatched the marriage and became the prince's concubine. The prince was shocked hahaha. The erratic dialogue between the two is very interesting! The style of the next chapter is full of martial arts flavor (nonsense, this is a martial arts novel). The love and hatred of the ancestors in the past slowly unfold like a picture scroll, and the revenge should be repaid and the favor should be repaid. In the ending, Fu Tinghuan killed his father, and Xiao Jianshen's uncle was also hacked to death in front of Tian Lei. Both of them wanted to kill the people connected to them by blood. The design of this scene is also very interesting. Both of them have to face the ugliness and darkness of their blood relatives and destroy them. In addition, I particularly like the description of Fu Tinghuan's tangled state of mind. He realizes that he has fallen deeply in love with Xiao Jianshen, but he suffers because he does not want to be a person who is imprisoned by emotions like his mother. He seems to be caught in the curse of fate. In order not to fall into the emotional swamp, he had the intention to kill Xiao Jianshen several times, but his love for Xiao Jianshen prevented him from doing so. In the end, the poster also broke free from the curse of the inner demon. In addition, the several plots in the article where the two "fall in love and kill each other" are also very interesting. (Although the scale is not large, His Majesty's lucky S exerted his strength and easily broke the BE ending to hhh) For example, the poster gave His Majesty a sword on the chest in order to grab the book, and Xiao Fu would also be worried because he doubted the other's love for him. But overall they are still a very sweet fairy couple. What impressed me most are: His Majesty played with the red threads wrapped around his and the poster's fingers without hesitation in front of everyone in the martial arts world, told the story that he and the poster had to tell in major teahouses in the south of the Yangtze River, and was interrupted several times when the poster wanted to perform the courtesy of Zhou Gong... They were all very happy! They both lamented that Fu Xiao was such a perfect match. Even if Xiao Jianshen thought that Fu Tinghuan had betrayed him, he would not hurt Fu Tinghuan. Fu Tinghuan was willing to "see death as if he were home" for the sake of his lover. You love him so much and you love him so much... A perfect pair, I admire it [Cat Head] Every time I reread this article, I feel very happy and relaxed. When I am stressed, I reread the story of His Majesty the original poster. I feel much younger orz. It's a pity that this article is one of the most in Yi Qing that doesn't have extra chapters. I really want to see Shen Tinghuan's daily life after her wedding... Xiao Jian Shen Fu Tinghuan 99!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how can there be no extras!
It was actually from 2015... I really miss it. I have read this book many times.
It's so old that it's impossible to find it, and there are no extras, but it's flaws are not covered up, the characters are good, and the language is humorous. OK.
Why do I need to transform hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I still really like this book after reading it now, mainly because the characters are so great!
It's too outrageous. All the articles I bought but didn't read suddenly had a subscription rate of 97%. I just bought them all and spent 20 coins to subscribe. If I checked them all, I spent 30 coins to lock them in. Is Jinjiang built on bugs?
Rereading it again, I still really like Gu Youyousheng. Although there are emotional twists and turns, love itself does not require so much care.