A secret crush is a low-grade fever that lingers. I've always been careful to keep it at the same temperature, deeply immersed in it and unable to escape. I keep wondering whether everything I've done and thought for him all these years is just my own affected, half-hearted sentimentality. It's as if I've fallen into a jungle, and all I can do is use every moment I can grasp for the sake of one person, one thing.
Zhang Qiling.
My long-lasting fever had no cure at all.
Though I hated how it wouldn't go away, I was deeply drawn to him. From that moment on, I knew that my salvation lay in seeing him again and telling him I loved him.
I spent all my time searching for my salvation, for my light.
+++++++++I think I've found it. - Wu Xie
I have to admit, I don't like the feeling of being stuck there.
It's just like being in Shawshank prison, in Maine, where they don't have the death penalty. All they have is life imprisonment. They use the cruelest punishment of all: they let you become institutionalized in prison, then, when you're old and worn out, they let you go. So many prisoners do everything they can to get back into prison afterward. They've lost their freedom completely.
But there are still a very few who yearn for freedom, for spring, for hope.
They will do their best to face every hardship and every struggle life throws at them.
Because they still have so much.
Hope, freedom, and the light that symbolizes an unbreakable faith.
I think that after experiencing the ultimate prison, I've found my own light. My own salvation.
- Zhang Qiling
"What I hope I can give you is the life of an ordinary person, a normal person. A life where we can spend Spring Festival, the Lantern Festival, and National Day together."
"We'll worry about how much the shop earns, be frustrated when our holidays aren't long enough to travel, and chat casually about the most ordinary things in life. We won't have to shut ourselves off from the world."
"I hope I can give you what we think of as a Happy Ending."
"What's important is making the most of this life. Besides, you'll still love me in the next one anyway."
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Re-edited the article. The author is really thoughtful and the writing is very good. I like the author's writing very much. I can be considered a new writer, and I understand the feeling of writing without telling my parents. Because I also turn on a small light at night, and then lie under the quilt to write manuscripts (although I am still naked after writing the manuscript) or secretly hide my mobile phone to code. I also know how difficult it is to update phones and tablets. But the author did a really good job.
In fact, when I wrote the fanfic, I just wanted to give them their own ending. When the article was first published, I would secretly check the comment area every time it was updated. I was really happy every time the number of clicks, collections or comments increased. It's an inexplicable sense of satisfaction. Although neither my classmates nor my parents were very supportive of me, saying, "You can write whatever you can, you are so blind." I was really angry at the time. Later, I joined the tribe and found many writers like me. I joined a group and started doing writing tasks. I have really experienced a lot of worldliness in the Internet industry, and I have seen a lot of things clearly. But the faith of rice and "Tomb Raiders" in youth will never change.
Finally... Please add me as the author. Regarding the pen pal thing... My handwriting is rather ugly...(Covering face and running away)
I finally finished watching it. It's really high quality. Come on.
Author, are you also from Jilin? Are you in your thirties?
My eyes are filled with mountains and rivers, and my thoughts are far away.
Falling flowers, wind and rain hurt spring even more.
It is better to take pity on the person in front of you.
Actually, I don't fully understand it... Does it mean that Tianzhen is the reincarnation of Qi Yu? But how do they know? Can the Ultimate still possess people? In addition, I am the protagonist, so I can't accept that Tianzhen is someone else, and I can't accept that my brother loves Qi Yu. Thanks
Dada, your writing is great, I will always support you Dada. Dad, can this article be reprinted on Pingxieba? I will keep all the information of Dad. It is definitely not a pirated article. If it is inconvenient, then forget it. Mwah.
Jilin Snow Mountain, please help me say "Happy and healthy".
Finished with flowers (^_^)
The author writes well, keep up the good work
Success and fame are achieved, and the ending is finally approaching (Spread flowers, scatter flowers) ~
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Re-edited the article. The author is really thoughtful and the writing is very good. I like the author's writing very much. I can be considered a new writer, and I understand the feeling of writing without telling my parents. Because I also turn on a small light at night, and then lie under the quilt to write manuscripts (although I am still naked after writing the manuscript) or secretly hide my mobile phone to code. I also know how difficult it is to update phones and tablets. But the author did a really good job. In fact, when I wrote the fanfic, I just wanted to give them their own ending. When the article was first published, I would secretly check the comment area every time it was updated. I was really happy every time the number of clicks, collections or comments increased. It's an inexplicable sense of satisfaction. Although neither my classmates nor my parents were very supportive of me, saying, "You can write whatever you can, you are so blind." I was really angry at the time. Later, I joined the tribe and found many writers like me. I joined a group and started doing writing tasks. I have really experienced a lot of worldliness in the Internet industry, and I have seen a lot of things clearly. But the faith of rice and "Tomb Raiders" in youth will never change. Finally... Please add me as the author. Regarding the pen pal thing... My handwriting is rather ugly...(Covering face and running away)
I finally finished watching it. It's really high quality. Come on.
Author, are you also from Jilin? Are you in your thirties?
My eyes are filled with mountains and rivers, and my thoughts are far away. Falling flowers, wind and rain hurt spring even more. It is better to take pity on the person in front of you.
Actually, I don't fully understand it... Does it mean that Tianzhen is the reincarnation of Qi Yu? But how do they know? Can the Ultimate still possess people? In addition, I am the protagonist, so I can't accept that Tianzhen is someone else, and I can't accept that my brother loves Qi Yu. Thanks
Dada, your writing is great, I will always support you Dada. Dad, can this article be reprinted on Pingxieba? I will keep all the information of Dad. It is definitely not a pirated article. If it is inconvenient, then forget it. Mwah.
Jilin Snow Mountain, please help me say "Happy and healthy".
Finished with flowers (^_^)
The author writes well, keep up the good work
Success and fame are achieved, and the ending is finally approaching (Spread flowers, scatter flowers) ~