How Could I Ever Find Peace in This Life?

A few days ago, while rummaging through some boxes, I found the USB drive I had in college. There was a short romance story on it. Back then, my roommate and I both loved wuxia and xianxia novels. We once excitedly planned to submit stories to our favorite magazine, one each. I would write xianxia, and she would write wuxia. But... well, we both ended up wasting our time on games. I wrote a few thousand words and abandoned mine, and my roommate was even lazier: she never even started writing... Now I've stumbled across this text, full of girlish daydreams. Sigh, it's left me feeling a little sentimental. I filled in an ending and tried submitting it to a magazine, as a way to bring that old dream to a close. Naturally, it was rejected. Scratches head. To be honest, I don't even know what magazines publish these days. I haven't read one in ages. It's been sitting on my computer for a few days. After thinking it over, I decided to post it and let everyone see the innocent girlish dreams I once had. Covers face shyly. Theme: