This story is just something I wrote to vent when I was feeling awful. It has no brains, no limits, and no logic. If you don't like it, don't flame me.
------Fangirling is destined to be a lonely journey. Along the way, what you gain and what you lose, only you know.
------The distance between a fan and an idol is destined to be the cruelest distance in the world, because all your devotion and admiration are but a drop in the ocean to him.
------Perhaps many years from now, if I still haven't forgotten them, I'll hear that familiar melody, The Last Greeting, again and shed a couple of crocodile tears.
------One last thing: goodbye, Kwon Ji Yong.
Theme:
Even if you like me, you will be loved to the point of being sad
Ever since there were pictures and the truth of that day, I understood. I had always thought that those scandals and that person were not true, but reality gave me a big slap. Then I left, and I also learned about gd in Jinjiangwen. Just like you said, the feeling of a belief that I had held on to for a long time suddenly collapsed. During that time, I was very depressed. I was unwilling to speak, couldn't eat, and wanted to vomit all the time. I felt that he was really hateful. When my friends said his name, I felt extremely uncomfortable. And now, after hearing that they are back, most of my friends are talking about them, and I am committing suicide again today! Opening that webpage and opening those pictures, I looked at them carefully again, and then, I laughed. Now, I suddenly feel like I don't care anymore, we are just strangers! Looking at them now, they just want to be happy. I admire G-Dragon very much, but, fortunately, I can only say that the person I love most is not him. (Even at that time) G-Dragon is just an ido whose name I just happen to know. Ahhh, I hate him all the time this year, haha! I told my friend that even if he is the ido I like, sometimes I cannot agree with what he does, such as that K! As a matter of principle, I'm Chinese, so I don't mind having a bad private life with that kind of woman, but I can't stand someone who doesn't even have principles. He didn't understand, I just wanted to understand, so I changed my mind! . . .
Hey, last greetings
I just watched silently without saying anything (￣▽￣),, (╯▽╰)
I feel that the author has spoken out my heart. Although I am not a true fan, I still keep up to date with the latest developments and go to watch videos. To be honest, it was only after I read Jinjiang fanfic last year that I became interested in it. I want to understand and pay attention to it. I feel that Quan is very charming. Different times give people different feelings. It feels very new to me who has never been Korean. Xian, I'm the kind of person who wants to do something when I think of it but can't persist for a few days. Sure enough, I liked Taeyang for a while, and then became Mr. Quan. Actually, if I think about it carefully, I'm okay with it, but I don't know why the more I know, the less satisfied I am. I don't want to have a rumored girlfriend, and I don't like having an ambiguous partner. Sure enough, people are shameless enough.
Enthusiasm will eventually cool down.
For Big Bang and Quan Zhilong. . . My mood is much the same as the author's. . . I am actually a very rational person, and I feel powerless towards him as he is now. I still admire him very much now, but maybe it won't be the same as before. . . . To put it bluntly, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of there being too much news about water meters. I'm tired of his indifference. I'm tired of his indifference to Chinese fans. . . I will still like him, but I have also changed
Looking at it now, I already feel stupid. It has only been a few days. Haha, I came back from Shanghai and my mood has changed a lot. I have rewritten the postscript and will post it when I get home on Friday. After comparing the two articles, I have to sigh, if I don't go to Shanghai this time, can I still untie this knot?
Very similar, everyone! It didn't take long to start liking this person, but I felt like I had liked him for a long time, and I couldn't help but defend him, even though many things had happened a long time ago. Some time ago, I really wanted to write a paragraph to him, but after I finished it, I tore it up. I didn't know what I was doing. The last sentence was (try to be happy, no matter who it is, as long as it is someone you think can be happy, even if you shed tears, you will bless it.) But, in the end, I am still not as broad as I imagined! I also started to like Korean entertainment movies. Thinking about it this way, the G-Dragon we like is actually not GD! I thought that even if it was made public, it would not be so quick. The result is that we are all too self-righteous. In fact, we are nothing. I really want to cry, just like how I felt when I listened to Day by Day for the first time, so I will still continue to love BIGBANG, but boy say goodbye! The love you will have in the future will no longer be the love you have now.
I think what he said is really good. Why should fans always support him without any complaints? Since he chose to be a Japanese son-in-law, why can't I, the CVIP, complain? There are so many fans saying that he hasn't admitted it yet and there are so many BLXs. Haha, is this BLX? After all this time and so much evidence, do you still want to lie? It doesn't matter, idols fall in love and get married, but why don't fans know who the partner is? ! He chose such a woman with a messy private life, bad character, and humiliating TC, and he still wants our blessings. Haha, it can't be done. People are divided into groups. It seems that we really don't understand him. We are too far away to know anything. It doesn't matter, I am still a CVIP, but a CVIP who gives enthusiasm to the other four. Just think that I fell in love with a scumbag when I was in the second grade of secondary school.
Hey! Do I just want to say that I am glad that I am not in too deep? We fans are just like Lan Jiang said to idols! Sad for him, sad for him! Is it worth it? He is the most beautiful scenery, vision and belief among all VIPs! To him, fans are just [VIP] strangers who like him! -0-Can I say; I have two male gods in my life, but one male god! I have another one! I don't count as a VIP, I only count as a half-VIP, because I am an eel and I am also a VIP! The reason why I fall in love with them is that I like their sunshine-like and warm smiles that come from the heart [PS I was attracted to fans because of their smiles] and their behavior and personality! As an eel, I have a longer life than a VIP, and I only got to know GD in the past few months! Eel is 3 years old! It's normal for the two of them to fall in love, they just don't like to cheat! No one likes you and the person you like lies to you! Why...
Even if you like me, you will be loved to the point of being sad
Ever since there were pictures and the truth of that day, I understood. I had always thought that those scandals and that person were not true, but reality gave me a big slap. Then I left, and I also learned about gd in Jinjiangwen. Just like you said, the feeling of a belief that I had held on to for a long time suddenly collapsed. During that time, I was very depressed. I was unwilling to speak, couldn't eat, and wanted to vomit all the time. I felt that he was really hateful. When my friends said his name, I felt extremely uncomfortable. And now, after hearing that they are back, most of my friends are talking about them, and I am committing suicide again today! Opening that webpage and opening those pictures, I looked at them carefully again, and then, I laughed. Now, I suddenly feel like I don't care anymore, we are just strangers! Looking at them now, they just want to be happy. I admire G-Dragon very much, but, fortunately, I can only say that the person I love most is not him. (Even at that time) G-Dragon is just an ido whose name I just happen to know. Ahhh, I hate him all the time this year, haha! I told my friend that even if he is the ido I like, sometimes I cannot agree with what he does, such as that K! As a matter of principle, I'm Chinese, so I don't mind having a bad private life with that kind of woman, but I can't stand someone who doesn't even have principles. He didn't understand, I just wanted to understand, so I changed my mind! . . .
Hey, last greetings I just watched silently without saying anything (￣▽￣),, (╯▽╰)
I feel that the author has spoken out my heart. Although I am not a true fan, I still keep up to date with the latest developments and go to watch videos. To be honest, it was only after I read Jinjiang fanfic last year that I became interested in it. I want to understand and pay attention to it. I feel that Quan is very charming. Different times give people different feelings. It feels very new to me who has never been Korean. Xian, I'm the kind of person who wants to do something when I think of it but can't persist for a few days. Sure enough, I liked Taeyang for a while, and then became Mr. Quan. Actually, if I think about it carefully, I'm okay with it, but I don't know why the more I know, the less satisfied I am. I don't want to have a rumored girlfriend, and I don't like having an ambiguous partner. Sure enough, people are shameless enough.
Enthusiasm will eventually cool down.
For Big Bang and Quan Zhilong. . . My mood is much the same as the author's. . . I am actually a very rational person, and I feel powerless towards him as he is now. I still admire him very much now, but maybe it won't be the same as before. . . . To put it bluntly, I'm tired of it. I'm tired of there being too much news about water meters. I'm tired of his indifference. I'm tired of his indifference to Chinese fans. . . I will still like him, but I have also changed
Looking at it now, I already feel stupid. It has only been a few days. Haha, I came back from Shanghai and my mood has changed a lot. I have rewritten the postscript and will post it when I get home on Friday. After comparing the two articles, I have to sigh, if I don't go to Shanghai this time, can I still untie this knot?
Very similar, everyone! It didn't take long to start liking this person, but I felt like I had liked him for a long time, and I couldn't help but defend him, even though many things had happened a long time ago. Some time ago, I really wanted to write a paragraph to him, but after I finished it, I tore it up. I didn't know what I was doing. The last sentence was (try to be happy, no matter who it is, as long as it is someone you think can be happy, even if you shed tears, you will bless it.) But, in the end, I am still not as broad as I imagined! I also started to like Korean entertainment movies. Thinking about it this way, the G-Dragon we like is actually not GD! I thought that even if it was made public, it would not be so quick. The result is that we are all too self-righteous. In fact, we are nothing. I really want to cry, just like how I felt when I listened to Day by Day for the first time, so I will still continue to love BIGBANG, but boy say goodbye! The love you will have in the future will no longer be the love you have now.
I think what he said is really good. Why should fans always support him without any complaints? Since he chose to be a Japanese son-in-law, why can't I, the CVIP, complain? There are so many fans saying that he hasn't admitted it yet and there are so many BLXs. Haha, is this BLX? After all this time and so much evidence, do you still want to lie? It doesn't matter, idols fall in love and get married, but why don't fans know who the partner is? ! He chose such a woman with a messy private life, bad character, and humiliating TC, and he still wants our blessings. Haha, it can't be done. People are divided into groups. It seems that we really don't understand him. We are too far away to know anything. It doesn't matter, I am still a CVIP, but a CVIP who gives enthusiasm to the other four. Just think that I fell in love with a scumbag when I was in the second grade of secondary school.
Hey! Do I just want to say that I am glad that I am not in too deep? We fans are just like Lan Jiang said to idols! Sad for him, sad for him! Is it worth it? He is the most beautiful scenery, vision and belief among all VIPs! To him, fans are just [VIP] strangers who like him! -0-Can I say; I have two male gods in my life, but one male god! I have another one! I don't count as a VIP, I only count as a half-VIP, because I am an eel and I am also a VIP! The reason why I fall in love with them is that I like their sunshine-like and warm smiles that come from the heart [PS I was attracted to fans because of their smiles] and their behavior and personality! As an eel, I have a longer life than a VIP, and I only got to know GD in the past few months! Eel is 3 years old! It's normal for the two of them to fall in love, they just don't like to cheat! No one likes you and the person you like lies to you! Why...