Love Notes, Part One: Mother

Here is Ajue. I was busy with exams and something happened at home, so I almost forgot the comment I promised you. Okay, here's my review. First of all, after reading this article, I felt that it would be nice if the article could be longer. Then the writing is good, the plot is not procrastinating, and the heroine's twisted love for her mother is also written. However, the mother's sexual orientation is straight (from the perspective of the heroine). The heroine asks for it but does not do anything transgressive, and loves her silently. The heroine's temperament is not pretentious, and her mother is also a type of strong woman. You can tell just by reading the description of her mother in the first chapter. Later, the heroine reveals that the man committed adultery and cheating, and killed him by mistake? Or she killed the man, and her mother faked the scene for her, and paid for it with her own life. As mentioned before, Yin has never been able to distinguish the difference between like and love. It seems that her feelings for her mother are also complicated. It should be that the admiration she had for her mother since she was young has deteriorated after many years of getting along, and it has become mixed with family affection and love? All in all, it turned into a twisted love. Arrived extra. After watching this episode, my mother Yun's feeling changed from a strong woman to a woman who always felt that she was a little twisted in her heart. She regarded her daughter as a work and trained her carefully? It can be said that it is arranged and directed into a perfect work. Then in the article, "This is also the most important reason why the narcissistic me is so obsessed with her." Perhaps it should be added that Yun also has a narcissistic heart? Yin loves her mother. Her mother is obsessed with her. The two of them didn't show it, but Yin's mother saw clearly that "the scales that maintain the relationship between mother and daughter will no longer be balanced." I think she had a premonition long ago. This kind of love is biased towards realistic tragedy. Yin mistakenly killed the man her mother had brought back, and her mother died in order to exonerate her. Tragedy was destined to happen. After her mother died, Yin's behavior made me think that she was in so much pain that she couldn't even cry. She didn't burst out until she saw the letter left by her mother. Well, I don't like to read Baihe articles... The first TUT article was so cruel, is this really good for me?

First of all, I like the author's writing style very much, and secondly, I also like the character settings in the article. A person always has to look twice at the things he likes. "There are many kinds of love, between lovers, between relatives, for people, for animals, for food, for things, there are many, many, and each one is different." Love is an existence that covers a wider scope than love. Yin loves her mother. I think it's not just love, family affection or friendship, it's all mixed in more or less. This kind of love is destined to be long-lasting, because when all the feelings are integrated together, what can separate them? There was only death, so in the end my mother died. What kind of person is the mother? "My mother is just forty this year. She has permanent bangs and a bun on the back of her head. She is in a gray knee-length dress and a navy tasseled shawl. She is elegant and intellectual. My mother is not a lady or a strong woman, but a university teacher who exudes a charming scholarly atmosphere. She teaches art history and design history and is also a writer." Such a woman is a temperamental beauty. You can tell she is noble just by looking at her. She seems to be forever outside the world and is an unattainable existence. What about sound? Yin is aloof and indifferent, just like her mother's evaluation of her. Whether it is the outer body or the inner soul, she is the most charming poppy, but she is also dark and bloodthirsty. Darkness always falls in love with light. So Yin's fascination with her mother only grew. "It turns out that it's not that I love my mother intermittently, but that my heart escapes and is pulled back, the love decreases and then fills up, that day that never ends." Yin loved his mother, and her mother sacrificed herself for Yin. This was a destined tragedy. Mother will not allow herself to grow old. Sooner or later, she will leave one day. She will freeze her youth forever at a certain moment. She will not let others see her growing old. What she wants everyone to remember is her beautiful and noble face. Therefore, death is certain. And why not die for the sake of music? Even if such forbidden love is not allowed to exist, she is tempted, so this sacrifice can be seen as a response to Yin. She understood everything and saw everything clearly, except her mother's heart. When her mother brought a man home, she began to lose weight, not necessarily because of her mother, but perhaps more because of her own powerlessness. She was undecided. She scorned all the nastiness, but she could not escape. She might never say she loved her mother. So what better response than death? Yin killed that man for her mother and for herself. She had already made a decision. She did not have to tolerate the dirty things, and she would not allow her mother's infidelity to happen. Therefore, this death can probably be regarded as a choice Yin made in his life. Thinking about it this way, isn't tragedy doomed? Lu Xun said: Tragedy is to show you the destruction of beauty. Therefore, the occurrence of tragedy is not necessarily tragic. Sometimes it is actually beautiful in itself. This is probably the case with Yin's love for his mother and mother's love for Yin. However, if this is a dark style article, I personally feel that it lacks a little bit of proficiency in how to retract and release it freely. The length is short, and the grasp of the plot and the shaping of the characters are more demanding. If it is done hastily, even if it leaves a deep impression for a moment, once you put down this article, the characters and plot in the play will begin to become blurry. Okay, this seems a bit empty talk. In fact, speaking for myself, I don't really like my mother's extra story. Probably because my mother's confession is a bit inconsistent with my inner thoughts. I always feel that she suddenly became an ordinary person. Well, this is just my own opinion. The author does not need to mind. Ps. I could have sent it out earlier, but there was a power outage at home the day before yesterday, and there was something busy yesterday, so I just finished coding and sent it out as soon as possible today. It shouldn't be too late.

Dear author, please wait for my long review, I still have to sort out my thoughts.