She, She (Gl)

Preface She was wandering alone among the crowd, searching. When you are exhausted, go to the center of the busiest street to rest. Searching, searching... Confused like a lost child; helpless like being abandoned; lonely like no one cares. She watched the passers-by hurried past her with curious, inquiring, puzzled, mocking, and theatrical looks. What am I doing here! .... Yes, yes... But I have nothing and know nothing; it is not an exaggeration to say that I am redundant and have no need to exist. Haha ```` It's simply a luxury. So, she gave up, and she didn't want anyone; there was nothing but her own shadow. Wandering everywhere.... She returned to the street again, leaving herself there, looking indifferently at the pedestrians passing by her, with nothing reflected in her eyes; she just looked, looking ahead... "How stupid! You clearly know that there will be no one you are looking for, but you still come back here and treat others as their after-dinner pastime, a joke! Why don't you just get it? Why bother to suffer this humiliation?!" "I'm looking. I'm looking for her, and there she is….