There is a kind of sicko in this world.
When you're alive, he couldn't care less about you. Even though he knows you like him, he'll occasionally give you a little encouragement, only to keep his distance as soon as you start to feel hopeful. But when you die, he puts on a show of inconsolable grief, as if he'd loved you so much while you were alive.
Xiao Jing is exactly that kind of sicko.
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I cried through it last night and watched the episode again today. It's the most regrettable thing to like each other but miss each other. The first thing I thought after watching the episode was "Why are you so cowardly, Xiao?" But when I thought about it, I was not as good as him. I was a coward who didn't even dare to say that I liked him. The love I couldn't express was all caused by my ridiculous self-esteem and vanity. If the Lu family could look back that day, if Xiao Jing could rush up and hug him, if there were countless ifs, maybe he wouldn't have missed it. Without permission, I used "Suddenly This Summer" as the ending song of this story.
But do you still remember
That summer
That fool
Silly things to say
accompany you home
grow up with you
Remember to call every day
We all need to meet that person who is willing to be brave for you and make you brave.
So sad, so sad! ! ! ! My Lu family! ! ! ! So why didn't I know about such a good article before! ! ! !
The following remarks are highly subjective and contradictory to the author and literary figures. I hope you don't blame me.
To be honest, after seeing many people in the comments who said they didn't like be, I actually think this ending is the most reasonable.
Let's talk about Xiao Jing first, he is a coward. Yes, coward.
Before I saw Xiao Jing's extra story, I actually felt a little pity for him, because even if it was written in terms of the Lu family's personal pronouns, there were many signs that he liked the Lu family, so while I was watching, I thought about what was preventing him from confessing his feelings. At first, I doubted whether it was Xiao Jing's mother who discovered his feelings and took some measures. Later, when I saw the extra, I suddenly realized,
Ah, he is just a coward. All the excuses he made, whether he was afraid that his mother would not be able to bear it, or later felt that he wanted to give the Lu family a better life, were all excuses. He just couldn't bear the problems that might arise after being with the Lu family. He was afraid that the current seemingly comfortable life would lead to a future that he could not control. He didn't have the courage to give up on himself, who had a car, a house, and a successful career at a young age. The rejection the Lu family received from his classmates in high school because of his homosexuality also made him deeply understand that he didn't have the courage to break the solid state of society's discrimination against homosexuality. He retreated. This was the reason why he didn't confess to the Lu family at several important points in time.
At the same time, he fell in love with the Lu family, and his feelings grew stronger and stronger. As he became better and better, he became proud again and felt that he could satisfy his emotional world.
After finding the Lu family and abandoning him again and again, Xiao Jing knew that the Lu family was a fool and would always wait for him.
But death forced the Lu family to give up.
Is Xiao Jing's blind dates after the death of the Lu family all because he still loves the Lu family?
No, no, there was a big reason why he felt guilty that the death of the Lu family had a lot to do with him. Otherwise, he would not have wanted to try it after Fang Tang appeared, and he would not have dared to confess to his mother that he liked the Lu family at this time.
Therefore, loneliness should be the best punishment for a person like him who longs for companionship.
As for the Lu family, he is also a coward. He didn't dare to ask when he heard the rumor that Xiao Jing was renting a house, and he didn't dare to step forward when he saw Xiao Jing standing with a girl. He was just afraid that if he asked, Xiao Jing would reject him completely. Before this, he could stubbornly just think to himself.
So in the end, after the Lu family mistook the conversation between Xiao Jing and Jiang Yang and thought that Xiao Jing didn't like him, it didn't take long for the ghost to start showing signs of dissipating. He knew it and let go of this single thought.
Two cowards are destined to have no brave ending.
Of course, I don't like be very much. Next time, the author can write something more silly and sweet.
When writing a review on a mobile phone, the formatting is not very good, so don't blame me.
The fear of death seems to have a new understanding. What is scary is not death itself, but everything that is taken away by death.
Oh my God, it's killing me. Why didn't the two of them take one more step? Wait a minute, my Lu family, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Md Xiao Jing, rubbish
So sad, I hate Xiao Jing
It would be nice if I could be braver, everyone is the same, so am I.
Watching it in the library, I suddenly burst into tears and something was touched in my heart.
Ma De cried to death... I feel so uncomfortable if I can't... Xiao Jing is a bastard! Son of a bitch! Ahhhhh QAQ
Why is this article placed here [Super Sweet Macaron] QAQ
I cried through it last night and watched the episode again today. It's the most regrettable thing to like each other but miss each other. The first thing I thought after watching the episode was "Why are you so cowardly, Xiao?" But when I thought about it, I was not as good as him. I was a coward who didn't even dare to say that I liked him. The love I couldn't express was all caused by my ridiculous self-esteem and vanity. If the Lu family could look back that day, if Xiao Jing could rush up and hug him, if there were countless ifs, maybe he wouldn't have missed it. Without permission, I used "Suddenly This Summer" as the ending song of this story. But do you still remember That summer That fool Silly things to say accompany you home grow up with you Remember to call every day We all need to meet that person who is willing to be brave for you and make you brave.
So sad, so sad! ! ! ! My Lu family! ! ! ! So why didn't I know about such a good article before! ! ! !
The following remarks are highly subjective and contradictory to the author and literary figures. I hope you don't blame me. To be honest, after seeing many people in the comments who said they didn't like be, I actually think this ending is the most reasonable. Let's talk about Xiao Jing first, he is a coward. Yes, coward. Before I saw Xiao Jing's extra story, I actually felt a little pity for him, because even if it was written in terms of the Lu family's personal pronouns, there were many signs that he liked the Lu family, so while I was watching, I thought about what was preventing him from confessing his feelings. At first, I doubted whether it was Xiao Jing's mother who discovered his feelings and took some measures. Later, when I saw the extra, I suddenly realized, Ah, he is just a coward. All the excuses he made, whether he was afraid that his mother would not be able to bear it, or later felt that he wanted to give the Lu family a better life, were all excuses. He just couldn't bear the problems that might arise after being with the Lu family. He was afraid that the current seemingly comfortable life would lead to a future that he could not control. He didn't have the courage to give up on himself, who had a car, a house, and a successful career at a young age. The rejection the Lu family received from his classmates in high school because of his homosexuality also made him deeply understand that he didn't have the courage to break the solid state of society's discrimination against homosexuality. He retreated. This was the reason why he didn't confess to the Lu family at several important points in time. At the same time, he fell in love with the Lu family, and his feelings grew stronger and stronger. As he became better and better, he became proud again and felt that he could satisfy his emotional world. After finding the Lu family and abandoning him again and again, Xiao Jing knew that the Lu family was a fool and would always wait for him. But death forced the Lu family to give up. Is Xiao Jing's blind dates after the death of the Lu family all because he still loves the Lu family? No, no, there was a big reason why he felt guilty that the death of the Lu family had a lot to do with him. Otherwise, he would not have wanted to try it after Fang Tang appeared, and he would not have dared to confess to his mother that he liked the Lu family at this time. Therefore, loneliness should be the best punishment for a person like him who longs for companionship. As for the Lu family, he is also a coward. He didn't dare to ask when he heard the rumor that Xiao Jing was renting a house, and he didn't dare to step forward when he saw Xiao Jing standing with a girl. He was just afraid that if he asked, Xiao Jing would reject him completely. Before this, he could stubbornly just think to himself. So in the end, after the Lu family mistook the conversation between Xiao Jing and Jiang Yang and thought that Xiao Jing didn't like him, it didn't take long for the ghost to start showing signs of dissipating. He knew it and let go of this single thought. Two cowards are destined to have no brave ending. Of course, I don't like be very much. Next time, the author can write something more silly and sweet. When writing a review on a mobile phone, the formatting is not very good, so don't blame me.
The fear of death seems to have a new understanding. What is scary is not death itself, but everything that is taken away by death.
Oh my God, it's killing me. Why didn't the two of them take one more step? Wait a minute, my Lu family, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Md Xiao Jing, rubbish
So sad, I hate Xiao Jing
It would be nice if I could be braver, everyone is the same, so am I.
Watching it in the library, I suddenly burst into tears and something was touched in my heart.
Ma De cried to death... I feel so uncomfortable if I can't... Xiao Jing is a bastard! Son of a bitch! Ahhhhh QAQ
Why is this article placed here [Super Sweet Macaron] QAQ