The first part of a quote by Salinger goes: "Some people think love is sex, marriage, a kiss at six in the morning, a pile of kids. Maybe it really is." Shen Beimu couldn't find an answer to love in her own emotional history, which was as pale as a blank sheet of paper. The feelings one can experience in a lifetime are but a drop in the ocean, and love experts are always a sham. So, my love, when you come to my side, could you at least give a little cough, so I'll know you're there…