Then I'll Take My Leave

I really like this article. I found it accidentally on Zhihu. I finished reading it in the information class at school. I burst into tears. I will post a comment when I come back over the weekend to commemorate it~ I think what I see in this article is not only Tang Nianqing's forbearing and unforgettable love as an adult, but also Phuntsok's sincere and passionate love in his boyhood. There is no distinction between them, no difference in degree, it is the most unreserved love they can give each other at their age. No matter what name or identity Tang Nianqing wears, the two of them will fall in love again. I think Phuntsok didn't know that he was Qin when he fell in love with Tang Nianqing again. This was a love of souls. Later, knowing that he was Qin was just a sudden realization. Reminds me of the line in "Want to See You" "To love, to lose, and to live up to the encounter." This article really makes me cry for someone like me who is obsessed with details. In Phuntsok's world, the color of the sky is the dark purple of Qin's clothes and skirts, and the hazy drizzle is the "Raindrops" that Qin played that year. The rain that he stretched out the window to catch... Even if it is Qin himself, the drizzle on his face is the touch of a lover. Reading this article is like watching a slow-moving movie. The interweaving of reality and memories makes me feel that time and space are constantly separated and intertwined. Their stories are also immortalized in repetition and comparison, which makes it difficult to let go. At the end of the story, Phuntsok chose to live in Tang Nianqing's name. I think this can comfort his loneliness. In this way, Tang Nianqing will not really die, and he will still live in the mouths of others. I really hope there will be a side story where the two of them get together in peacetime. Can we wait until this time in my lifetime? (Crying

Their childhood friendship was buried in the snow with him. He fell asleep forever before he even had time to say "I love you" to Phuntsok himself, leaving only Phuntsok alone and the Morse code "I love you" composed of the faint light of the flashlight.

When I clicked on this article, I knew it was a be As a loyal he lover, I read very few BE articles. The desire to survive runs through the whole process of my reading. When I saw this background setting, I knew it must be be. I don't know how to express my feelings. At that time and that environment, it was certain that I could live alone at most. The moment Tang Nianqing left, I knew that Phuntsok would eventually leave Phuntsok alone in this vast world. Phuntsok would also know that Tang Nianqing was Qin. Phuntsok would be extremely painful because of Tang Nianqing's death, but he would definitely live with Tang Nianqing's will. "I will exchange my life for yours, so you will live to be eighty." No matter how painful Phuntsok is, he will not choose death, because he is not only his life Tang Nianqing, or Wenqing, or Wenqin, had been humbly in love with Phuntsok throughout his youth. When he saw Phuntsok again, Tang Nianqing was overjoyed. I have a guess that may not be reasonable. Before Tang Nianqing left the country, Phuntsok told him: I joined the Hong Army. Could this be the reason why Tang Nianqing later joined the Hong Army and devoted himself to it? But I also think that maybe this can only be a very partial reason. Tang Nianqing is undoubtedly great, and it is incomplete to look at his career and ideals only with love. Throughout the whole process of reading the article, every foreshadowing made me feel pain in my heart. The more I understood the foreshadowing, the more uncomfortable I felt, and the more I knew that be was an irreversible fact. I humbly hoped that there might be a slightly better ending... But when I saw this reasonable ending, I felt distressed and agreed. It was probably the collision of reason and sensibility. I have said a lot of nonsense, I really like this kind of love under the flames of war, every choice of this kind of love is reasonable, and I really admire this kind of love. Perhaps born in peaceful times, Tang Nianqing and Cuo Cuo would have completely different endings. Their stories are no longer interspersed with smoke, and there may still be hesitation and confusion, but as long as two hearts sincerely love each other, they will definitely still be together.

Recommended by Xiaohongshu, it was said that I cried over and over again after watching it. I dismissed it and insisted on trying it. Now I am crying with snot dripping from my mouth.

Does Phuntsok know the true meaning of this Morse code? Tang Nianqing thought that Phuntsok had forgotten him until his death.

Oh shit, why is this happening! Why is this happening! Why are you stabbing me in the heart like this? It hurts! I feel so sweet and bitter that I can't explain why. I have never felt like this before. It turns out that these three words "I love you" are really as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold. They are too heavy! Wuwuwuwu, with tender friendship, is what my eyes can't finish when I look at you, wcwuwuwuwu

When I saw: "Suwei's courtesy," Tang Nianqing kissed the other party's lips, which were dry and slightly cool, "encourage me." - Made me willing to leave you. And: "This time, it's me who takes the first step..." He whispered hoarsely in the sleeping man's ear. "Don't follow me." "Come and see me again after you live to eighty." Also: He was seriously injured once and was almost dead when he was lifted down, but he was smiling, looking into the empty sky with his blood-soaked eyes, and murmuring to himself. "Take me away." "Walking alone, the road is too long." I knew I liked this article. I cried many times in this article. "I really hope the snow will never stop." Tang Nianqing said softly, "It keeps falling and burying us together." Phuntsok was a little stunned when he pressed his head. Phuntsok buried himself in the snow by himself. After he was rescued by Tang Nianqing, he realized that he was his beloved Qin. He must have been desperate at that time. Through the two silent confessions made by the flashlight in the article, Phuntsok should finally know the meaning of the light and dark. I hope Phuntsok can live well in the name of Tang Nianqing in the days without Tang Nianqing, "Live to eighty, come to see me again." Really, (?? Yi?) Live well in the name of Nianqing...

Damn, can there be a little follow-up? This is such a pity. 2333 My eyes need to pee. 233

[Crying] [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] I feel bad, psychological committee member. It's too painful. Why is it so painful? I'm so stupid. I know it's because I still watch, but I still overestimate my resistance to abuse. [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] Why does fate treat them like this? Life and death are really cutting people. They could have been fine [Crying] [Crying] [Crying]

Let's write a story about the two of them having a surprise and a smile when they met in peacetime.