My next book, "You Are Mine," is now open for readers.
[The published title of "Waiting" is "Love's Bell Tolls in My Heart, Only You Can Heal It." It is now available, and you can buy it on Taobao. Thank you, everyone. Sending love~]
I've been waiting all along, waiting for the chance that you might love me.
"Waiting"
[The serious version]
He is deaf in his left ear, yet he is the brightest rising star in the Chinese music scene.
He's been in the industry for ten years. All his fans know he has a girl he likes very, very much hidden in his heart, but they don't know who she is.
And he is Cheng Deng, with "Deng" meaning "to wait."
[The sweet version]
When they were little.
Ren Ke pinched Cheng Deng's ear. "Does it hurt?" Cheng Deng shook his head.
Ren Ke: "Does it tickle?" Cheng Deng nodded.
Ren Ke: "Then can you hear me talking?" Cheng Deng looked quietly at her without saying a word.
Ren Ke: "Shh, don't cry, don't cry. I'll give you all my candy!"
When they grew up.
Wearing gloves, Ren Ke touched Cheng Deng's ear. "Where does it hurt?" Cheng Deng: "My heart."
Ren Ke: "...I was asking about your ear." Cheng Deng: "It hurts."
Ren Ke: "For heart trouble, go to cardiology. Turn left as you leave, then go up to the sixth floor. Take care, and don't come back. Next!"
Cheng Deng looked at her tempting lips and suddenly leaned closer. "What did you say? You're too far away. I can't hear you clearly."
Ren Ke: "..."
A healing story about an unrequited love. Those meant to be together will surely end up together!
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The title of the article is "Waiting", Cheng and others are waiting, and Ren Ke is also waiting. The love between childhood sweethearts was separated for ten years due to an accident. In these ten years, she thought about him, and he fell in love with her; in these ten years, she studied medicine for him, and he shined for her; in these ten years, she collected his tickets, and he walked the path she took. In the past ten years, due to guilt, the two hearts that should have been gradually getting closer have slowly drifted away... At the beginning of the story, I felt more sorry for Waiting for Waiting than for Ake, especially when Waiting for Waiting said "Waiting for the possibility that you will love me", and the line "How are you?" From Cheng Waiting ten years later to Ren Ke who was lingering ten years ago really made me feel very sorry for Waiting for Waiting. But later, as the reason for leaving was revealed, what A Ke had experienced and sacrificed in the past ten years made me gradually feel more sorry for A Ke. First, go abroad. Akko had no intention of going abroad originally, because wait, she didn't know English and came to a country where she couldn't understand or speak, and she suffered the pain of language barrier alone. Secondly, professionalism. Akko's favorite study was law, but when she went abroad, she chose to switch to medicine because she wanted to be cured. Then, insomnia. This is what I feel most sorry for about Akko. Because of guilt and self-doubt caused by Cheng's mother's insults, Akko could only rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep. Coupled with the anxiety caused by the language barrier, he suffered from depression. If waiting for these ten years is difficult, then Akko is even more difficult. Despite this, Akko still did not give up and wait. Although the contact and so on would deepen the insomnia, the joy of meeting outweighed all the bitter consequences that came with it. "How lucky I am to have you next to me. Don't live up to the wait, I hope the years will be peaceful. " Fortunately, after waiting for ten years, going around in circles, there is crying, warmth, and companionship... I have lived up to the wait. The person next to me is A Ke, and the person next to A Ke is etc.
I've been waiting for the possibility of you loving me. ——Cheng et al. Many people say that companionship is the longest confession of love. You can feel that waiting is not a silent love. Waiting is the most hurtful but also the most touching. For ten years, Cheng et al. Have been waiting for Ren Ke to come back, waiting for Ren Ke to fall in love with him. But he didn't know that Ren Ke was actually waiting for him. Ren Ke had fallen in love with him a long time ago, and his love was so deep. For two people in love, it's a sore spot, not fatal but more painful. Isn't it enough? No, I love you so much that I forget myself. What the two people did and paid for each other really moved us. What does love look like, or is it when you love him/her and forget yourself. Ren Ke's love is inferiority complex. She deeply hates herself. She feels that she is the murderer of Cheng et al. She can't forgive herself or let herself be with Cheng et al., Even though we know how much she has given up, how much she has given, and how much pain she has suffered. But she still felt that it was not enough. She blamed herself in this world and lost herself in the middle of the night. I feel bad, they are not wrong, they just have their mistakes engraved in their hearts countless times, hurting themselves and hurting the other party. To me, there's nothing wrong with what they did. The words that you need to speak frankly if you love someone are all lies. You will know when you love someone. You will do everything you can to make him/her happy, and you don't want the other person to worry or feel sad. I think only those who have experienced that feeling can understand it. They are each other's only, everything in life. So you can give everything, even if it's scarred. Ten years ago they were only for each other, and ten years later they are still only for each other. They haven't changed, they just love each other more seamlessly. "The lonely lamp cannot be seen and I am heartbroken. I roll up the curtains and look at the moonlit sky and sigh." - Li Bai (Tang Dynasty) Think about it, if it were us, we might not be able to do better than them. They did a great job, really well. Fortunately, they are together and living a wonderful life. It's not a waste of time and everyone's expectations. The process of falling in love may be difficult, but the days together are really happy. Watching him look at her as if he had eyes all over the world, I knew they were really happy. Think about what love is. Maybe love is Cheng Deng and Ren Ke.
What a fairy tale!
I stayed up all night reading it. I haven't seen such a good book in a long time. Thank you.
Okay, I'll make an appointment next time. The author's writing is really beautiful?
I checked with my eyes, it's my food, keep spreading the flowers, sprinkle the flowers, sprinkle the flowers
Why, why did you make me cry from scratch in the middle of the night?
When I see my grandpa, I think of my grandma. I wonder if all old people are like this. We hide some things and feel sad alone, but they can always sense what's going on, a kind of inexplicable telepathy.
Publishing big sales???
Publication spreads flowers ~ Grandpa Ren cried when he read it. . Are the tears too low? Also, I like to be steady!!