[Bleach] A Dream of Yellow Millet

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When I first read it, I had a lot to say, but when I typed it, I couldn't type a single word. I feel sorry for Yin, and I feel even more sorry for Ah Jin. That's all.

Ah Yin, will you wait until I grow up? Will I become great and become someone worthy of you? But why when I grow up, I still can't see you. You said you wanted to wait for a woman with orange hair, and when she arrived, you left. Silly, I watched you leave my sight, and stupidly waited for you all my life. You said, See you in a few decades, Ah Jin. I often wonder, how many years are you talking about? I can't wait. Ten years have passed, I have grown up, and another ten years have passed, and the thoughts of looking for you in my heart were gradually extinguished by the aging faces of my parents, and began to disappear little by little. I don't have to get married, but my parents can't wait. My mother often says to me, "Ajin, are you dreaming?" Is it a dream? Ah Yin, I have fallen into a dream... The first sentence of every blind date, I will say to them, I'm waiting for someone, A man with white hair, who smiles at me every day and talks to me softly in a gentle Kansai accent. I owe him a word, and he owes me a promise. Finally one day, I made up my mind, put on my schoolbag, and started looking for you. I went to the sea. I went to a persimmon forest full of persimmon trees. Finally, I returned to the mountains, the forest where I met you. It was still green, not even a stone had moved. The tree whose trunk was broken by lightning still stayed there, with green moss covering the charred trunk. Nothing had changed. It's just that you are no longer here. I lived in the original house for three months. Every day, I would bring fresh persimmon cakes and walk into the forest where I met you. Stroking the moss as soft as your hair, lying on the grass and looking up at the sky, I wonder if, one day, you will suddenly appear in front of me like that day. Time goes so fast, in the blink of an eye. On the last day, I stayed in silence in the forest for a long time, rubbing my uneasy heart. Finally, I left. A few persimmon seeds brought from the city were left behind. Deep in the forest. Where I met you. After returning to the city, continue blind dates, meet different men, and get married. These are just a process. When I give my crops to others, I blindly look for your white figure under the mat, But the tears couldn't stop falling down. With tears streaming down my face, I was held in the arms of another strange man. I cried hysterically on his chest. What to do? I... Can't remember what you looked like. The gentle man who smiled at me. What to do? Can you tell me what to do? I don't want to forget you... Now, Ah Yin, if I work harder, I can touch you and find you? The world after death is so lonely. Fortunately, You found me.

Ah Yin, will you wait until I grow up? Will I become great and become someone worthy of you? But why when I grow up, I still can't see you. You said you wanted to wait for a woman with orange hair, and when she arrived, you left. Ah Yin, will you wait until I grow up? Will I become great and become someone worthy of you? But why when I grow up, I still can't see you. You said you wanted to wait for a woman with orange hair, and when she arrived, you left. Silly, I watched you leave my sight, and stupidly waited for you all my life. You said, See you in a few decades, Ah Jin. I often wonder, how many years are you talking about? I can't wait. Ten years have passed, I have grown up, and another ten years have passed, and the thoughts of looking for you in my heart were gradually extinguished by the aging faces of my parents, and began to disappear little by little. I don't have to get married, but my parents can't wait. My mother often says to me, "Ajin, are you dreaming?" Is it a dream? Ah Yin, I have fallen into a dream... The first sentence of every blind date, I will say to them, I'm waiting for someone, A man with white hair, who smiles at me every day and talks to me softly in a gentle Kansai accent. I owe him a word, and he owes me a promise. Finally one day, I made up my mind, put on my schoolbag, and started looking for you. I went to the sea. I went to a persimmon forest full of persimmon trees. Finally, I returned to the mountains, the forest where I met you. It was still green, not even a stone had moved. The tree whose trunk was broken by lightning still stayed there, with green moss covering the charred trunk. Nothing had changed. It's just that you are no longer here. I lived in the original house for three months. Every day, I would bring fresh persimmon cakes and walk into the forest where I met you. Stroking the moss as soft as your hair, lying on the grass and looking up at the sky, I wonder if, one day, you will suddenly appear in front of me like that day. Time goes so fast, in the blink of an eye. On the last day, I stayed in silence in the forest for a long time, rubbing my uneasy heart. Finally, I left. A few persimmon seeds brought from the city were left behind. Deep in the forest. Where I met you. After returning to the city, continue blind dates, meet different men, and get married. These are just a process. When I give my crops to others, I blindly look for your white figure under the mat, But the tears couldn't stop falling down. With tears streaming down my face, I was held in the arms of another strange man. I cried hysterically on his chest. What to do? I... Can't remember what you looked like. The gentle man who smiled at me. Now, Ah Yin, if I work harder, I can touch you and find you? The world after death is so lonely. Fortunately, You found me.