A Thousand-Year Dream: A Guardian Angel Fanfic

This is a fanfiction inspired by Tian Shen by Zhi Da~ The main pairing is Lucifer/Michael~~ with some Michael/Lilith as well. There may also be a little Michael/Michael or Michael/Mary, but those are one-sided crushes~ The main story is told from Babil's perspective, slowly tracing the feelings between Lucifer and Michael. This is a subtle thread that will gradually come to light. There may also be occasional side stories told from other perspectives~ These days, all I do is think about Lucifer and spend time with Babil. Then halfway through spending time with her, I find myself thinking about Lucifer again. I think about what he looked like, what his voice sounded like, everything we went through together, and those two years when we loved each other without restraint. Sometimes, I don't even know whether I'm dreaming or awake. Before Babil was born, I was like a madman. Lucifer was dead. Lucifer was dead. What did it matter if the world ended? Lucifer was dead!!! I hated him. Why did he have to break the sword? Why did he have to go and die? I should have gone with you. Then I wouldn't have to see you in my dreams every day without being able to hold you. But, Lucifer, you clever old man. You deliberately wouldn't let me die with you. That last night before the Abyss of Sin, you had already planned everything, hadn't you? You deliberately got me pregnant. Were you afraid I'd die? Couldn't you understand that I was just as afraid of losing you? But you succeeded. If it weren't for Babil, I might really have gone to join you. This child gave me one last glimmer of hope. She looks so much like you. I created her with my own wings, but the way she clings to me is just like little Luciferiel, who used to follow me around all day back when I was Isar. Everyone has secrets they can't speak of, regrets they can't undo, dreams they can't reach, and love they can't forget. Lucifer, you are my secret, my regret, my dream, my love. - Michael