An old article written in 2002, which has been revised recently.
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I experienced it again and again, however, these were not the love I wanted. One cannot ford the same river twice. Looking back hastily at a certain station in life, I saw so many men in full bloom. My heart is lost somewhere. Every romantic encounter is a search, and the vicissitudes of life cannot be seen in the smooth smile. Facing every gorgeous face, loneliness is cold to the bone. Beads, all over the place, a time that hurts like broken glass.
Life is empty at the blink of an eye, there are so many promises that can be made in one lifetime. Feeling nostalgic will always be like a mirror in the mirror and cannot be taken seriously. Crazy love is just a perfunctory trick for Yu Sheng. Both of them know it and can't bear to tell it first. The future is also not a destination, a woman full of pain, a train traveling through time, starting over, still loving, hating and crazy, everyone living in this pitiful world. The beginning is helpless, and the ending has no redemption. The blade of love advances secretly, but shines with the cold light of despair.
What can I give you? What can you expect? Get drunk together, fall together, love is such a strange word. My head rests on your shoulder, and your hand slides across my chest. I can't escape the trap of life's lust, and you can't escape the cycle of emotional illusion. Snuggling against each other is just a ritual of longing for warmth and has nothing to do with love. We are all vulnerable. Standing behind him, there was another version of himself with cold eyes, but he didn't stop him.
Reader comments
Wow
Really unexpected ending
Although the writing doesn't feel very good. ． But I still couldn't help crying~~~55555
I like it~~, it's really clean~! It's light, touching and joyful. It seems... No bad guys appear (no hateful dramatic conflicts...) Haha~~~
Zhou Sheng's appearance is a bit inexplicable. How did he connect with Lin Hao?
An Ran is doing well too, Luo Lin is greedy for this kind of tenderness.
I like fat women. It's very comfortable to hold, and it's cute when you smile. As long as it's not so fat that it's a world record, it's fine.
Why/////? /////Why//? ? ? Why not let Che and Xi be together again? He did so much for her. I55555555555555/? /? ? ? ? ? /
That's it~~~ You can't eat randomly, let alone talk~~~ Jealousy can be brought out through others, but you can never say it from your own mouth~~~~This man - so useless.
Ah~ Why don't you write about the scene when the heroine is pregnant with twins~ Isn't it funny? ? Let's just say that the male protagonist is a bit boring~
I really want to see Hu'er's experience! ! I think it would be quite interesting~~After all, I can design my own dad~~~
You are so strong. I am reviewing and reading updates at the same time.
It's been a long time since I've been here to cheer you up~~It's actually been serialized so much~~~You can see it all at once, it's really enjoyable~~
Remember to work hard~~~
Loved, cried, heartbroken...
The ending is perfect...
I like the heroine's character...
It's so heartbreaking to see, life is not very friendly to a woman who is struggling for life...
I'm sorry that I can't cry, it's because I'm too sad and numb. . Sad from beginning to end. . . My heart was broken bit by bit. . It's so realistic and scary. .
Sweat to death. . . . . . . . . .
That's it?
Go to Baidu and search for "novel beads" to find the full version...
Not everything here...
Just finished watching...
What a great write up! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I hope Sheng Tang Night Sing will be updated soon...
Good. Come on! ! !
I was hopeless. I once again read the entire novel in one breath, and then I was immersed in the sadness of the story and couldn't extricate myself for a long time. Once, when I watched a Korean drama and saw this state, I reflected on myself and said, "Korean dramas are poison" and stopped watching them. I wonder if one day in the future, I will wake up again and stay away from online novels? At least not now.
The name "Beads" comes from connecting people and things in life, just like stringing beads into a necklace, each one is indispensable. The ordinary title of the book hardly shocks people at all, but after reading a few chapters, my heart was split by the author's cold writing style and naked expression. I vaguely felt that the heroine Luo Lin's personality of being too independent, too calm, and too arrogant would inevitably lead to bad results. Sure enough, when the self-suffering and self-exhausted Luo Lin said goodbye to An Ran gracefully and found the true love that Ji Yang had buried for 15 years, the evil fate she had planted in the past ended her life. The piece of yogurt cake that entrusted love and lovesickness rolled down in the rain. When she fell to the ground, she stared at the cake, as if she saw Ji Yang in the distance. This time, Luo Lin finally flew up and flew to heaven. The separation between yin and yang is the greatest pain, and the pain left to the living is even greater. Ji Yang waited for her for 15 years, giving her 15 years of opportunities to discover true love and awaken to herself, but in the end what she received was not the happiness that filled her body, but the heartbreaking news of her death.
Luo Lin is a girl with dreams and a career on her own. After more than ten years of struggle, she has never succeeded, so what she thinks about most is "when can she take off?" She is capable of work, calm and independent, but when she becomes extremely calm and independent, she becomes cold and arrogant. Of course, being cold and arrogant is a coat for her self-protection. At the bottom of society, on the edge of survival, what can we do if we are not ruthless? It was this personality that made him get to know Lin and Mingjie successively. Lin was a boy several years younger than her. He was not convinced by Luo Lin's arrogance, drunkenly raped her, and then fell in love with her. Mingjie was the person who influenced Luo Lin almost all her life, not only because they once fell in love, but also because Mingjie left without saying goodbye. The mysterious departure left Luo Lin with a shadow. Although she didn't say it, her desire for the answer dominated her actions. This action was to avoid and escape after seeing An Ran, because An Ran's eyes looked very much like Mingjie. But reality is reality. Lin's love that he thought was strong trapped him, and he couldn't get Luo Lin's love. He was lost in the dream he made and lost in drugs. He told his "love story" to everyone around him. Everyone knew that Lin loved Luo Lin to death, and Luo Lin failed Lin. As for Mingjie, the answer he left behind without saying goodbye was dirty. He went to jail that night because he had sex with women. The unforgettable love left to Luo Lin turned out to be a shame. So Luo Lin got rid of the shadow and no longer ran away from An Ran. After hundreds of twists and turns, the story should have had a happy ending. I think, in fact, what An Ran loved most was Luo Lin. Even though in the end he took in his first wife who had run away from home, and Luo Lin voluntarily quit, the person An Ran wanted most in the rest of his life must be Luo Lin. In addition to love, there was also the regret of not getting it. But God is fair. Without this self-salvation after the breakup, how could Luo Lin have discovered that the true love she had been looking for for many years was actually by her side, and she had been waiting for fifteen years. Ji Yang was his middle school classmate. During the drifting, Luo Lin thought of Ji Yang's warm embrace whenever something unexpected happened, but Luo Lin knew clearly in her heart that she liked Ji Yang but not Ji Yang. It was this so-called sobriety that blindfolded her. Fortunately, she finally discovered the secret that Ji Yang had suppressed for many years, and also discovered her own heart. Lin's story is so beautiful, but Luo Lin is too cold. She said that he was the one who could save Lin, and that nothing had ever happened between her and Lin. Lin committed suicide. In front of Luo Lin's eyes, he smiled and fell to the bottom of the overpass. Lin's dream was shattered, and the price was death; the dreams of Lin's followers were also shattered, but the price was that Luo Lin was buried with her, so as mentioned before, "the evil fate she planted in the past ended her life."
There is our shadow in this story. In the green years, good impressions of people are often based on metaphysics: appearance, academic performance, strength, but these are the most unreliable, superficial, and easy to change. After many years of experience, I realized how ridiculous I was, actually treating garbage as antiques.
This story tells us that even if it is a fact, even if it is the truth, it must have conversation skills and human kindness as a foreshadowing. If Luo Lin was not so cruel, Lin would not die, she herself would not die, and Ji Yang would not be sad. A sigh...
It's not over, you can see the ending here www.17K. Com and the rest will be even more exciting!
It is undeniable that the first time I came into contact with Bobo was because of "Wan Qingsi", so I watched "Zhu" with great expectations at the beginning, endured it in the middle, and was deeply shocked by the ending. This novel is different from "Wan". Its connotation is not expressed through the twists and turns of the plot. Its connotation is slowly seeped out from the plainness. This is my personal feeling. If you have different opinions, please don't blame me!
I just want to say, don't watch "Zhu" with the same expectations as "Wan Qingsi", because these are two completely different stories! !
The heroine is very strong and has the courage to face the bleak life.
Wow Really unexpected ending
Although the writing doesn't feel very good. ． But I still couldn't help crying~~~55555
I like it~~, it's really clean~! It's light, touching and joyful. It seems... No bad guys appear (no hateful dramatic conflicts...) Haha~~~
Zhou Sheng's appearance is a bit inexplicable. How did he connect with Lin Hao?
An Ran is doing well too, Luo Lin is greedy for this kind of tenderness.
I like fat women. It's very comfortable to hold, and it's cute when you smile. As long as it's not so fat that it's a world record, it's fine.
Why/////? /////Why//? ? ? Why not let Che and Xi be together again? He did so much for her. I55555555555555/? /? ? ? ? ? /
That's it~~~ You can't eat randomly, let alone talk~~~ Jealousy can be brought out through others, but you can never say it from your own mouth~~~~This man - so useless. Ah~ Why don't you write about the scene when the heroine is pregnant with twins~ Isn't it funny? ? Let's just say that the male protagonist is a bit boring~ I really want to see Hu'er's experience! ! I think it would be quite interesting~~After all, I can design my own dad~~~
You are so strong. I am reviewing and reading updates at the same time.
It's been a long time since I've been here to cheer you up~~It's actually been serialized so much~~~You can see it all at once, it's really enjoyable~~ Remember to work hard~~~
Loved, cried, heartbroken... The ending is perfect... I like the heroine's character...
It's so heartbreaking to see, life is not very friendly to a woman who is struggling for life...
I'm sorry that I can't cry, it's because I'm too sad and numb. . Sad from beginning to end. . . My heart was broken bit by bit. . It's so realistic and scary. .
Sweat to death. . . . . . . . . . That's it?
Go to Baidu and search for "novel beads" to find the full version... Not everything here... Just finished watching... What a great write up! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! I hope Sheng Tang Night Sing will be updated soon...
Good. Come on! ! !
I was hopeless. I once again read the entire novel in one breath, and then I was immersed in the sadness of the story and couldn't extricate myself for a long time. Once, when I watched a Korean drama and saw this state, I reflected on myself and said, "Korean dramas are poison" and stopped watching them. I wonder if one day in the future, I will wake up again and stay away from online novels? At least not now. The name "Beads" comes from connecting people and things in life, just like stringing beads into a necklace, each one is indispensable. The ordinary title of the book hardly shocks people at all, but after reading a few chapters, my heart was split by the author's cold writing style and naked expression. I vaguely felt that the heroine Luo Lin's personality of being too independent, too calm, and too arrogant would inevitably lead to bad results. Sure enough, when the self-suffering and self-exhausted Luo Lin said goodbye to An Ran gracefully and found the true love that Ji Yang had buried for 15 years, the evil fate she had planted in the past ended her life. The piece of yogurt cake that entrusted love and lovesickness rolled down in the rain. When she fell to the ground, she stared at the cake, as if she saw Ji Yang in the distance. This time, Luo Lin finally flew up and flew to heaven. The separation between yin and yang is the greatest pain, and the pain left to the living is even greater. Ji Yang waited for her for 15 years, giving her 15 years of opportunities to discover true love and awaken to herself, but in the end what she received was not the happiness that filled her body, but the heartbreaking news of her death. Luo Lin is a girl with dreams and a career on her own. After more than ten years of struggle, she has never succeeded, so what she thinks about most is "when can she take off?" She is capable of work, calm and independent, but when she becomes extremely calm and independent, she becomes cold and arrogant. Of course, being cold and arrogant is a coat for her self-protection. At the bottom of society, on the edge of survival, what can we do if we are not ruthless? It was this personality that made him get to know Lin and Mingjie successively. Lin was a boy several years younger than her. He was not convinced by Luo Lin's arrogance, drunkenly raped her, and then fell in love with her. Mingjie was the person who influenced Luo Lin almost all her life, not only because they once fell in love, but also because Mingjie left without saying goodbye. The mysterious departure left Luo Lin with a shadow. Although she didn't say it, her desire for the answer dominated her actions. This action was to avoid and escape after seeing An Ran, because An Ran's eyes looked very much like Mingjie. But reality is reality. Lin's love that he thought was strong trapped him, and he couldn't get Luo Lin's love. He was lost in the dream he made and lost in drugs. He told his "love story" to everyone around him. Everyone knew that Lin loved Luo Lin to death, and Luo Lin failed Lin. As for Mingjie, the answer he left behind without saying goodbye was dirty. He went to jail that night because he had sex with women. The unforgettable love left to Luo Lin turned out to be a shame. So Luo Lin got rid of the shadow and no longer ran away from An Ran. After hundreds of twists and turns, the story should have had a happy ending. I think, in fact, what An Ran loved most was Luo Lin. Even though in the end he took in his first wife who had run away from home, and Luo Lin voluntarily quit, the person An Ran wanted most in the rest of his life must be Luo Lin. In addition to love, there was also the regret of not getting it. But God is fair. Without this self-salvation after the breakup, how could Luo Lin have discovered that the true love she had been looking for for many years was actually by her side, and she had been waiting for fifteen years. Ji Yang was his middle school classmate. During the drifting, Luo Lin thought of Ji Yang's warm embrace whenever something unexpected happened, but Luo Lin knew clearly in her heart that she liked Ji Yang but not Ji Yang. It was this so-called sobriety that blindfolded her. Fortunately, she finally discovered the secret that Ji Yang had suppressed for many years, and also discovered her own heart. Lin's story is so beautiful, but Luo Lin is too cold. She said that he was the one who could save Lin, and that nothing had ever happened between her and Lin. Lin committed suicide. In front of Luo Lin's eyes, he smiled and fell to the bottom of the overpass. Lin's dream was shattered, and the price was death; the dreams of Lin's followers were also shattered, but the price was that Luo Lin was buried with her, so as mentioned before, "the evil fate she planted in the past ended her life." There is our shadow in this story. In the green years, good impressions of people are often based on metaphysics: appearance, academic performance, strength, but these are the most unreliable, superficial, and easy to change. After many years of experience, I realized how ridiculous I was, actually treating garbage as antiques. This story tells us that even if it is a fact, even if it is the truth, it must have conversation skills and human kindness as a foreshadowing. If Luo Lin was not so cruel, Lin would not die, she herself would not die, and Ji Yang would not be sad. A sigh...
It's not over, you can see the ending here www.17K. Com and the rest will be even more exciting! It is undeniable that the first time I came into contact with Bobo was because of "Wan Qingsi", so I watched "Zhu" with great expectations at the beginning, endured it in the middle, and was deeply shocked by the ending. This novel is different from "Wan". Its connotation is not expressed through the twists and turns of the plot. Its connotation is slowly seeped out from the plainness. This is my personal feeling. If you have different opinions, please don't blame me! I just want to say, don't watch "Zhu" with the same expectations as "Wan Qingsi", because these are two completely different stories! !
The heroine is very strong and has the courage to face the bleak life.