
Self-Murder
自我谋杀
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 4k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 13y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
4Chapters
166Favorites
8.8Score
12Nutrient gifts
2.5kClicks per chapter
50Comments
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Great!!! The arrangement of the psychiatrist is also great, my god, it's such a surprise, and so is the plot choice. Although it's not long, it's so complete!! I love it so much oooooooooooooooo
It's so well written, I really didn't expect these three people to be the same person. The steady disclosure is also very touching. I think it's really great to split a person's conflicting mind between wanting to die, wanting to save himself, and wanting to be worthy of his loved ones into three parts! In fact, the combination of these three mental states is relatively similar to that of most people in reality, and it cannot be sought but sought. Especially like this one!
Sunday ended with this powerful short story and I felt better. The structure is really exquisite, the writing style is concise and there is something hidden in it. I like it very much. I was deceived by the supporting character column: Doctor. I am a fool who did not get the information about the copy and the title of the book. I also have the problem of being stupid and trusting the third person when reading the book (crying). The three personalities are really wonderful. I also like it very much. \"This feeling is very strange. When an important person leaves, it is not that half of the world is chopped off. It is like packing up a suitcase, with some being dug out everywhere, leaving people riddled with holes.\" This paragraph! I have finished analyzing the comments below, so I can only express my feelings. "Not only do you have schizophrenia, you also condone its development and use fantasy to complete it. Because you want someone to love you like this, because you need your father's forgiveness. Wake up, you can only cure yourself by accepting the facts." The protagonist has always been very clear, and then he broke himself... It was a bit heartbreaking. He was not forgiven by his family, his colleagues loved criticism, and he was abandoned by the biggest reason why he decided to leave home. After trying to love himself and save himself, he committed suicide. Loneliness is really a chronic poison... It coincides with the mood of the protagonist in this article. Sometimes I suddenly become very aware of the fact of loneliness and feel that I can die at any time, and then I do my favorite entertainment to survive. I can only say that I am glad that the love I want does not need to be obtained from others.
Lu Jinnan is the provider of the sympathy and intimacy that the protagonist longs for, and the doctor provides comfort to his father in the midst of sexual conflicts. Lin Sen admired and feared Lu Jinnan's advances. He was born in a rural area and wanted to have a perfect image worthy of his hardworking father. He sought psychological comfort from doctors and tried to resist this painful emotion. However, in the end, he could not withstand the heavy pressure on himself and fell into a long sleep with the lover of his dreams in front of the mirror.
Only at the end did I realize that the psychiatrist was also me! I like the narcissus very much.
The writing is great. The lovers born from the void and the subconscious mind that wants to save themselves are all very reasonable.
The concept is great, love yourself and save yourself
After reading 26 People, I wanted to read other articles of yours. I chose this one which was very short. I found that it still poked me in the back. I especially like this kind of story where I felt like "Eh! It can still be like this" at the end, and the plot is rounded out. So I decided to slowly read all your articles! I'll check in again when the time comes~ Love you (づ ̄3 ̄) づ╭
If you are bored, even though the only one you can hug is another self, it doesn't matter... When earthworms are bored, they will cut themselves in half to play badminton? Oh, no, it was cut into three parts because a referee was needed. A doctor looks inside his own heart and wants to solve the problem between the patient and the other person inside the patient, but he never realizes that he is the source of the problem. If a person knows how to love himself, will he have a lower disease rate than a person who needs "others", even others in fantasy, to love him? This may become a topic for doctors. It's a pity that there is no one in this world who absolutely knows how to love himself. "Love" is inherently two-way, to love or to be loved. Lonely self-love will eventually become powerless fatigue. Lin Sen was needed by the doctor, so he came to this world. Lu Jinnan was needed by Lin Sen, so he came to this world. So who needs a doctor? Patient. So he became his patient. Because of need, it has the meaning of existence. In the end, he healed them, and those who shouldn't be there ceased to exist... And there was no need for him to exist anymore. The so-called end of life is just salvation in another sense. After a reincarnation, it feels like returning to the beginning and everything can be reborn. All love and tenderness can come back. "We will be two people in the next life." Then, you won't just be able to hug yourself, but you can hug each other.
Don't know what to say Really well written