"Xingba, why do I always have no revenge in my life? At this age, I suddenly feel empty. It seems that I am always running in one direction, but when I arrive, I find that I am not where I want to be."
Among Ling Tong's important beliefs in the first half of his life, one of them should be revenge. But in the end, he didn't do it. It took him 10 years to get to know an "enemy" who was destined to play an important role in his life. When he and he settled their differences and just took this step, that person drifted away in the wind.
Filial piety and righteousness may be a lifelong pursuit, but they are not done well. Loyalty - the last thing you protect, is there a possibility of doubt? As time goes by, the things we once thought were most important may become insignificant or ridiculous in the future. Or in the eyes of others, you may be childish and insignificant.
How many decades can there be in life? How many things are worth pursuing in a lifetime? How many close friends can withstand being missed again and again? Everyone has reason, but sometimes, it just has no reason to transcend emotion.
If you miss it, you miss it. You can't stop looking at the stars just because you missed the sun. After the tears dry up, everything will continue. This is the cruelty of life. Just like another favorite saying - "The seasons will not change due to one person's life or death, even if he can change the clouds and rain, or mend the sky with one hand."
Because of this cruelty, I deliberately sought a diluted feeling. Life and death were commonplace in that era, but it was this kind of indifference that was the real sadness.
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