Song of Dreams

Oh my god, I actually found the article from so many years ago. I wish my wife a happy life.

I felt a little tired later on. Reminds me of "Rebirth". It is said that the author wrote that Meng Lijun was forced into the palace by the emperor. Due to the background of the time, he could not continue writing. He could not think of Meng Lijun's way out.

I saw this novel again on the home page of Jinjiang. I remember that it used to be called Ru Meng Ling: The Female Detective.

It took me many days to write this book review. I was thinking about it as I was writing it, but the more I thought about it, the less I could write. If you just rush forward according to your heart, you will rarely regret it even if you bleed. I have always believed that either a strong man will be cut off or he will continue to rot. Whether you want to change or not is entirely up to you. I have never been willing to leave my destiny to the mercy of others. In just a few days, I looked back at the past ten years and after careful consideration, I realized that habits are a terrible thing that can destroy the marrow and corrode the bones. No matter sad or happy, once you get used to it, you feel safe because you are lazy and unwilling to make any changes. Get used to not looking back and moving forward. Most people in the world think too much and do too little, but I am just the opposite. I do a lot, deliberately making my body very tired, and avoiding thinking too much. I am like a dazed person, unwilling to think too much about the results, and do not give myself a chance to regret. "Like a Dream" is a story about ideals and love. I have thought a lot about this story, which is also about ideals and love. Of course, at my age, it also includes marriage. It's another time-travel romance drama. There are no common eccentricities from modern times to ancient times, but more of a rational modern woman's choices in ancient times. No matter what, Xixia insists on everything she thinks is right now. Even if the reality makes her painful, makes her difficult to make a choice, and makes her lose her love, she still remains rebellious and insists on what she insisted on in the first place. In the end, she established her own kingdom and found her own happiness. There were many twists and turns and pains, but she persevered, worked hard, and lived hard. In modern times, we don't have so many turbulent and bloody affairs, and our interpersonal relationships may be much simpler. We are lazy people who have developed many habits because of their material wealth. I am probably a representative one. Ten years ago, I was full of ambitions, and there were street lights in the distance to guide my way; ten years later, I was stumbling, confused and at a loss. Xixia's courage allowed me to see the choices and perseverance made when I was young. I had to give in and give, no matter whether I was right or wrong, I would never regret it. Ten years have passed, and it can be regarded as the end of a chapter in life. After all, what do I want? Smile more at others, but smile at yourself more and more miserly. During this time I have been asking myself what I want. A husband and a son, a house full of children and grandchildren, an old cat lying in his arms or a rocking chair in the sunset? Ideal. For me, my ideal has always been in my heart, but it has broken its wings several times. Obviously there are many opportunities around us, but the right time, right place and right people are always incompatible with each other, and we waste time and again until our beauty turns gray. According to nature, everything can go back to the starting point and start over. According to reason and reality, compromises should be made to carefully maintain everything now. If you don't act according to your nature, you will always feel aggrieved. But it's not myself who I can't give up now. If I give up some, it will hurt a lot of people. Love. How many times have you fallen in love? Have no idea. Can I still love? Have no idea. I have always been very confused when it comes to love. I love you but you don't love me, you love me and I don't love you, you love me and I love you, you are a confused account. What is love? In recent years, I have become increasingly confused. When you go out to hang out, someone will help you polish the edges and corners of your body all day long, and someone will teach you to be cold and hard. My eyes are becoming more and more cloudy, and I look at people and things with so much utilitarianism. No matter how I look at them, they are wrong. Therefore, when we see pure love, we are often very moved; when we see pure love, we often lament its rarity; when we see pure love, we are often very envious. Marriage. I have known him for eight years. The child is also five years old. How he started it in the first place is actually very vague. Now we are in a situation where we both hate each other. Many people say that being with a partner means tolerating and accommodating each other. If we hate each other, do we still have the energy to work hard? What I can't let go of is my children. Afraid that he would be hurt, afraid that he would be too affected. I persisted hard, only to feel sad. He and the people around him have changed me a lot, and not all of the changes are to my liking. I am actually very satisfied with myself as a person. I am narcissistic and think that a person should have character. However, in their eyes, those who do not appreciate them or who live according to their nature are difficult to gain a foothold in society. Is this what marriage is like? I was in a state of confusion about marriage. Friend. A long time ago, someone read my diary, and he said that what he saw was full of loneliness. Although I have many friends and relatives around me who are not alone, I still feel lonely. Because he understands my heart, I fell in love with him all of a sudden. I know that he understands what I say and what I do. You are lucky to have such friends. I have been with him throughout my later life, and he guided me in my life, career, and marriage. He said that if you set a goal, you must work hard to achieve it, and you must experience everything you do. I listened to what he said and I tried my best. Own. Meeting so many people has influenced me in some way. From unfamiliarity to familiarity, from frankness to scruples, from frankness to mutual forgetfulness, there are always so many things worth remembering. Despite the vicissitudes of life, he has not gotten rid of the pessimistic character that has accompanied him for more than thirty years. Even though I have been depressed for the past ten years and have had some mental sunshine, I still feel that there is a corner of my heart that is missing. It is easy to think of bad things in everything, which is not the driving force for the advancement of life. But still work hard to leave as much sunshine as possible to the world. Now. I cannot say whether I am satisfied or dissatisfied with my current life. In recent years, there have been more ties and less hesitation when making decisions. Accustomed to comfort, accustomed to never looking back, accustomed to going to bed late, accustomed to making the body very tired, and thinking less and less. Ten years ago, ten years later, what has changed is more than just the heart of making decisions. Nature is very resistant to such a state. This is also an important reason for depression. I really want to be that child forever, fearless, crying when I should, laughing when I should, loving when I should, and hating when I should. I have been thinking too much these days. Stop thinking about it. Do the things at hand first~ However, what exactly do I want?

There are times when David's tweets are unreliable. Finally finished reading it.

Love this article. However, there is still something puzzling about it. There was clearly a big feeling in the front, but it ended hastily. I always feel that Nanzhu's character and abilities are not expressed thoroughly enough. Mingrui and Mingde left a great impression on me. I like Mingrui the most in this whole article. He loves you gently and lets you know that he loves you, but he will not force you, will fulfill your wishes, and will make arrangements for your future. If the heroine is interested in him, there may not be another crazy story. Mingde's mother's jade pendant played a big role in the beginning, but in the end there was no ending, which made me look forward to... There is also the little princess Qingrong who married in another country, the father and mother who immigrated abroad, and Minghua who went to study art... Having such deep entanglements with these people, I thought that the subsequent novels would have more tortuous stories. These people would also appear on the stage and compose more legendary legends. Unexpectedly, they were defeated and hidden... Although Hefeng Tong's idea was realized, a more upright way of leaving should be arranged... Infinite resentment... But good writing, give me points.

Finally finished reading. I love Fengtong

I have been thinking about the heroine's motivation for starting that war. Is it just for the frustration and resentment in my heart? After reading the novel all night, I can now sum it up with the following sentence: "Wherever there is oppression, there is resistance." The heroine's character is extremely upright, tenacious and unwilling to admit defeat. Her ideal family, job and boyfriend were supposed to be perfect in this life, but sadly they were all destroyed in the end. The fundamental reason is the unequal social structure-the supreme imperial power and the strict family hierarchy. And nearly everyone she meets suffers from it. At the beginning, his father was demoted, her sister changed, Mingrui's life was rough, Mingde pressed her step by step and did whatever he wanted, the princess married far away (although the marriage was good, but it was still resentful at first), and even the person she loved the most had to give up in the end. Let's talk about her work. In the cases she encountered, as long as they were related to imperial power and family, she could change the situation. It is clear that he has really committed a serious crime and needs to be punished, but he cannot be aboveboard and aboveboard, and must put the interests of the royal family first. Perhaps what makes her most intolerable is that even with so many shackles and oppression, the world still silently endures it and thinks it is natural. This is unacceptable to a time-traveling woman in modern society who originally strives to uphold law and justice. As a result, there have been countless collisions between these two different social modes of thinking. So when she was desperate, she chose not to retreat silently, but to fight. Just like the declaration, "We are all born equal, no one can be a slave, and I want everyone to understand this. The imperial power and family interests in your eyes are just garbage. In fact, you can live better without these." No one understood her voice before, so she would prove it with actions. But it is a pity that modern advanced ideas and ancient conservative social class concepts are formed under long-term social conditions, and these deep-rooted concepts cannot be changed overnight. Just like those who died in the war, whether they support or oppose the heroine, in their eyes the heroine is just a rebel, and they cannot understand her philosophy. Even those people who were saved still cannot fully accept the benefits of democracy after enjoying it. So in the end she had to give up and settle for the next best thing. She didn't expect everyone to accept and understand her at all times, but she had to let them see the changes and differences.

I really like it. When I watch it, it feels like I am Xixia, loving and hurting. Everyone has a shadow of my life. My first boyfriend is Ming Shao, my passionate love is Ming De, and my husband is Feng Tong. I feel so sad

The garden is full of roses, thinking that they have found the one that suits them, but they have loved seriously but have been severely hurt. Roses are all red. It is inevitable that they will be wrong. Only those who have been wandering will understand that there is a person who has been standing there waiting.