Whose Youth Isn't a Mess?

Wang Jing had been a straight guy for eighteen years. The first time he saw Chu Yihan, he felt the whole world turn gay... Then he settled into the daily life of a straight guy fantasizing about his future wife and pleasuring himself. This is a newly started story, inspired by a recent plot bunny. It's a little angsty. I made myself cry imagining it in the middle of the night. The data says 2013 because I reworked an old story I'd locked away.