I'm sorry, but I still wrote this. I had so many feelings that I was completely tied up in knots... it was just awful.
Whenever I sit quietly now, all I can think about is you.
So I'm writing a little to get it off my chest.
I don't want to say who it is about, because I know that some things become wrong as soon as you say them aloud.
So I won't say. Please forgive my selfishness.
I just want to say, Feixie, are you waiting for someone? Or maybe you are waiting for your lover. In short, there is a hint of complaint, dissatisfaction and... Expectation in your article.