I have experienced everything in my life.
Good, bad, loved, hated,. They are all wisps of mortal world that pass by at the snap of a finger. No matter how deeply engraved or intoxicated they are at the beginning, they will be slowly taken away by time.
However, what I cannot forget is that ethereal smile that only exists in my memory, like mist in the water.
...
Just like before,
You said you can't go back.
You say you are no longer yourself.
You say you want to destroy everything, including yourself.
You succeeded.
Your face and your smile have become an insurmountable nightmare that I can't overcome day and night, and will never end until I die...