When I was five, I fell down. He came over, helped me up, and brushed the dirt off my clothes. He said, "Be good, little sister. Don't cry..." That day, he stayed by my side the whole time.
When I was ten, I couldn't solve a problem. He came over and explained it to me again and again. He said, "Dandan, take your time. Your big brother will stay with you." From then on, he always sat beside me and helped me with my homework.
When I was fifteen, he wasn't there for my birthday for the first time. He only drew me a card. He said, "Dandan, your big brother is going somewhere far away. Take good care of yourself." From then on, he disappeared from my world.
When I was twenty-two, he straightened my graduation cap after I finished college. He said, "Dandan, you've finally grown up." But that day, he didn't even take a photo with me.
When I was twenty-five, I got married and told him first. He laughed on the other end of the phone. He said, "Dandan finally found someone who wants her." He was my best man, and spent the entire wedding drinking for us until he was drunk.
When I was twenty-seven, I got divorced, and he went with me to get drunk at bars every day. I finally summoned the courage to ask him, "Cheng Yiming, all these years, did you ever love me, even a little?" He said nothing. He only tilted his head back and drained his glass.
When I was twenty-eight, I was preparing to marry again, but I could no longer find him. Alone, I stood in front of the home where we'd lived together as children and shouted, "Cheng Yiming, I love you!" Again and again... The only answer was silence.
All these years, all I wanted was an answer: Why doesn't he love me? Why doesn't he want me? But even that, he was too stingy to give me...
The third book in the "Four Seasons Love Song" series, a somewhat dark story. I hope you'll still enjoy it.
Bonus story: "The Lover's Vow." Click here if you're interested.
Important notice: 1. Xiaohan is sorry to tell everyone that the editor has just informed me this story will become a paid work starting May 29 (Chapter 32). I bow deeply. 2. Whether or not you continue to support the story after it becomes paid, I want to thank everyone again. 3. Long comments are welcome. Xiaohan will send points for comments of at least 25 characters. I bow again, and thank you all for your support over the years. 4. There will be two or three updates on the day it becomes paid.
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Hello, author. This is the most detailed of all the articles I have read in the past two days. Like it very much
"That's all very good, but I don't like it." Regarding the relationship between An Xu and Wen Dan, the only thing I thought of was the last sentence of "White Horse Roaring in the West Wind". Before reading the full text, I always thought that this long review was written for the regrettable An Xu. But now that I have read the full text, I find that I still like the ill-fated Cheng Yiming even more. It is undeniable that An Xu is a charming man. His deep affection and big heart are enough to make people crazy. Even me, who is a quasi-"male protagonist", can't help but fall in love with this man. But just like Wen Dan, no matter how good An Xu is, he is not the person who can best affect my emotions. Xiaohan said in the copywriting that this was a somewhat dark story. At the time, I thought it was just that the character's personality was dark. When I read the article, I realized that what is dark is fate and what is dark is the environment. Only the human heart - Cheng Yiming's, An Xu's, Xia Wendan's - is the purest and brightest in the article. The article didn't last long, and many relatives had already switched sides to An Xu, while Cheng Yiming's treatment was just like the darkest period in the article, with almost no one paying attention. But what I didn't expect was that as the number of words increased, everyone stood more firmly on An Xu's side, and it even felt that Xiao Han loved An Xu more than his other son in the end. An Xu is worthy of love. If he were the male protagonist, he would probably be the most popular male protagonist. The tragedy is that Wen Dan loves Cheng Yiming, and Cheng Yiming also loves Xia Wendan deeply. They are in love with each other and are inseparable. Fortunately, Xiaohan decided to give An Xu a happy extra episode to relieve everyone's regrets. I don't know how to comment on Cheng Yiming. He has gone through the darkest suffering in his life, but he has the purest hope and heart. His story is completely different from the male protagonists in previous stories. He has suffered huge, even devastating injuries, both physically and mentally. He always regarded Dandan as the light ahead, supporting him to walk through the darkness and accept the suffering. His family is not a good one, and the children produced by such a family either go astray or are exceptionally strong. Cheng Yijia and Cheng Yiming are typical examples of two paths. Cheng Yijia developed a money-oriented value system, which hurt his family and ultimately caused his own tragedy. Cheng Yiming sacrificed himself for his family and was hurt, but he still retained the kindest heart. Therefore, it cannot be said that it is fate's fault. Fate just provides different paths, and your own heart is the driving force for which path you ultimately take. Because of this, Cheng Yiming is especially worthy of cherishing, especially heart-warming and loving. But none of the above reasons can explain Wen Dan's love. Love is love, and it will not exist because of a person's great brilliance, nor will it disappear because of a person's dark side. Love is the most unreasonable thing in the world. Xia Wendan loves Cheng Yiming. All stories originate from this sentence. For An Xu, love is like catching the wind, "After all, it is too much love. It has to have results. And the result is originally, a tree, opening its hands to catch the wind." How should I put it? I thought I might have a lot of feelings after reading the entire article, but I didn't expect that it would be so empty now. I don't even know how to write this long review. In short: "You often don't get what you really like in your heart. Even if someone insists on giving it to you, even if it's great, if I don't like it, I still don't like it."
Keep waiting. I was too busy the past few days, so I just saw it today. Keep watching it little by little. Congratulations Xiaohan on finishing the article
It's not easy. It's finally over... Sprinkle flowers
It feels like the ending is so long... And I haven't forgotten to torture classmate An Xu at the end... Xiaohan's sons and daughters are all born to suffer hardship... I can't choose between the first and second male characters in this article... I decided to read the whole article again and then write a long comment to express my depression.
The person who is almost overlord comes to make up for it.
I've been really busy lately, especially when I'm home and I can't remember to read the article… It's all over now…
When I read the novel for the first time, I fell in love with the second male lead more than the first male lead. An G's portrayal was very successful! Xiaohan must make AnG very, very happy!
Can I say that besides the sweet ending, there is also a touch of sadness? Angg's eyes are swollen?
Xiaohan, are you too cruel? Don't let AnG be disfigured. Is this what you are talking about adding ingredients???