I would gladly bleed my last drop and die,
Transformed into a red jade ring at your waist,
Using a thousand years of spiritual power to ward off evil, ease your troubles, win you power, and bring you blessings,
Just as you wish, forever by your side.
Not because I love you so much, but because I can no longer bear to be the heartless woman you love.
If I could, I would not need you to save me. Even if I were imprisoned by a spell until only bones remained, even if everyone wanted me dead, I would still be that carefree, heartless, loveless, hate-free, bewitching fire fox.
Please forgive me. I just don't want to drink your blood to keep myself alive anymore. I don't want to yield to this tangled fate of love, and I don't dare reach for the warmth between your brows or the coldness at the corner of your lips.
I have no heart. Why insist that I feel something for you?
Don't blame me for choosing to be a fox, not a woman, in my next life. I only know that if we had never met, you would have been just fine as you were, with a lovely, quiet girl waiting for you by the city walls. And I would still be my mischievous, grinning self, eating raw flesh and drinking blood, alluring and bewitching, with no need to understand the warmth and coldness of the human world, and no need to feel that being loved by you was a torment.
Because I don't deserve it.
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Finally relieved. Love, are you really not moved? It's just that you and I are not the right people.
I browsed through it briefly. Due to my negligence (the difference between computer typing and handwriting is too big), there were a lot of typos, which were very obvious⊙⊙bhan, if I make changes, I'm afraid it will take a long time to review, so let's leave it at that. I apologize again