Longing for What You Can't Have

Two years of secretly loving him, four years of openly loving him, and one year together.

From his first year of high school through his senior year of college, he followed behind Qin Ming with a smile, moving from the place where he'd grown up all his life to the north, then, after graduation, making his way back to a southern city because of something Qin Ming said.

He simply loved someone so much that he was willing to ignore the cost, spare no effort, and give everything he had just to be with that person.

But he had always known that even after ten years or eight, Qin Ming would still never love him.

"Just drag it out," Yin Ye said with a bitter smile. "Maybe there's only so much love in a person's life. Someday, it'll all be used up."

Ai Cong said that no matter how well Qin Ming behaved on the surface, it couldn't change the fact that he was a scumbag deep down, the kind who was rotten to the core.

"I've watched his back for so many years. In all that time, no one probably knows better than I do what he's done. I know better than anyone that Qin Ming is a scumbag."

"But what can I do? I'm in love with him."

It was as if he had already experienced every terrible part of love in this relationship, with this person.

Unable to have him, unable to let him go.

He thought, if only he could stop loving him.

Angsty story about a scumbag and a doormat.

Updating daily ╭(╯3╰)╮

Gentle, flirtatious, straight scum gong X cheerful, outgoing, snarky, pathetic shou

...Actually, though they're called a scum gong and a pathetic shou... neither should be too awful..._(:3"∠)_

Can't say how it will end _(:3"∠)_

Thanks to the lovely girl Zhidao for helping make the cover >3